>>82413073
someone very important to me. a confidant. someone i trust and relied on. who supported me a lot and i supported them. i tried everything. being direct, being distant. supporting from afar, or trying to grasp and clutch them back directly even though it was ugly of me. i only recently understood that they've fully moved on and have practically forgotten me, it seems. though i cannot forget.
just being near me made them uncomfortable. that's really painful isn't it? how can someone go from happy around you to uncomfortable in so short of a time? i looked up to them with pleading eyes, and asked, "will i ever see you again?" and they replied "who knows what the future holds?"
so i let them go. i hug my knees in the dark again unable to forget someone to whom i am already dead.