my life was at a standstill for another decade in late 20s into 30s now without any fucking progress
now that we are getting things in order again man I realize what I could have been doing this basic shit aka living life years ago and don't get me wrong I wanted to, too. but everything was working against me and I didn't have the resources and ability to just unfuck and start progressing in life.
still wonder for what purpose, literally no fucking reason just waiting to live. brutal man. now more than ever I feel like time is running out, maybe it have ran out. idk. time will tell.
now that we are getting things in order again man I realize what I could have been doing this basic shit aka living life years ago and don't get me wrong I wanted to, too. but everything was working against me and I didn't have the resources and ability to just unfuck and start progressing in life.
still wonder for what purpose, literally no fucking reason just waiting to live. brutal man. now more than ever I feel like time is running out, maybe it have ran out. idk. time will tell.