Thread 82436115

I'm a super horny femanon and I feel so ashamed of myself all the time. I have to jack off like 5 times a day, and even then I'm always horny and fantasizing about all sorts of things. Sometimes I just want to fuck strangers but I don't think I could actually ever do that because I don't want diseases or to feel another level of self hatred, regret, and remorse.
Apparently it gets worse as you get older for women, usually peaking in the 30s. Sometimes I see random men or just watch movies and just imagine fucking them in my head. I want to make it stop so bad. I wish I wasn't a gooner and I feel disgusted with myself. I don't think I have the discipline to ever control myself to not masturbate repeatedly. Why why why why why make it stop make it stop

>>82436115 (OP)
wow that's really sad I feel so bad for you.

>>82436115 (OP)
I'll jack you off bro, time and place let's set it up

>>82436115 (OP)
Have you seen medically diagnosed with nymphomania?

>>82436115 (OP)
you may have a hormonal issue you might want to get checked out, but I feel you girl..
I've got a boyfriend but he's kind of autistic and will very rarely have sex with me. So I gotta hold it in until he gets more comfortable with it and do my best not to try to beg for sex. It's been two years now. Such is life.

>>82436185
No, because I don't think I could ever, never talk about it to a medical professional. It would be super hot, though, to talk to a doctor or psychologist or nurse ... type ... oh god. And he has to """"treat"""" me...,..sdfnkjghk
>>82436193
This is a good point. It may be a hormone thing but I have always been like this, so it's not a sudden change. I have had so many shameful jack-offs throughout my life that I would go to hell for sure. I'm so sorry about your boyfriend. That sounds incredibly difficult.
>>82436177
Hot............ hhahaa

>>82436193
Nona, it's not because he's autistic, it's because of your vagina...
Did you have sandpaper installed down there?

>>82436115 (OP)
Is it 8:40am for you?

>>82436217
>Hot............ hhahaa
I'll eat you out until my jaw locks up. By the time I'm done you'll have gallons of saliva all over your lap.

>>82436193
>So I gotta hold it in until he gets more comfortable with it
>It's been two years now.
damn bitch what the FUCK are you fat or something?

>>82436115 (OP)
I mean you don't *have to* you just want to

Although the fact that you can't tell the difference makes me believe that you might be a real femanon...

The caveman part of me wants to fix you but I'm a bit too jaded to try anything like that these days. Jesus will have to fix you first

>>82436227
You're going to send me into a death spiral, feeding me more poison that makes it so hard to exist and cope with not being constantly fucked i just want to die
>>82436224
No
>>82436232
I mean I really have to, the want is beyond just desire it is like feeding hunger. If I don't, I will starve and wither away into horny insanity. Sometimes I worry that if I don't jack off and control myself I will do something way more unhinged. Jesus cannot help me.

>>82436115 (OP)
>Apparently it gets worse as you get older for women, usually peaking in the 30s.
Right, and you're feeling it right now because you're in your 20's and still haven't reproduced. Your ancestors would be fucking like rabbits and popping your cousins out accordingly at this age.
Your body is figuratively screaming at you to do what liberalism and internet isolation have kept you from doing.
Here's an idea: listen.

>>82436251
I'm gonna keep it 100 with you nona if you come here begging men for sexual attention you probably only deserve the bottom of the barrel men to all tagteam you and abandon you in an alley somewhere. Just saying!!

>>82436251
>ope with not being constantly fucked i just want to die
I'm NEET I could move in with you and just exist to fuck you nonstop forever. I have no limits and can work with any fetish. My sex drive is eternal.

>>82436270
>you probably only deserve the bottom of the barrel men to all tagteam you and abandon you in an alley somewhere. Just saying!!
h-hot don't be such a tease, anon!

>>82436275
aw im fr nona, I hope they rape you and permanently disfigure your body and leave you dripping blood knocked up covered in bruises in some cold dark alley somewhere barely illuminated by flashing LEDs

>>82436291
Imagine telling this to a masturbating woman and actually expecting this to put them off.

>>82436251
>I mean I really have to, the want is beyond just desire it is like feeding hunger. If I don't, I will starve and wither away into horny insanity. Sometimes I worry that if I don't jack off and control myself I will do something way more unhinged. Jesus cannot help me.
Jesus can help you my friend.

If you are a virgin hopefully you will find a good husband and do what this anon says >>82436255

If not you can just die ig

>>82436270
>>82436275
Literally. I wouldn't care. If you want to beat me, too, it's okay. I know you hate people like me, and its okay. I hate myself, too. I cannot control myself and I'm a sick fuck... I already know this... and why would i deny myself the pleasure of these perverse thoughts?? I'm already going to hell.
>>82436291
And you keep adding on but this is.... still hot. I'm sorry you hate other women so much.
>>82436255
I think it is genetic. My mother had me when she was in her early 20's, and my grandmother had 4 children by the time she was 20. I am certain I got the deranged sexual reproduction super hormone.

>>82436309
>ignored my offer to be your living human sex toy
Rude. You seen Black Snake Moan? I'll do that, you'll love it.

>>82436320
no what is it

>>82436320
It's the opposite, anon. I don't want a sex toy, i want to be the sex toy. There is a clear difference... ah.

