Thread 82429708

Confession Thread

Post your darkest and most shameful sins.

>be me
>fresh college dropout
>my dad starts spending lots of time with me
>we regular at the same bar together
>meet a couple
>two very eccentric, very loud black people
>the man is huge, like 6'6 or taller
>the woman is 6' or close
>they invite me to their florida summer home
>cool
>we smoke a lot of weed, have fun, spend a lot of time at the beach
>before I realize it I'm swallowing this guy's cock
>we stop leaving the house at that point
>rest of the trip is three days of his dick in my ass, me fucking his girlfriend, and us getting high
>eight years later I'm still meeting them for dick appointments and my father, who knows them well from the bar, has no idea

>>82429708 (OP)
>those boots
clearly not a nun

>>82429733
The sex in the confessional stall didn't clue you in?

>>82429708 (OP)
weed makes you gay btw.
also i'm not even gay but the thought of me and my tall wife blacking the fuck out of some random dude that posts on r9k is hot as fuck.
I have no crazy confessions i was groomed by an older girl when i was a tween nothing as crazy as OP doe

OP, I need you to fill out this questionnaire before I know how horny this is supposed to make me.
>race
>sex
>height
>weight
>hair color
>eye color
>religious background
>prior sexual experience

>>82429761
It probably made me gay

>>82429796
>race
White
>sex
Male
>height
5'6
>weight
Around 170 I think I don't know
>hair color
Dirty blonde
>eye color
Blue
>religious background
I was baptist but I'm not religious anymore
>prior sexual experience
I had my dick sucked before

>>82429829
goddam, you're like a perfect little twink no wonder you got blacked, honestly i don't blame that nigga and his wife for blacking you. You kinda were asking for it desu.
you still get fucked by the black guy? do you still get to fuck the wife at least?

>>82429911
Yeah I got with him on friday honestly it's pretty embarrassing but he'll just call me and ask every now and then. I do fuck her sometimes but usually she sucks me off.

>>82429956
>I do fuck her sometimes but usually she sucks me off
hmm, that kinda sucks you just mostly enjoy being fucked by the guy im guessing?
what happens when you move past this are you still gonna get fucked by guys or this is the only time?

>>82429989
His friends have hit, so I'll probably keep getting with men. When it first happened I thought it would only ever be with him, but it's not like that anymore. I'm still attracted to women and halfway still imagine my future as being with a wife, but I think about getting fucked significantly more than I do about getting with women.

>>82430008
duuuude, you got buckbroken by MULTIPLE BLACK GUYS?!?
im black myself but GODDAM, you better burn all evidence of this from your future wife.
do you do regular gay stuff or do they feminize you, i've noticed alot of gay black guys feminize their boyholes

>>82430024
The only women's clothing I've worn is underwear. No makeup or real lingerie. Just like thongs and stuff.

>>82429708 (OP)
Had a near decade long on and off sexual relationship with my cousin, though I feel little actual shame over it there are people in the family who suspect it and seem overly concerned about it. Personally I think they should butt out and mind their own business

>>82430047
ok so like slightly feminized.
fuck it i'm pretty bored and im gonna go jack off again in a minute to pawgs getting creampied by africans or something.
greentext another story of you getting fucked i might as well read something interesting
>>82430063
> I think they should butt out and mind their own business
also please greentext a story of you fucking your cousin please thank you, i have no cousin to fuck and i wish i did so stories like this interest me

For a large portion of my teens I had a raging crush on my older female cousin who was perpetually single.

Being around her was an insane turn-on, to the point of me masturbating to fantasies of me and her for hours after every time we saw each other. She was not overly attractive and clearly not a model, but she was still quite physically desirable. She could pull off the sexy secretary look perfectly though.

What is worse is that there was probably some kind of mutual attraction as she had no issue doing things like offering me alcohol underage and would almost exclusively sit nearby me and talk to me at family events. She was also almost a decade older than me, but looked very very young for her age. I am 100% sure that if we had been able to get away with fucking we probably would have.

she looked similar to picrel except with brown hair, a significantly narrower face, and was almost completely flat chested.

>>82430063
bro wtf, why does this seem to be so common. I just posted my story.

>>82429708 (OP)
My (female) best friend back in high school, hated our teacher enough to blackmail her into a sexual situation with the two of us. It went on until she (teacher) got pregnant and then quit teaching.

