Thread 82423458

yknow it really hits different when you're actually unironically doing everything to improve your life and nothing is getting better. like at least when you're living like a degenerate you can still be hopeful that once you start trying things will get better. but once you start improooving and literally nothing changes it's almost like you feel the needle ticking steadily towards your self destruction. like emotions aside there will come a point when you run out of options and then it's like huh i guess that's it, i guess my life is actually over, i tried my best

What's your obstacle right now, anon?

>>82423473
fix mental illness

>>82423458 (OP)
Failed normie unemployed alcoholic checking in

>>82423458 (OP)
I failed at everything I tried. Eventually you don't want to try anymore

>>82423477
You never truly fix it. You just learn to work in tandem with it/in spite of it. So learning what copes make you tick basically. I have ptsd, but its difficult to give you specific help without knowing what you have.

>>82423458 (OP)
if youre a girl i will obsess over you. drop the cord, foid

Yes this happened to me. I improved everything except getting a gf which is the only thing that would actually fix my life so it doesnt matter

>>82423503
If you improved everything you could easily get a gf you lying sack of shit

>>82423493
i dont feel emotions or enjoy things and its like this every day. ive tried everything you can think of and nothing worked.

>>82423518
No that isnt how it works. You are either born a normgroid in the right place that likes going to clubs/bars or you die alone.

>>82423458 (OP)
I had horrible body dysmorphia the last time I improved myself to the point where I gave up on life and went back to being a fat slob. I look at pictures of myself from back then and I actually looked fine even though I felt like shit but now I'm actually fucking grotesque.

>>82423458 (OP)
>>82423485
if you look like this, dominate me immediately

>>82423458 (OP)
i got myself together after covid. was working out regularly, started a new degree, was passing classes and well at that, then fate conspired to have mistakes made by others snowball into catastrophy, with a psychiatrist causing me a mental breakdown that i never fully recovered from. at any point i could hve said no. to the psychologist, to the psychiatrists. to my parents. i refused to try meds for a month because i knew i shouldnt take that risk again. but i gave in. and now everythings ruined forever.

>>82423542
I'm trying to find words but theres nothing so

>>82423529
>dont feel emotions
Narcissist?