>>82436306
Idrc, I'm just trying to see how fucked up she is.
>>82436309
Yeah you're pretty FUBAR. You're never going to have a fulfilling sex life or a husband because whatever smut you consume has actually ruined your brain. Anything you do besides that will never bring you pleasure or even get close to scratching the itch. Honestly, I hope you get your wish. I hope it busts your reproductive organs, effectively permanently filtering you from the gene pool.

>>82436115 (OP)
Literally everyone is like that (specially men) so you shouldn't care

>>82436330
Yeah that's even better. I'll tie you up and use you until you're all used up. I'm not a sub kek. How do you feel about bloodplay?
>>82436329
Nympho gets taken in by an elderly black man who uses the power of blues to cure her. It's super hot but I wish there was more sex in it. I don't have blues powers but I do have a penis.

>>82436332
You are so truly hateful... why? What have I done to harm you? I know it has ruined my brain... that is why I am complaining here. I know I can only live in the fantasy of never achieving the joys or being completely fulfilled. I can probably fuck forever and still crave to be filled more. I wonder if things would change if I had a child, and then the hormones just destroy my body through the process of creating life. Don't know if I will ever know that, but being a woman... I can probably find a way.
>>82436342
How do men find way to cope and behave normally in society??? Are all men ashamed to some degree?
>>82436347
I have never tried bloodplay. It sounds really erotic either way. Do explain.

>>82436347
>I don't have blues powers but I do have a penis.
Are you an elderly black man though that seems to be a key part of the equation, no?

>>82436309
>I think it is genetic.
Of course it is. People who fuck more are more likely to produce children and those children will want to fuck more.
You're turning yourself into a sweaty internet degenerate instead of actually finding a husband, which should be incredibly easy.

>>82436217
> but I have always been like this
I assumed so, that's why I said it could be a hormonal issue. If you had any other hormonal symptoms your whole life like very painful periods, heavy bleeding, bad pms issues, etc. It could be worth looking into.
But yeah 100% save it for a guy you actually love and who loves you; it'll just make you more and more empty otherwise, it's a slippery slope. I hate how hookup culture is promoted as a positive for women, when really it's nothing but negatives for the woman and positives for the man.

>>82436218
>>82436231
No, I'm not fat, nor is anything wrong with my insides as we've never actually done it. He is definitely attracted to me, but he has difficulties when it comes to sex. He's afraid of failing at sex after we failed doing it the first time, I mean we were both virgins, I don't know what he was expecting. Since then he's avoids intimacy as the fear stresses him out. That's not to say he won't kiss or grope me, but anytime I take it a step further, he disengages

Terrible awful hell this is. Imagine if some hot sexy lady kept groping you, turning you on, and whenever you tried to take it a step further to get any sort of release she goes "haha.. not right now.. maybe another time" like FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!!!!! I WANT SEX!!!!! THIS IS TORTURE!!! and whatnot

>>82436361
>I have never tried bloodplay. It sounds really erotic either way. Do explain.
Cuts are made by me or you, the blood comes out. I would lick it up and rub some on to my dick and then fuck you with it. If needles are brought in more blood can be safely extracted and played with, bodypainting becomes more feasible. In a romantic relationship, exchanging blood orally can work out as well. Bloodplay fits in nicely with a lot of sadomasochism stuff. Imagine putting razorblades in your mouth and cutting yourself up and then blowing someone with your bloody mouth (spit the blades out first!). So hot.
>>82436368
I'm old but not elderly and I can do blackface if someone really wants me to

>>82436115 (OP)
You sound very confused about things and it'd probably help if you had some spiritual guidance to clarify matters and reassure you.

>>82436347
>Nympho gets taken in by an elderly black man who uses the power of blues to cure her. It's super hot but I wish there was more sex in it
Sounds like libtard propaganda ngl

>>82436361
>You are so truly hateful... why?
NTA but every creature has some kind of instinct against disgenic instances of its own kind.

Unfortunately, I find you pretty hot and I almost, almost almost want to try fixing you. There is a voice in my head that maybe if I married you and gave you slow gentle kisses and even gentler kind, intimate lovemaking you'd be fulfilled and start being happy and get over whatever mental illness is clearly afflicting you

Even more unfortunate is the fact I know it would never work but, such is life
>How do men find way to cope and behave normally in society??? Are all men ashamed to some degree?
Pretty much yeah. Most men exist on the middle of the bell curve getting ashamed from post-nut clarity but still being addicted to porn. Only the ends of the bell curve don't feel shame; the turbogooners who have become completely numb to it, and the spiritual chads who master self control

>>82436402
He takes her prisoner, chains her up, and refuses to let her leave. The movie is very good you should watch it. Ricci is so fucking hot in it.

>>82436391
Those symptoms describe me perfectly... what the fuck. I've had horrendous, horrendous period pain my whole life, like I have to take extra strength ibuprofen every 4-6 hours 4 days straight otherwise I'm paralyzed in pain. Oh god. There is something actually medically wrong with me that explains why I'm insanely, inhumanly horny.
>>82436394
I like the cutting and the needles... jesus christ. I want to be wounded in that way and have forcefully pressure that only makes it sting more.
>>82436395
Spiritual guidance? In what way?
>>82436404
I don't think anyone can fix me, so you're right. I think I can probably only try my best to hide this part of me, likely fail, and then scare whoever finds out about it far, far away from me. I don't know if gentle kisses can cure the unsatiable desire for fucked up things or the sheer amount of sex I need. It isn't just the pleasure I crave but the intimacy, which is why fantasies are a massive part of it for me... or just seeing random people or characters that I can dream about.

