Thread 82391801

>drink cup of coffee
>have a panic attack
>use opioids
>have a panic attack
>use mucinex
>have a panic attack
>smoke Marijuana
>have a panic attack
My mind was literally made to not enjoy drugs except for alcohol. Alcohol is the only drug I have found that has never given me a panic attack. I've been cucked out of living a deadbeat drug addict life.

What's the worst thing that could happen? Accidental suicide ?

>>82391801 (OP)
Ever tried benzos? Don't, btw. And don't become an alcoholic either.

>>82391863
Never tried them, but I was probably an alcoholic for a while. I drank throughout the day to get through work. Had a bottle of liquor on my car at all times so I could have a few shots while on break. Sometimes my manager would let me have some of his.

>>82391801 (OP)
>marijuana
>panic attack
Strictly CBD/CBN would be a better option. THC can be quite stimulating (and thus anxiety inducing) for neurosis-prone people.
>coffee
Considering that the primary action of adenosine antagonists is to reduce the function of GABA in other parts of the brain, it makes me wonder if dopaminergic stims would do the same to you. I've heard of people having neurotic reactions to coffee but feeling better from (for example) amphetamines.
>>82392017
Sounds like GABAergics (gabapentinoids & GABA agonists) are the primary thing that work for ya.

>>82391801 (OP)
Wait until you'll drink too much and puke your guts out. Then your body will never wanna drink again.

>>82391801 (OP)
I am the same way but opioids are fucking great. They do give you anxiety the first couple times but once you know what to expect it's even more relaxing than alcohol.

But yes fuck every other drug, all stimulants especially, I had to stop drinking coffee.
Even fucking tea is almost too much for me

>>82391801 (OP)
i was going to make exactly this thread today. i feel like im gonna die just because i smoked weed 2 times in a row then stopped. withdrawels dont make any sense