>>82413267
See, I can tell you didn't even try to calm yourself by regularly doing heavy squats. Also, don't eat processed meats for at least two weeks. Trust me.
I almost ruined my life by being a violent sperg but started to do resistance training again and really threw myself at my side projects instead of browsing this site endlessly. Now I just come here to help other anons to escape this hell hole. Also, do you keep hydrated, anon? I used to have really bad mood swings that might have been related to poor diet and being dehydrated constantly. I got myself a knock off Stanley cup (faggy, I know) and a couple of silicone ice cube trays to make gianormous ice cubes to keep the water crisp and refreshing. I hate drinking room temp water but somehow love to sip on ice cold water now and then and this faggy cup helps me to stay hydrated to help out my kidneys.
Alright son, the world is unfair and mostly sucks but being in prison for life will deprive you of most of the good experiences to be had so chill the fuck out and don't ruin your life over some temporary annoyance. It gets better with age and falling hormone levels.
Also, be aware that all your internet activities and life in general is being tracked and stored to aid prosecution if you kill someone or do serious crime. It may even taint your permanent record depriving you of job opportunities without you ever knowing why none wants to hire you so please, don't do stupid shit to fuck up your own life. Big corporations do background checks utilizing illegally acquired data on your activities to keep you away from the good jobs, leaving you with shit jobs that don't pay well. Phones track you even if it's "off", BTW. They can track your location and the people you associate with if your battery in your phone has charge.
Take care, son, and chill the fuck out, k?