>>82436115 (OP)
most important question, are you fat?

Yes I can see how a girl might still be horny under these circumstances. Having 100 guys asking you for sex every day must not fill your wide pussy up enough. Pretty unfair situation were in huh. Worse than a holocaust right now, this is like the Russian revolution lol. Ive never seen something as bad as this before.

>>82436115 (OP)
Femanon you sound like maybe the only girl I've ever met that has a libido as insane as mine. Do you have contact? Want to be horny fucks together? I'm a hot guy btw

>>82436445
No, I am not. I am quite fit, actually. I have good muscle development and am generally pretty active. I use exercise as a "healthy" coping mechanism for a lot of my pent up energy. I have jerked off in the gym bathroom. I'm fucking gross, yes.

>>82436443
>I want to be wounded in that way and have forcefully pressure that only makes it sting more
Pressure? Cum. Cum in the wounds and the rub it in. Afterwards piss to wash them off. Let me move in with you so we can be explorers in the outer reaches of experience together.

>>82436440
>He takes her prisoner, chains her up, and refuses to let her leave.
ok why does he do this

>>82436361
Because you disgust me and I think you should be routed. It's no deeper than that.

>>82436474
He finds her half dead after she gets turboraped and decides to "help" her. She is not happy about that at first.

>>82436462
good. HNNG so youre a little goonette? gym goon covered in sweat and shame hnnnnng

>>82436466
ur so cringe lil bro

>>82436458
I know your intent is to be really demeaning and point to bigger issues in the world. But when did r9k become the board to play into that? I do not have 100 guys asking me for sex every day. I am pretty socially recluse, though I am good at behaving and being very normal presenting.
>>82436460
It is useless for anything to be online like that. And as I have said, I don't think any person can actually cure me of this problem with enough sex. I don't think it is possible. And I seriously still doubt that your libido is higher, men have wind down times post ejaculation. I do not.

>>82436506
>doesn't recognize hellraiser
please die

>>82436443
>Spiritual guidance? In what way?
It's different for everyone, it depends on your intuition, your mental capacity, and your willingness to journey. Either you will solve your problem with philosophy or with religion. You can either read the words of wise works, listen to lectures or consult someone who is wise. I don't feel wise enough to teach you how to better yourself, I can diagnose and articulate some points where your soul is bent out of whack, but I'm neither Plato nor The Redeemer and so I am not fit for the task of doctoring your soul myself.

>>82436516
>I can diagnose and articulate some points where your soul is bent out of whack
Souls don't exist

>>82436443
>I think I can probably only try my best to hide this part of me, likely fail, and then scare whoever finds out about it far, far away from me
Well, you should at least try to change then. Develop a healthier relationship with yourself at all costs
>>82436510
>men have wind down times post ejaculation. I do not.
Can women actually literally just like. Start up again immediately?

>>82436510
its called a refractory period little goonette

>>82436510
>It is useless for anything to be online like that. And as I have said, I don't think any person can actually cure me of this problem with enough sex. I don't think it is possible. And I seriously still doubt that your libido is higher, men have wind down times post ejaculation. I do not.
We could be incredibly into each other? Share horniness, talk about fetishes, talk about how it's kinda tough sorting out personal identity while having a persistent insane libido. I take good nudes and stuff too. And my libido is fucked I've had sex 8+ times in a day before with previous girls I've dated. I don't really have any faith that can be fixed either, but banging it out an incredible amount is fun.

>>82436115 (OP)
Women don't "jack" off. That's a gendered term and implies you have a penis. The female equivalent is "jilling" off.

>>82436520
>Souls don't exist
What you mean to say is that souls are not magic flim flam ectoplasm or something or other. Congratulations, you are a philosopher in spirit. Welcome to the city of Athens. Are you capable of understanding a metaphor or do you think those don't exist either? That's not ironic, that's a real question.

>>82436548
Metaphors don't exist

>>82436548
jesus christ what a pathetic larping faggot you are, are you really still feeding this retarded whore? she'll charge you $200 extra per hour to hit it raw anon, if you're willing to fly into her shit hole of a country and get stabbed by a gypsy the second you step onto its soil.

>>82436516
What's wrong with my soul? Why am I sexually deranged and so lustful beyond control?
>>82436524
Yes. I have cum multiple times back to back before as in orgasm after orgasm. I have also finished masturbating, only to do it again immediately after, and again. It is not an issue.
>>82436529
Now I sound like an idiot saying "wind down times post ejaculation", but, yes... refractory period.
>>82436543
8 is pretty impressive. Unless you're anywhere around me, I do not care to entertain it... Plus, I've mentioned that I do not want to actually fuck myself over into deeper self hatred by having meaningless sex with strangers everywhere, even though in theory it is extremely hot.... I mean yeah... it is really hot but... I feel like I would deeply regret it... in my heart.

>>82436547
Fuckin kek
>>82436548
This anon is based af as well

Surprisingly beautiful thread as well

Tell me some moids in there are actually repulsed by what she's saying, and not in any cognitive dissonance, not attracted/repulsed, just purely disgusted. I'm a femanon and what i'm reading is horrifying.

