Thread 82393461

What's the hardest thing you've ever done?

>>82393461 (OP)

not sure but organic chem 2 took effort. i went to college.

>>82393846
ochem was so bad it made me change my major lol.

I probably couldve passed if I wasnt so lazy

I had an order for 200 cheeseburgers and 100 fries. It was the hardest I have ever worked in my life.

>>82393461 (OP)
I defeated my demons

and survived the suicide squad(s)

hmmm i guess i would have to sayyyyyy
wrapping my car!!!!!!

>>82393461 (OP)
>What's the hardest thing you've ever done?
Chad's cock

>>82393461 (OP)
One time I drove 330 miles in 3 hours so I wouldn't be late for my old wagecuck cashier job. And that included one stop for gas

>>82393461 (OP)
i biked from florida to maine but i was high on lsd and in a schizophrenic stupor, arguing with hallucinations, basically i was a homeless crackhead on a bicycle but instead of crack i had lsd

>>82394168
Did you end up hospitalized?

>>82394174
yeah, i rode back down to boston because i remembered that when i was in boston there was a lot of hot girls all over the city, like the colleges i rode by were having orientations or something because there were lines of girls pretty much all over the place, but when i got back to boston i had a moment of sanity where i realized even if i got a job and an apartment in boston i would still be a high school drop out and my job would be a shit one and all the boston girls are like smart college chicks so none of them would date me and i bought a bus ticket back to florida and my parents sent me to a psyche ward and i was in and out like 3 or so times before i became normal.

>>82394211
Are you schizophrenic I once dated a schizo but he ran away before we could have sex

>>82394217
yeah i'm schizophrenic although i don't really have symptoms anymore, i basically traded them for the side effects of medication which means i'm a fat diabetic now.

>>82393461 (OP)
Endure a 30 miles march with shin splints in both legs, only to do another 30 miles the next day and the day after that again. The march itself wasnt hard, just the fucking pain in both my legs.
And similar to this >>82393896, just a whole lot of depression and major depressive episodes untill I finally managed to tidy up my fucked up default emotional state.

>>82394243
Oh I wish you could lose weight I love you and I hope you recover. I currently hear voices and see hallucinations but I'm afraid of becoming fat so Im not going to see a doctor

>>82393461 (OP)
One time my mum left me alone in the checkout line to grab something. I didn't cry

>>82394270

thanks anon,
i gained like 60 pounds in the psyche ward, the one i went to was nice, there was nothing to do besides watch tv which at the time would give me delusions and eating. we would eat 3 times a day and have a snack time in between each meal, they really fatten us the fuck up. you could get as many snacks as you wanted during snack time so people would get chips and ice cream and shit. the food was really nice. i went from being the weight i should be at to being 230 pounds,
but i've lost some weight since then because of dieting, i don't eat like that anymore, plus all i have to do is exercise and that combined with my diet will bring me back to normal weight.

if you have hallucinations and stuff you should probably get on medication, you'd just have to watch what you eat and work out and you'll be fine.

hope you get better too man.

>>82394270
>>82394368
theres some antipsychotics that don't make you fat like abilify and latuda

>>82394378
that's actually pretty cool, i'll ask my psychiatrist about it, he'll probably agree to switch my medication since i've complained about the weight gain a few times.

>>82394404
Yeah and those two that I mentioned also help with depression as well, not sure if you have that too but it will help it if you do. I would definitely ask the shrink about abilify or latuda

>>82393461 (OP)
I was 19 and I had to poopoo peepee really badly and my family stopped at a gas station. I ran into the bathroom about to blast and sat down and began sharting hard. I heard the door open and I thought it was my brother entering the bathroom (sometimes he would wet papertowels ball them up and throw them over the stall at me just for a laugh) so I roared "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW" and I heard the door open again. When I finished I walked out and my dad was waiting for me outside the door. He was wheezing with laughter.
He told me I had yelled at this massive guy covered in tattoos and the guy walked in, heard me, and walked out with a frightened look my dad said.

>>82393461 (OP)
resist the urge to cut myself and the urge to kill myself and try not to cry when I think about her

>>82393461 (OP)
I've done nothing because I've given up on life.