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>that image
A favourite of my mine lol
I'm not a furry... but I'd kms to be isekai'd and be friends with a giant dog knight like blaidd.
>I used to get nightmares about being stabbed a lot.
Ah, I'm sorry. I hope they weren't wreaking havoc on your mental health at the time.
I've only been getting such dreams recently... I don't care about gore and stuff, I see it all the time on here, but these dreams feel so vivid, they leave me feeling shaken up for most of the day.
>The only times in my life I really feel drive is when I'm in a relationship so as is?
Maybe even just having friends would help? Oftentimes when people are super desperate for a relationship, they're really just isolated and alone, fantasising about the closest form of connection: a relationship. Rather than realising having friends could help them feel less adrift or whatever.
Not saying that's necessary going on with you, it's just a thought.
Besides, I know it might be hard for you to make friends (as is so often the case with people here, including me. My life is so dysfunctional right now, trying to commit to a friend in the way I'd want sounds difficult, but I still get lonely and want to talk to people)
If you're feeling depressed, I find trying new things helps. I'm not saying it'll cure your depression, but I find that trying new things and feeling like I'm "accomplishing something", even if it's something small, helps me feel a bit better.
Like, I learned how to cook at a very late age due to my dysfunctional life, but even just learning how to do sausages on the pan for the first time was a very rewarding experience personally.
It felt like I was finally doing something.
That sounds dumb, but this is 4chan. I'm far from the most embarrassingly dysfunctional individual lol.