In itself i don't mind you OP, i hope you can be happy, but wtf am i the only person in this damned world who thinks about love more than sex? And who thinks of sex as gentle love making??? I wish i had a cute autistic bf who doesn't think about sex that much, we could have sex once per week to strenghten our love, and then think about other things for the rest of the week (just cuddling and sharing time together). People obsessed with sexuality are insane to me

>>82436512
>gen alpha oozing cringe
pls bro give the ipad back to your mom

>>82436567
Hedonism is the only way to live life. Nothing matters except pleasures of the flesh.

>>82436561
>What's wrong with my soul? Why am I sexually deranged and so lustful beyond control?
That's for you to find out yourself. But we've already established that you need to do it, if you fail you will regret the consequences. So try your best. We have faith in you anon

>>82436561
what about meaningfull sex 10 times day with a partner, goonette?

>>82436567
yea u sound gay as fuck cus

>>82436569
Hellraiser is older than you are

>>82436561
>8 is pretty impressive. Unless you're anywhere around me, I do not care to entertain it... Plus, I've mentioned that I do not want to actually fuck myself over into deeper self hatred by having meaningless sex with strangers everywhere, even though in theory it is extremely hot.... I mean yeah... it is really hot but... I feel like I would deeply regret it... in my heart.
It doesn't sound fun to have someone to talk to about that stuff? It doesn't have to be a self loathing thing, you can lean into it. I'm not talking about meaningless sex idk. If it has no appeal to you I guess it is what it is, I just see a bit of a kindred spirit in you. Wouldn't it be fun to talk about horny stuff and jerk off together sometimes? Idk where you're at so I can't comment on you being close or not, but I can tell you if you were Id gladly fuck you all day in every position and way you could think of. I'm pretty fit, have you been carry fucked before?

you niggers are beyond pathetic thinking this whore wants anything to do with any of you, this is just exhibitionism you daft retards. keep biting at that carrot, I'm sure one day she'll lower it just enough for you to catch it.

>>82436559
I live in Canada. I'm not charging anything and no real sex is happening...... I am just so fucking sickly ill and depraved and hate myself. Indulging in myself more by fantasizing about possibly fucking anons. It hurts, really. I would love to be you without having these issues.
>>82436567
I want love, too. Of course I do. Who doesn't? I fantasize about many things regarding love, and love is a huge aspect. But my lust is beyond all of that because it is a physical urge, like a fucking bodily addiction and depravity and hunger. No matter what I do, I cannot control it whatsoever. I wish to love and have love, to experience all the glorious things that surround that... I am a huge sucker for romantic literature (I have read many, many, many of them). But again, I just want to be repeatedly fucked, too. It would be great to have both at the same time... oh god.

>>82436567
Experience tells me most women who say they "don't like sex that much" are either turbo whores who are making excuses to beta bux guy or they're perverts so I immediately doubt you

We're all our own people though I guess
>>82436571
This anon is quite literally possesed by the devil

>>82436487
>to "help" her. She is not happy about that at first.
I mean that's understandable you get turboraped and then find yourself chained up naked as a black mans prisoner you'd be unhappy too

>>82436561
>What's wrong with my soul?
You are enslaved by your erotic desires and are thus incapable of autonomy.
>Why am I sexually deranged and so lustful beyond control?
Pleasure is inherently negative, the experience of pleasure is actually the satisfaction of an undesirable state of being. It feels good to scratch the itch, but better not to itch. What you think is pleasure is actually just suffering momentarily palliated.

>>82436588
I do have these issues, it's just I have the self respect to not lower myself to the level of a girl advertising herself as a whore of this caliber.
She deserves a bullet in the head, not your attention.

>>82436561
>>82436599
To clarify liberty is the freedom to do anything that you want whenever you want to without consequence. Autonomy is the ability to rationally make decisions, set rules for yourself and follow them. They are measured very differently and conflict. Liberty is to eat a cookie when you want it, autonomy is to decide to go on a diet and exercise for 10 years and actually do it.

>>82436115 (OP)
how would you describe your self image?

>>82436607
holy shit thanks for the dialectics lesson unc you pseudointellectual faggot.

>>82436588
>Canada
you like catboy stuff?

>>82436572
It's true. I do need to figure myself out. I don't know if I can keep living like this. It is hard when i have absolutely no one to talk about it to. Who the hell can I talk to in my life, especially other women... friends... family... without them feeling immense disgust in me. It would only perpetuate the shame. I get horny when I write exams, even. Stress turns me on. Everything turns me on. >>82436599
I am always suffering, so you are right. Maybe getting rid of shame is part of it, too.
>>82436582
Have I been carry fucked before... no. That sounds really, really, really amazing. Jeez.
>>82436600
Who else do I talk to about this? I can see for certain, like in this case, that no other woman wants to hear about another woman's struggles with extreme lust. I fully acknowledge I have an immense problem. Your hatred is your own.

