>>82417812 (OP)
>i know its kind of sappy, but im honestly very nervous around sex and touch and stuff like that, so at first if i got a gf in my fantasies id get her to write like a "I, femanon, for the next 24 hours allow anon to do anything he wants to be blah blah, signed femanon", and then id use that time to slowly warm up to her body, cuddle, push my limits on what i feel comfortable with, but not really sex because its just too much for me. please dont bullying me for my sappy beta fantasies thank you
>i also fantasize about what a relationship is like, how power dynamics between couples are like, how it would feel to have someone fall in love with you, how id feel about wether id be cold on the inside or develop feelings at the expense of her respect, stuff like that. the nature of power and love in a relationship, if you will, from the fantasies of a virgin
i also wrote stuff about beating, choking, lovebombing, and cucking them, but it felt so cringe so i just omitted it out. honestly the whole thing felt cringe to type out, these are just my fantasies
me typing this mess out