>>82397665 (OP)
First thing you need to do is quit drinking, it completely destroyed my life and it destroyed my mothers as well. You might have not gotten caught yet but theyre probably on to you, bigger stores have loss prevention teams and secret shoppers and as soon as you steal enough they will get you for felony theft broh. Secondly start showering again it will do wonders for your mental health. Third literally apply everywhere even at shitty wage jobs incessantly call them be persistent as fuck, once you get an interview emotionally fuck with the interviewer, make it clear how badly you need the job, talk yourself up first before you pull out that last resort, radiate confidence, and fr something coming in is better than nothing. Only you can save your own life but you can do it anon, I have been homeless and jobless before but I got two jobs now and I live in a decent little duplex, it is possible to get back up on your feet.