>>82436561
>in theory it is extremely hot.... I mean yeah... it is really hot but... I feel like I would deeply regret it... in my heart.
I shouldn't be saying this on a public forum, but this is a special case. You need to know about Mary Magdalene. This is probably historical.
>extremely beautiful Israeli girl
>gets promised in marriage to some guy she's never met
>on the journey to Babylon, her caravan gets ambushed by a gang of bandits
>gang raped and kept as a sex slave
>not for long, because they sell her to a man in Babylon who turns her out as a high class escort
>she's smart and cunning enough to get a simp to buy her freedom, etc.
>eventually takes over Babylon due to her connections and wealth
>is borderline suicidal due to romantic emptiness, etc.
>some miracles happen and she goes back to Jerusalem
>marries Jesus, etc.
>eventually heads to pagan europe to be the earthly queen of their religion
If you look into paganism (not the depraved strawman that the christians made up), they view sex as an extremely important and sacred thing,, but there are HELLA rules.

rule 1: no gay shit
(exception: girls can't really fuck each other, so they get a pass)

>>82436614
>Have I been carry fucked before... no. That sounds really, really, really amazing. Jeez.
It's really fun, basically leaves you completely at my mercy, and let's my fuck pretty hard. I did it to a girl who liked having a mirror in front so she could watch herself get used like that. You sure you don't want to drop contact? Just to talk about this stuff or whatever? Just to try? Could be fun is all. We could actually get to know each other too. Share music, stuff we like, taste in books. Dunno, just feels like why not, to me

>>82436609
Teehee I sexually identify as a cum dumpster
>>82436614
>Who else do I talk to about this?
A THERAPIST NIGGA KEK
I would never allow myself as a man to treat a woman like this because what kind of sick fucked up shit happened to her that I'd be reenacting dumbass, fuck no, ask yourself why you're so fucked in the head before you ever try to have sex with somebody for such an impure reason as to fulfill a fetish
GO SIT IN THE DARK CORNER WITH YOUR HANDS BEHIND YOUR BACK!

>>82436617
and by the way, you can cross reference this short version of the oral tradition with the cannon Book of Revelations, and other cannon sources that talk about Magdalene. The Gnostic books like the Pisits Sophia also mention some of this.

It's not a gooner fantasy. Might be the true historical events of 2000 years ago

>>82436609
Other than my lust issues, I would say I am overall pretty confident in myself. I have very good things going for me, and to most I look and behave like a total normie and most definitely not a gooner. I'm very quiet and observant, but also pretty chatty. Surprisingly, I've had quite a few women tell me I'm very hot, or that they would fuck me if they were lesbian, etc. Sometimes these comments make me wonder if they do know I'm a sick fuck and can literally feel the lustful vibes coming off of me and sort of integrate it into themselves, misconstruing it as some kind of lust for me.
>>82436613
What is catboy stuff. Elaborate so I can be sure we are on the same page.
>>82436623
Drop contact. I guess. I'm interested in just talking to you and knowing more about you, do not expect me to just do things with you... that is not the case...
>>82436632
>GO SIT IN THE DARK CORNER WITH YOUR HANDS BEHIND YOUR BACK!
When you say stuff like this I really think you are also memeing me and playing into it. You realize that this again is very hot to me?

>>82436649
>Drop contact. I guess. I'm interested in just talking to you and knowing more about you, do not expect me to just do things with you... that is not the case...
I won't expect horny, we can just talk, that would be nice. Disc is tribinate

>>82436649
do you look good but not that good?

>>82436571
My flesh derives greater pleasure from things other than sex though.

>>82436591
Yeah what a good strategy to do that on r9k, call me a mastermind

>>82436649
Gonna need your least horny opnion
I am AN INCEL AND life SUX and jesus crist I can't get laid to save my life. 1/0?

>>82436614
>I am always suffering, so you are right. Maybe getting rid of shame is part of it, too.
Well, a Christina would tell you to resolve that with grace, with gratitude you can accept that a loving God has watched you do all you've done and really does forgive you. It's a get out of jail free card and all it costs you is the low low price of everything. God is on sale at very reasonable prices. A Buddhist would try to explain your lust as an illusion, and show you the futility of it, the cyclical nature of it, and that your conscious awareness allows you to supersede it and redirect your energy elsewhere. An Athenian would advise you follow the direction outlined the symposium of Plato and try to take baby steps moving from lustful eroticism to try to learn to appreciate intellectual and moral beauty. You can find pleasure in other things, and you are better served aiming just slightly up the ladder of aesthetics until you reach a motivation for the form of the good.

>>82436115 (OP)
You're not jacking off, troonster.
You're flicking the bean.
Faggot ass nigga tranny confirmed
Faggot ass nigga
Kill yourself you hoe
Die slowly
My 44 will make sure all yall kids dont grow

>>82436443
Mefenamic acid is great for the pain, but you have to get prescribed it (which is easy).
But yeah 100% worth looking into; could be pcos or a thyroid issue, or other. Hopefully seeking some help for it will make things easier for you, or be able to understand it better

I have the same thing, so to comment on the horniness part if you're hoping to find a solution or at least make it manageable; continue reading, if not, then ignore this part.
Keeping a log on what days you cranked one out makes it easier to stop jerking off as much. Also, oddly enough, making sure you're pissing often also helps. The bladder pushes on the internal sensitive organs, so when it's full, you might feel horny, so if you ever wonder why you're horny in the mornings before you go to the bathroom, that's definitely why. And finally, just getting a hobby, or doing something that interests you; especially a hobby that requires thinking or planning. Whenever I find myself getting horny, I just play tetris or pokemon tcg because it requires focus and I end up thinking about it or dreaming about it after instead of only think of sex.
You can make some pretty foolish decisions when you're horny, so you just have to be constantly aware of it

>>82436649
here is this

>>82436656
I will add shortly.
>>82436658
I think it really depends on personal taste. For one, I am a hapa (here comes the hapa making fun of me train). I am also particularly athletic and competitive. and extremely, extremely sexually inclined. Maybe tomboy-ish.
>>82436670
You're asking a mega lustful person if they would fuck you? Yes. I would.
>>82436677
I'm getting lost.
>>82436688
Cool... I'll have to check mefenamic acid out. I did not know about the piss thing either, but I already go quite a lot since I drink a lot of water. I have quite a lot of hobbies to help take my mind off, mainly the gym which physically destroys me so much that it feels pleasurable. I also ride my motorcycle around, which is sometimes bad because the horniness manifests as extreme adrenaline junkie on the bike. It does take my mind off of the fucked up fantasies, though.

