>>82421334
not really sure myself. but it's basically this.
i have a lot of trouble thinking about things hard or performing sequential logic in my head, in which i often get lost (which is terrible for mathematics in which i make basic blunders from simple notation errors, or just failing to piece information together)
in real life that can manifest in me being brash, thinking short term, coming to illogical and clumsy conclusions, and an all around inability to pay attention to what may be basic instructions as well as conversation, or study (which is terrible since getting into a good college has always been my dream)
but the rest of my qualities do somewhat make up for it, and some people might think of me as smart as i have quite a lot of astute observations about a lot of things, being detached from typical logic actually somewhat helping in this manner.
it's really just, give me a problem, give me 60 seconds to solve it, and i'll give you horrible slop. give me a day, and i might actually prove clever.
id probably be unstoppable if i had a working prefrontal cortex. let's see if GABA + B6 supplementation can help where ritalin has failed.
