>>82396617 (OP)
The first one is probably true although the second thing might be not, those who may love me don't really get the same response back from me and that sometimes makes me feel bad and alienated, you don't know how it is really
>>82396642
You are loved and seen by me. You're protecting yourself from having good feelings because good feelings about yourself don't make sense and can't be rationalized.
>>82396651 >it really doesnt feel that way to me anon
I am sorry I am trying my best. I hope there is someone in your life who sees you for who you are.