>>82436649
>When you say stuff like this I really think you are also memeing me and playing into it. You realize that this again is very hot to me?
Make a group chat and add everyone to it here. That's my bet to you. Everyone simping for you like idiots who don't even know what kind of wicked bitch you are? Make a group chat on whatever account you got and add everyone here to it, tonight, right now in fact. It'll be easy enough to do.
And if you do, you won't have to worry because as soon as there's more than like 1 other person, YOU WIN, so totally harmless to your incessantly puffed up retarded whore ego.

>>82436711
Do you have goon buds, miss. anon?

>ignores the Lilithposting in her thread
demon possession is no meme

>>82436721
I feel like you are just as crazy... just in another way.... like it is hard to put my finger on it. What is your problem? I'm horny but at least I'm not actively wishing harm against others... crazy.
>>82436723
No. I do not. I am too ashamed.
>>82436735
I don't understand all of that stuff. I don't wish to think I am an actual demon. Please...

>>82436711
>I'm getting lost.
Fair enough, I said it at the start, I am not qualified to doctor your soul. I can only articulate the issues and prescribe the solutions as it makes sense to me. I haven't mastered how to wrap the medicine in such a way that you are able to understand it without knowing the traditions I described or being able to follow the argument. Any of the 3 traditions solves your problem, explaining or justifying how is something I can do, but i don't know how to make it sound any easier to follow than I've already tried to. You have met my limitations.

>>82436748
No one you share hentai back and forth with? Shame. It's kinda hot and fun.

>>82436748
>I don't understand all of that stuff. I don't wish to think I am an actual demon. Please...
ummm... join my sex cult babe, it's lots of fun and everyone's hot and cool

>>82436748
Most women don't really like sex, miss anon; it's sort of odd that you do. I think you have recessive male libido genes - kinda lucky and unlucky.

This whore is trying to service too many men at once lmao. Get in line Timmy youre up next for your dose of emotional abuse

>>82436748
YOU harm yourself more than I ever could. The things I've said to you are nothing compared to the truth of what you are.
Why wouldn't you do that? It's the same premise, except oh, now to you - they have faces! They're REAL PEOPLE now! (They won't be but that doesn't matter, because real people don't exist because you're the only one, and it's just you immersed completely in the fake image you've tailored)

>>82436115 (OP)
If more women were like you, miss anon, most men wouldn't be lonely sigh

>>82436773
That's what I'm saying if this whore wants to actually get her feet wet stop prancing around and do it, go ahead, go be a fucking retarded worthless cum dump slut if that's your calling. That life will be perfect for you and I'm sure you'll literally never think twice about anything ever again.

>>82436782
Most men are lonely because women are whores like this, whether they're repressing or not makes no material difference.

>>82436773
My bad. I should just ignore absolutely everyone and be cruel.
>>82436769
This is a false belief. I think. a lot of women do enjoy sex, but have to undertake this image that they don't otherwise they are considered whores.
>>82436780
What are you even talking about? This is getting schizophrenic.

Including my own drawing this time.

>>82436798
Not true.

She's a whore to the many like men are while normal women are whores to the few.

>>82436800
hnnnnng us ? when? omw ot canada to marry you

>>82436800
>False belief
They don't really enjoy it for its own sake. It's just a secondary benefit/thing to whatever else they are getting from the man.

>>82436800
Youre not helping the situation. We all are fantasizing about gang raping you, theres over 800 men reading this and none of them have touched a womans feet. If you want to help, you need to get a meetup going and chain yourself down so you cant ghost. We got huge anxiety problems but if we see your big bum our animal brain will rape.

>>82436115 (OP)
It's probably best you goon, miss anon. You can't have sex like men can and get away with it.

>>82436800
hot drawing babe

fuck.... it was erotic lit that got me permafried as a teenager

>>82436649
Can I drop my discord too, miss anon? I want to try to get to know you too :(

>>82436805
Here again, woman like sex = whore. Even though I am not overly promiscuous otherwise.

sex sex sex sex sex SEX!!! sex.
>>82436818
It would be very hot, yes. Would I be perma-fucked and ruined for life? yes. I do wish to be better. Truly.

>>82436844
I don't think you're a whore because you like sex. You're just horny. You'd only be if you acted on it fully without care for consequences on yourself and others.

>>82436800
Clinical trial... my beloved.. You got a twitter? fucking LOVE clinical trial, can't get enough of it. And also, really good art, really nice

>>82436844
what a lot of us mean when we call you a whore is that you're almost unconditional in giving sex. Like female primates in the wild are not really ever raped by males in the human sense of the word. They might be bullied into bending over for sex, but they go along with it, and ultimately like it. This is the way Mother Earth intended for her primate children. Except we would probably do nothing but fuck all day, because we have sex for 10-30 minutes, and other primates are done in 30 seconds lol

>>82436844
Post your ass please, theres over a thousand boys in this thread who will violently jackhammer your sphincter until you cant even walk straight

>>82436800
>This is a false belief. I think. a lot of women do enjoy sex, but have to undertake this image that they don't otherwise they are considered whores.
I talked to a female gooner and she couldn't flick off to a clothed woman's ass. It was alien to her, as well as the concept of focused masturbation.