>>82430092
I've detailed it a few times on r9k, including back when it first happened which was around 2017. But the QRD is basically
>Mostly just sibling rivalry kind of dynamic for most of our pre-adult years
>start getting close once we matured more in our late teens, her getting much more cuddly and affectionate rather than the usual rivalry stuff we used to to as a pretty sudden 180 on our usual dynamic
>also generally find myself more attracted to her, mostly because she had a tendency to wear very tight leggings and jeans around me, the worst being those dogtooth ones that were popular back in the early 2010s that made her ass stand out
>mostly nothing happens until she comes to visit one year, for most of her visit not much happens beyond cuddling
>we act playful and teasy but the tension just obviously builds, culminating with her and myself watching game of thrones in the living room one night with her wearing loose but thin pajama pants
>get exceedingly horny and frustrated because they were loose but showed off her ass in the thing material
>try to ignore it and keep things civil, but of playfulness, wrestling tickling etc
>play with her by putting my finger in her mouth and her trying to bit it, until she eventually stops trying to bite it and starts sucking it
>realise the feeling is mutual and we end up making out and pleasuring each other though not sex
We did evcntually have sex later, she was also quite kinky and indulged other stuff like letting me spank and bite her, as well as pee desperation play, wearing tight shiny leggings (we couldn't afford latex but she got some PVC ones that were good enough) and other stuff. Very fun relationship just a bit of a shame it couldn't be more, I don't think I could be with a woman who didn't match her kinkiness

>>82430123
I think cousins are just distant enough to be fuckable without psychological disgust with the added bonus of fulfilling that taboo incest feel. Probably more people do it than admit it.

>>82430289
goddam that sounds hot
the part about playful tickling and finger sucking is weird because my half sister used to do that to me.
unfortunately i was a faggot goody two shoes back then and i didnt't fuck her.
SAD!
anyway sounds hot as fuck you two don't fuck anymore doe?

>>82430361
She had a boyfriend for a few year so during that time no, but they broke up and I saw her recently so we did do some sexual stuff and did fuck her a few times as well as just generally a bit sexual, like cuddling in bed while she stroked my cock.
Though she'd had a rough time recently for various reasons so been a bit less intense that it was in the past.

>>82430379
nice, sexy af
if i had sexual cousins i think i would definetly elope with them lol. cant share them with too many outside influences...

>>82430303
Not my story, but someone I knew in middle school had an active sexual relationship with his older sister of ~8 years which started after she got engaged.

He was 12 and she was somewhere in the 19-21 range. It started when he walked in on her shaving in the shower (she purposefully, at least according to him, left the curtain pulled back and the door unlocked), and let him watch her shave her legs and genitals. this eventually escalated to the point where she was comfortable being casually nude around him whenever her parents or fiance were not around. They eventually started having sex on a regular basis about a year after the first indecent based on what I gathered, and supposedly his other older sister (iirc she was around 17 or 18) was aware of what was going on and would sometimes join in. His parents were unaware however.

As fucking insane as this sounds, it was a well known fact that everyone in his family was a raging sexual degenerate, specifically his sisters and mom. His mom had no issues casually discussing her sex life (iirc his parents had an open relationship) and both of his sisters were exhibitionists (they had competed in just about every high intensity sport which required girls to wear very little clothing and this trend continued outside of the sport). Their relationship continued until he was 16 or 17, as that is when I lost touch with him however they could still be fucking behind her husbands back. There were additional details, however I dont think they are necessary.

>
>i'm a massive faggot
this is better than female behavior at least

I wish I could find a woman that would let me fuck her while she wears nun outfit.

>>82430657
I knew a girl with that exact same body type (skinny but noticeably not a twig) in high school who was into me. We both went to a private christian school yet would flash me her panties on a regular basis and put herself into awkward situations to do so.

I never took the hint until a friend later told me what was going on. I was a fucking retard.

She also had a perfect innie pussy and blond hair + blue eyes.

>>82429708 (OP)
I got nervous this was gonna be waaaay worse when you mentioned your dad

Still, thanks for posting this OP. I will be nice and respond in kind. My darkest secret is that I have a diaper fetish and I have worn and used them in public before. I just threw all of them away though since at the end of the day porn and fetish stuff is unfulfilling and just makes my depression worse.

Reading this made me happy though because no matter how degenerate I have gotten, I never have and never will suck nigger dick, and that fact makes me feel better than myself.

>>82430657
what is it about them you like?

>>82430112
Why didn't you do anything about it?

i used to get dicked down by my brother for years before finding a boyfriend lol

>>82430681
Lived several hours away and I didnt take the chance. I was (still am) extremely socially awkward due to abusive parents. I have never been diagnosed with autism despite being tested for it however due to the fact that I essentially had 0 unobserved time outside of the house until I was 19/20 years old.

>>82430698
woops, meant to add

> I have never been diagnosed with autism despite being tested for it however due to the fact that I essentially had 0 unobserved time outside of the house until I was 19/20 years old I have what a lot of people would mistake for hyper autistic traits.

Got distracted and hit send too early.

