Thread 82405662

Idk if something is wrong with me hormonally, but all of a sudden, my mind is being flooded with bad thoughts. I'm just laying in bed, why is this happening?
If I didn't live with others, I'd scream. Why did this come on so suddenly.

I want to distract myself, but there's nothing to do. Everyone is asleep, I can't start my day, I don't want to wake anyone up.

your shadow took over your personality. it happens sometimes. just let it pass and accept that these feelings exist.

>>82405662 (OP)
>my mind is being flooded with bad thoughts. I'm just laying in bed, why is this happening?
MY BUDDY MICHAEL'S GRANDMA NAN ANSWERED A CALL IN SUNDAY SCHOOL ONE DAY AND I COULD HEAR HIM ASK IF JERKING OFF WAS OK
SHE SAID YEAH AS LONG AS YOU DON'T LOOK AT ANYTHING YOU SHOULDN'T BE

>>82405663
>just let it pass
I never make threads about how I'm feeling bad, this is just honestly unbearable. I don't think I can just accept it.

>>82405667
>MY BUDDY MICHAEL'S GRANDMA NAN ANSWERED A CALL IN SUNDAY SCHOOL ONE DAY AND I COULD HEAR HIM ASK IF JERKING OFF WAS OK
MICHAEL DIDN'T ASK THIS JUST SOME GUY ON THE PHONE

Normal anxieties and worries are one thing, they feel bad, sure, but this is different.
This is like an assault on my senses, something that feels physically bad that I want to stop.

>>82405673
hold your breath until you cant anymore. that can help

>>82405716
It kinda does. I think it's just because my mind is focused on trying to hold my breathe though. It's the same kind of relief I'd get if I played vidya or something where my mind becomes focused on that instead of whatever hormonal mess is going on in my brain.
The relief quickly fades though...

This never happens to me, it's a genuinely physically unpleasant thing. It's like I need to rip something out of my head or something.

>>82405740
get used to it lol youll stop being a teenager eventually

>>82405749
>youll stop being a teenager eventually
What are you trying to say? That I'm just too weak like a teenager to take it?
Seems a little presumptuous, anon.

I've had absolutely horrible stuff happen to me, so much so I could probably get diagnosed with some kind of anxiety disorder, but I've always been able to deal with it. This is different though, this literally feels like some kind of physical assault on my senses.

>>82405770
psh.. have fun dude

>>82405770
Have you attempted praying to Jesus?

>>82405780
I'm not particularly religious

>>82405791
Well there's something going on, and you should ask what's up.

>>82405809
>you should ask what's up
How exactly should I pray, anon?

>>82405819
God knows everything, so prayers should be short. Jesus prayed some prayers that were one or two words. Prayer should also be done in secret.
Jesus said that the model of prayer should begin by acknowledging that God is holy and asking him to bring His kingdom to earth so that His will is done. Ask what you should know. Ask what you should do. Ask to be fed and to be forgiven for what you owe, and ask Him to help you forgive others. Ask to be kept away from the devil. This is how you should pray.

>>82405847
>Ask to be kept away from the devil.
Uhhh, what if I previously worshipped him? Should I apologise? Should I tell the devil I'm going to be praying towards Jesus before I do it?

>>82405891
Meh you'll be fine. I used to be part of a Hecate cult

>>82405899
>prayer should be done in secret
What if I have baphomet skulls hung in every room I'd be comfortable praying in?

>>82405909
God knows everything, putting them somewhere else immediately or going somewhere else won't change anything

>>82405921
But you said I needed to do it in private? The baphomet skulls would be watching over me.

>>82405926
There are angels, demons, sylphs, nymphs, salamanders and gnomes too, but your home is private.