>>82436889
Women have a weaker sex drive than men on average that they only feel briefly vs constantly.

>>82436861
I agree, yet it's curious that some other femanons here disagree and call me a whore full out for fantasizing and even discussing it on an anonymous board.
>>82436869
I have a lot more hot clinical trial art, haha. I really love their fucked up relationship and all of it, as a whole.
>>82436871
I am unconditional in theory. If there was absolutely no shame or remorse, I would. But I don't and so the horny is within me like a fucking demon that wants to be raped.
>>82436889
I have jerkd off just watching random youtube videos with no sexual content.

>>82436889
Have you ever seen a video from one woman and multiple guys that's not a professionally scripted scene? Women overcome by lust have trouble focusing. It's an actual skill in the """porn""" """"""industry"""""" beyond looks

>>82436898
no woman have a VERY STRONG sex drive when their ovulating way stronger than men ever do...but then it peaks and they're not horny

>>82436567
>world who thinks about love more than sex? And who thinks of sex as gentle love making??? I wish i had a cute autistic bf who doesn't think about sex that much, we could have sex once per week to strengthen our love
I'd want it a lot more than once per week but I do think of sex as gentle lovemaking.

>>82436899
Honestly, miss. anon, it's probably just jealous femcels who are angry they likely don't have the opportunity to get fucked like you do.

>>82436900
Women do feel lust but not at the same frequency men do.
>>82436903
I doubt. Otherwise, most of them would be trying to get raped constantly and wouldn't care too much about who Chad is but they do.

>>82436899
>I am unconditional in theory.
yes, again with the "in theory"
You are well initiated into the Mysteries of the Holy Bride. According to legend, pagan europe was a genuinely sex-positive, gender equal society where unconditional sex was a part of summer festivals.

Mary didn't stop being a whore (unconditional) after she was fully turned out, she just learned to uplift and sanctify her lust into spiritual woo woo energy

>>82436912
I mean, once a woman is in that overwhelmed state, it's over

Sexual appetite is like normal appetite.
If you eat a lot, you want more.
If you eat less, you want less.

>>82436899
You are exceptional, miss. anon. On average, the normal female gooner is much more mild in interest. They really can't get off to anything but naked women or men.

This slut ass bitch didnt even post one of her bum selfies on her phone she has many saved but its chad only. You orbiters are pathetic, youre feeding a troll. She did not pay for this thread, youre giving attention to a completely broken psychopath who does not give you anything in return. All she has to offer is her bum selfies, her words are worth less than even the next guy who posts and hes a beta loser.

>>82436942
We are probably being catfished desu. Last thread like this was one. A guy is eventually gonna post 'got ya simps' and we will feel ashamed.

>>82436842
I guess.
>>82436912
I do not have the opportunity because I do not actually follow through. Again, fantasy land.
>>82436930
Thanks, I guess. I have rubbed many out just standing at a doorway before I have to leave the house. I have also came in a work truck around my coworkers by crossing my legs because I was so horny and the bumpy ride was fucking me up. God kill me

>>82436899
>>82436962
Do you get off more to men or women? Or sex itself, miss. anon?

>>82436942
>>82436958
not 100% sure, but valid skepticism guys

>>82436966
I like that you call me miss. anon. Men way more. I also get off a lot to just thoughts. I rarely need porn, but it is really a treat and a faster way for me to cum, if I wanna be done in like a minute.

>>82436391
>No, I'm not fat, nor is anything wrong with my insides as we've never actually done it. He is definitely attracted to me, but he has difficulties when it comes to sex. He's afraid of failing at sex after we failed doing it the first time, I mean we were both virgins, I don't know what he was expecting. Since then he's avoids intimacy as the fear stresses him out. That's not to say he won't kiss or grope me, but anytime I take it a step further, he disengages
Made for NTR doujin plot.

>>82436443
>Spiritual guidance? In what way?
The reasons for fapping, and not fapping, vary from person to person. Sometimes it is just a pure hormonal thing. Teenagers and about-to-be-barren-but-not-yet women are famous for this.
Other times, people fap to distract themselves or as stress relief. If you do this, it's actually bad and wasting energy you should be directing towards something else. Now you are missing the fuel used for self betterment and still have the issue causing you anxiety or depression or whatever.
I'm not a no-fapper but there's a time and a place, and "any time I want / whenever I have free time" is not the right answer.

>>82436567
I agree with your views on love/sex but you're misunderstanding some things. Sex facilates bonding due to oxytocin and blah blah hormonal stuff. There's nothing wrong with it in a "committed relationship". However, having had a committed relationship that went south, I have to amend my statement and remind people obviously that sex makes babies, and birth control can fail.
So, get married then have the sex and enjoy.

>>82436588
>canada
escaping thoughts of a dying country by fapping. you see it all the time.
t. doctor chud

>>82436899
Me too man, love it so much.. Though could you post more of your art?