>>82430289
This would literally be the perfect story if it was just like your tomboy childhood friend or something. Your cousin though... wtf...?
>>82430590
What the actual fuck
>>82430672
How did you know what her pussy looks like yet never did anything
>>82430688
WHAT

>>82430757
>This would literally be the perfect story if it was just like your tomboy childhood friend or something. Your cousin though... wtf...?
She was a lot more affectionate than most of the other women in my life, who were largely pretty miserable and cold. It is what it is and I don't really regret it (and I did enjoy the taboo)

>>82430757
I was too scared of my parents. My parents were obsessively controlling, especially regarding dating or sex. for example:

> be me
> parents introduce me to a hot nerdy girl
> hot nerdy girl is the daughter of one of my moms close friends in a rather small christian community she's part of
> we hit it off very well, although we didn't have any kind of sexual interest in each other initially
> eventually get the balls to ask her if she wants to start dating behind our parents back after my sophomore year and into the start of my junior year
> her parents find out
> my parents find out
> her parents and my parents have an intervention because this is considered extremely taboo
> no nudes have been sent, we have not had sex
> her parents and my parents mutually force us to stop dating and essentially to cease all communication period
> I never saw her again and we maybe communicated over text less than a dozen times for the remainder of highschool and into college.

I knew how intense my parents could be and I didnt feel like taking a chance. I got a lot of attention, I just didnt act on it. When I did act on it, I perma-fucked a good relationship.

>>82430672
>She also had a perfect innie pussy and blond hair + blue eyes.
you fucked up man. guys would literally kill someone to have that chance.
>>82430678
>what is it about them you like?
well, I grew up catholic and am agnostic now. i guess the fact that it's taboo. also nuns are supposed to be sexless and completely devoted to religion, so I'm interfering with that. sounds evil kek.

>>82430816
I did. She ended up marrying some random guy from school. I'm not married and am now in a rather miserable situationship.

>>82430816
Oddly I didn't grow up catholic but still find the nun aesthetic hot. I find the fantasy of a nun questioning her faith and going a bit wild to be really hot, though obviously in reality a lot of these girls tend to screw up their lives by going too far.

>>82430844
color contrast and the taboo nature. Most "sexy nun" outfits cover most parts of the body that guys find not attractive or less attractive and exposes the parts of the body that most guys find extremely attractive (legs, ass, boobs). Also many include leggings or lingerie. Essentially a reverse hijab.

>>82430844
>questioning her faith and going a bit wild to be really hot, though obviously
Yeah. I can cope with a woman dressing up as one. I bet it would be a really weird request, though. Where can I find women willing to do that is the question. No hookers.

>>82429708 (OP)
i hooked up with older men on craigslist when i was still a teen (male)

>>82429708 (OP)
>be me, high, drunk and horny out of my mind
>get a local hooking app
>20 minutes later i get into a completely random guy's car
>suck his cock after he drives a few blocks from my house
>guy is super mean, slaps me, calls me a whore, bitch, slut etc while holding the back of my head
>finish it, he kicks me out of his car after i swallow his load
>drives off
>walk back home with the hugest boner ive ever had
It was only one time, but oh boy do i wish to do it again.

>>82430855
I actually don't like the sexy nun look per se, I like it more when they look close to authentic, though maybe tailored a bit tighter. If they're too revealing it ruins it the point.

>>82430757
saw his huge cock accidentally and lost my mind over it, started teasing him and trying to see his cock again eventually i started getting more flirty and physical also my brother is pretty good looking so that helped

>>82430260
Greentext please, mann?

>>82429708 (OP)
One time I accidentally

>>82430698
>>82430712
That's sad. You could have had something great.

>>82430802
That's rough. I'm from an abusive family background too. I literally had my family ruin many relationships. Every time I bring a woman around them they act dysfunctional and it scares them away.
I've twice had one of my aunts (who is the definition of a NEET loser femcel) tell women I brought around her that "Anon never accomplished much in his life, but with the right women behind him he could do a lot!"
>t. University educated and I deployed twice to the middle east in an SOF unit and have multiple combat awards.
Had a discussion with her about it and she didn't see anything wrong with what she said. I cut her off and the last I heard she was in a mental institution kek

>>82430870
I feel in terms of dressing up its quite moderate, and doesn't come with the paedo accusations being into school uniforms comes with.

i once met with a guy on fetlife just to have him suck on my tiddies while I ignored him and read a book.

>>82430787
>She was a lot more affectionate than most of the other women in my life, who were largely pretty miserable and cold.
Well yeah that's a given
>It is what it is and I don't really regret it (and I did enjoy the taboo)
I still think it's gross but maybe if it happened to me I would justify it too. It is a really hot story
>>82430802
Well that fucking sucks.
>>82431031
I don't fucking care ablut that, that's disgusting as fuck
>>82431988
Nice dubs

>>82429708 (OP)
>had gay faggot sex
>it made me nut but it was disgusting.
>I don't want to be gay no more
>It is unnatural
>I now know just how disgusting gay faggot homosexuality is

>>82432316
>Well that fucking sucks.

