>>82423357
narcissism is classic aspd trait. making his post in the first place was just an attempt for sympathy and attention, not a legitimate request for help.
the world really and truly would be a better place if OP killed himself. I'm not saying that to be mean or edgy. Sociopaths are incapable of learning or becoming decent people.
OP, if there's any part of you that contains the smallest bit of altruism, which is rather unlikely, you'd do best to commit suicide to satisfy it. Everyone will understand and be glad you're gone.