Thread 82424872

Was there ever a time in your life where a girl gave you an opportunity to escape loneliness in but you never pursued it?

>>82424872 (OP)
Being with a girl makes me lonelier because it's a frequent reminder how empty and soulless they are

>>82424872 (OP)
>Was there ever a time in your life where a girl gave you an opportunity
lolno

>>82424872 (OP)
Yeah. I turned her down. There was no one else after that.

>>82424872 (OP)
Yes, but they were all whores and ugly. i'm incelcoded thoughbeit

>>82424872 (OP)
several
every single time I was too late to realize
is it autism?

God actually created every girl ive ever dated or even spoke to. He created them dude. Literally, he created them from nothing basically. He shaped their bodies too. He sculpted their faces. He even decided their actions towards me. So, thats all true, but the internet is trying to sell me a different story. And, its really confusing. Its trying to sell me on genetic luck plus a dating market. Neither of those things are real. Ive just been assuming he writes all the 4chan posts, and ive only been talking to him for this entire time. Although I mostly just talk to myself on here, and try to learn from my own words. Because nothing about a magical wizard seems real, when hes so cruel. My cock is dripping with blood again. Hes been mutilating my penis every day. I hate it so much, I just want the penis mutilation to stop for fuck sakes.

>>82424872 (OP)
Several, but they ended up leaving for odd reasons
>high school
>try to date tall shy girl
>we click and talk
>I get scared of "no" and of her
>graduate and never come back

>college
>girl tries to hit on me i ignore
>yrs later I realized that she wanted to date me
>college again
>girl befriends me
>shes nice to me
>this never happens to me
>try to date her
>"oh I am married"
>pain
>regret

It's been 13 years since the last encounter and I'm just cruising life on autopilot. Picrel

>>82424872 (OP)
was friends with this goth girl in high school, had a crush on her and she liked having me around for whatever reason. spent a lot of time with her one on one and got all personal over a couple of years, eventually even ended up laying in her bed with her one time. never did anything sensual per se except maybe cuddling on her couch while watching movies. at the time I assumed she thought I was gay or something else retarded, but she has a boyfriend now and looking back i could've probably gotten with her. im sure it wouldn't have worked long-term, but it still bothers me to this day.

>>82424872 (OP)
no

>>82424922
this makes you a fakecel, r9k is a TRUECEL ONLY board

>>82424872 (OP)
A qt 8/10 face petite girl liked me for some reason, with two of my buddies crushing on her, but at that time i was too preoccupied with family drama and problems and feel like she was too much of a normie and it would have never worked out, on top of that it would cause drama with my friends and at that point i just wanted peace. I do regret it sometimes though and wonder what would have happened, i guess she just waited for me to text her

>>82424872 (OP)
>Was there ever a time in your life where a girl gave you an opportunity to escape loneliness in but you never pursued it?
Never. I'm 39 now. She always quit before it could become an opportunity.
Even if fatties were interested, they never had the guts (kek) to make an offer.
All I ever had were half-chances that always disappeared. No foid ever had the strength to offer herself to me, let alone refuse to let me fuck it up.
The worst thing is that a bunch of foids have liked me in the past. They are just incapable of telling me. Either by word or an overt deed.
I get likes and matches online, but they never lead to anything. I can't be too ugly then; though I am totally asocial at this point.

>>82425840
Yeah i feel like if you aren't a charismatic top 5% tall/hot/rich guy the vast majority of foids won't do more than stare at you (in best case make a slight smile) and if you don't act within a certain time frame they lose interest and consider it your loss. As they like to say "if he wanted to he would". I grew up with 2 sisters they always told me that as a man i should be proactive and chase

>>82424872 (OP)
>fakecel, the thread

>>82425947
Yeah, but they'll throw themselves at Chad and orbit him until he realises she is DTF. Then they are 'just suddenly' together.
No such luck, or overtness, for us. There is no point in chasing them when they won't even talk to us, or touch us. Foid's 'subtlety' is imperceptible to men. Add in the post-2012 inceldom/Chad-only problem, and there is even less chance of getting any success in chasing them.
Unless they put themselves in my orbit, I'm just not engaging. And it won't happen now anyway.

>>82424872 (OP)
I had a girl touch my leg at a party once but I sperged out talking about Minecraft and gave her the ick. I don't even really like Minecraft

>>82424872 (OP)
Nope, completey retarded and cruel animals
At least I'm glad we got to see their true nature and it can never be undone

>>82424872 (OP)
At least 3-4 times, yeah. I am addicted to my solitude. Never gone on a date, it's an unknown world. Even if a woman asked me out and wanted me to be her boyfriend, I'd probably reject her because I wouldn't know what being a boyfriend means.

>>82424872 (OP)
Yea it happened 7 times, mostly because I'm 6'2'', I guess. But I was either not attracted or had no courage to ask her out. I've been touched on my hands/arms/shoulders/feet, kissed on cheeks, hugged, had boobs rubbed against my arm and the best-looking one even jokingly said she wanted the D.
>escape loneliness
I'm probably schizoid and don't get lonely. I like my solitude and at this point, I don't think I even want a relatioship. It was just social conditioning that made me want one and now that I haven't given a shit about that for years, the reality of who I am is starting to become clear to me. Only good reasons I'd want a woman in my life is to replace my mom when she gets too old to cook, clean and wash my clothes. And I've become so used to masturbation that I'm fine not having sex, especially because I avoid the risk of having kids (hate them and never want them).

>>82424872 (OP)
No, I always pursued every apparent opportunity only for the girl to cut me off afterwards.

>>82424890
that sounds deep as fuck.

>>82424890
dude, at one point I put her arm on my back, felt shivers down my spine, it felt like a corpse. it was the worst hug in the world. it really creeped me out. she was completely dead inside, completely empty.

>>82424872 (OP)
I almost always pursued it.
I wish I never did.

>>82424872 (OP)
If a girl tried to be my friend (like an actual friend) I'd be so happy, but that'll never happen

>>82424872 (OP)
im not sure if it counts as an opportunity but she is so nice to me. ive felt invisible my whole life and she made me feel seen for the first time to be honest. alas we will all go our separate ways in a couple weeks time, so i dont believe asking her out would be worth it. but even though she will never know, i thank her for somewhat affirming that i am not a complete ghost

>>82424872 (OP)
my escape from >tfw nogf was not gf but stopping to want a gf

>>82425407
>pain
>regret
I'm not sorry for you, you gets-approached-by-girls nigger

>>82424872 (OP)
I want beat the fuck out of both Botez sisters at once so badly.

>>82424872 (OP)
>a girl gave you an opportunity to escape loneliness
Women have no such power.

>>82424872 (OP)
No. I have literally never talked 1:1 to a woman outside my family in my entire life.

I got married and divorced a year later in my early 20s due to cheating with a teenager and beating my spouse. Have not had a real relationship since then