I am considering contacting her again as she is no longer under her parents roof (I assume). She has (or at least had) a raging libido so I'd like to see if she's down to trade nudes or some shit. She actually wanted to send nudes back and forth when we were dating however I knew that if that happened our parents would have gotten the law involved so I shut that down quickly.

>>82432316
>I still think it's gross but maybe if it happened to me I would justify it too. It is a really hot story
I feel people only think it's gross when they see their cousins a lot in their younger years. We didn't see each other that much due to distance so she was in some ways more of a stranger than people I went to school with. Thus mentally she just registered as a hot girl rather than explicitly family.

>>82432346
based repentant sodomite

>>82431996
>i once met with a guy on fetlife just to have him suck on my tiddies while I ignored him and read a book.
....but why?

>>82429708 (OP)
>Confession Thread
>Post your darkest and most shameful sins.
>Be young
>Go looking for first gf online
>Girl says she is 16 and up to meet
>Chat for a while, she reveals shes 11 and meets up with hot guys all the time, some pay to fly her out, pay for the hotel room and everything
>Ask where her mom is
>She says shes usually working so shes just left alone at home on the computer

>>82432380
The devil is a liar and the master of confusion. I was confused and was led down the path of sodomy. I won't ever give in to those temptations again

>>82432375
It's still whack tho...
>>82432392
Because women enjoy the idea that they can get a man to pay attention to them even while giving back minimal effort
>>82432373
Do it anon you have nothing to lose

>>82432412
There was a group of girls at my church who essentially used youth events to set up mini-brothels.

One of the individuals involved was one of the jr youth leaders which meant that many of the adults would look the other way or not even notice things were going on.

They would go to multi-day youth events and bring back a few guys to the shared hotel room (or another one that would have been acquired without the knowledge of the church staff) and whore themselves out to the boys at these events.

The youngest girl I know who participated in this was 12, while the oldest was in her early 20s, and they were all fucking boys between 15-18 years old.

Young girls whoring themselves out in first world countries is very very common, its just not reported.

>>82432421
>Do it anon you have nothing to lose

I am considering, we'll see what happens.

>>82432442
When I was in school we were in music class and the teacher was convinced someone had stolen a triangle. So he went through and searched everybodys bags. We were all 12-13. He gets to the small cute Shirley Temple looking girl that looks like she was still 9 years old. Opens her bag and just starts pulling out reams and reams of condoms. Then quietly put everything back and said "young girls should not have such things" and dropped the whole issue, everyone was dead quiet

>>82432550
many of these girls were willing to whore themselves out for something as simple as a meal at a nicer restaurant than what their parents were willing to pay for while at these events. Almost every large-scale youth event is a hotbed for extreme sexual deviancy.

I actually knew a guy who attended one of these "exclusive brothels" and recorded a sex tape with 3 underage girls (granted he was their age), and yes he had receipts.

>>82432588
Yeah my friend said co-ed scouts was where he lost his virginity because everyone was fucking like rabbits and occasionnally a youth counsellor would get involved

I am a bisexual faggot. 0roewfas

>>82430289
When I was 7 my older sister started playing the "tongue wrestling game" with me, which is like thumb wrestling but with tongues. Basically we sucked face every day from when we got home from school to before mom came home, or for ~10 hours on weekends. That progressed to Mr giving her oral, then her giving me oral, then sex.

This continued while I got her pregnant when I was about 12 & 3/4, in late September one year. She didn't start showing until 7 months later because she was fat.

She played dumb & blamed it one some boy at school, & we have our daughter up for adoption to some Mormon couple lol. Parents never suspected me & doctors apparently didn't do a paternity test or didn't tell the obvious results.

This was almost 28 years ago. I've thought about looking her up & getting a paternity test, then seducing her. It's Chinatown, Jake.

>>82433487
The hilarious part is our parents responded by giving her a curfew & teaching her about birth control. And they relied on me to snitch on her, plus they saw us holding each other while she cried as me just helping her get through the adoption.

Basically our parents set us up to fuck non-stop & creampie w/ birth control until she got a serious bf 3 years later.

When I finally got my "first gf" in senior year of he it was an older girl going to the local community college. She was merchant hand rubbing as a joke about corrupting me, & when we were Aline the first time I sucked the tongue out of her mouth, tore her clothes off, & jackhammered her for 15 minutes straight while she groaned and stretched.

After she recovered she was shocked & asked, "where did you learn how to do that?"

>>82433548
yeah you never know whats going on behind the walls of the houses you walk past