>>82436391
>I WANT SEX!!!!! THIS IS TORTURE!!!
it sounds like you have a chad on hand.
Lucky you "fem"anon.
Brag all you want about your happy go lucky life, it doesn't affect me AT ALL.

>>82436800
>What are you even talking about? This is getting schizophrenic.
Learn to read, sorry you have no sense of nuance retard
>Including my own drawing this time.
Oh did you include that for me? Edit the guy out, because you can go fuck yourself.

>>82436958
True. "She" could have just googled"why am I so hypersexual". "It" would get better answers than asking a bunch of fucking retarded 12 year old virgins

>>82436992
shes posted where she is a few times and shes added a few anons. learn 2 read.

>>82436980
Can you cum just by getting lost in your lusty thoughts, miss?

>>82436998
Ok you're just being cute now.
>>82437003
It's not even just about why,.. but dealing with the consequences. Because there is no cure and will be something I will have to live for and have lived for ... a really long time.
What do you guys consider normal libido, then, for a man?
>>82437014
Yes.

>>82436579
Which movie was it where they begged to move in with a random dude on an online forum?

>>82437039
>Yes.
We have similar sex drives then. We should be friends T_T

>>82436899
>I agree, yet it's curious that some other femanons here disagree and call me a whore full out for fantasizing and even discussing it on an anonymous board.
Women are notoriously anti-whore because it's competition.
Now, that said, while I wouldn't call you a whore for coming to r9k and doing whatever all this is, it could rightfully be said to be attention whoring.

>>82436915
>According to legend, pagan europe was a genuinely sex-positive, gender equal society where unconditional sex was a part of summer festivals.
Absolutely not. Even the oldest myths we have readily available had the goddesses fall into disfavor for their sexual openness.
If I recall the story correctly, Freya slept with the dwarves to get a gold / gem necklace made, and was shamed for it, maybe by Loki in the middle of the Hall when he was calling out everyone else's affairs. Either way the context was that it was a shameful thing she did.
The Greek Gods valued chastity to the extent several of them were committed virgins and even the ones who weren't looked at Aphrodite oddly for her continuous affairs with mortals.

>>82436115 (OP)
i thought the volf vas pregnant withe the rabbits baby

>>82437064
it wasn't that hard to edit out almost all of the sex positivity. But I'm not gonna try and convince you of the oldest conspiracy in the world

>>82436962
>do not have the opportunity
you're not fat and ugly and they probably are.

that's all the difference needed, miss anon.

>>82436567
>I'm a femanon
>am i the only person in this damned world who thinks about love more than sex?
Tell me nona, why is it that you exclusively think about "love" with 6'5"+ Chads who have huge dicks, I wonder.

>>82436996
Thank you, I don't have many people I can brag about my boyfriend to, so I'll take up your offer to do so.
He is like a chad, he's perfectly my type, or maybe loving him so much made him my type him, I don't remember. We met online first so I figured he'd be either average to below average, but I didn't mind as I loved him regardless. But when I met him, I lost my voice. It felt like I was staring at an angel. I felt so embarrassed I even left the house to meet him, ashamed to even be in the same place as him.
Baffled me that he thinks I'm pretty after he saw me. I didn't believe him until I actually saw physical signs of attraction. Makes me want to cry whenever I see his eyes dilate when looking at me.
Unfortunately he doesn't see himself accurately. Even though he often gets strangers complimenting his looks, and women and gay guys hitting on him, he thinks he's ugly. I've never got hit on or catcalled in my life and it makes me want to break his back bane style whenever he says stuff like that. It's not even just that, for some reason he thinks he's got a small dick when he's like in the 1% percentile. He says it looks small in his (big) hands, so therefore it is.
I hope that even when he realizes how attractive he is he will still love me. I often fear that one day he'll see he can do much better. And don't get me wrong from me gushing about him in only this regard, it's just because you brought up the word "chad". I don't love him just for his looks, if anything ever happened to him, I would love him all the same. But fuck does him looking so good make me all the more jealous

>>82437130
some dork posted his pic and she said she'd fuck him.

>>82437134
This is kinda depressing, miss. anon. It feels like you only say this because he's handsome.

>>82437138
>she said
>said
Women will sure say all kinds of things then do the complete opposite.

>>82437153
I think she's him as acceptable, not preferable like most men see most women.

>>82437160
congrats, you have discovered God's mysterious design! Wonder why this universe is so imbalanced ....

>>82436962
Forgot to drop my disc
Here's mine, miss.
cheesecakeo4

>>82437175
god ur pathetic

>>82436115 (OP)
i volunteer to be your moid meat dildo, i live in ottawa tho :/

>>82437145
No, no, not at all; I loved him for 2 years before I saw him, and I was head over heels for him. He had always mentioned that he was ugly and had a small dick, so I believed him, and I loved him thinking he'd be like that all the same. I'm trying to remember why I fell in love with him. He's really funny, funnier than anyone I'd ever met, and he never fails to cheer me up regardless of circumstance. He was very thoughtful and caring, and even though he struggles with emotional issues, he does all that he can to be there for me. He's incredibly knowledgeable on so many different things, it's like he's a walking book; and the way he talks about it is so interesting and engaging. It's hard to explain, we just click; we're similar, yet different. It feels like he is my other half

>>82437039
>Ok you're just being cute now.
Oh, my mistake. I hope your future cuck husband leaves you for a young whore who reminds you of yourself in your "slut era" when you're 35 and completely barren.

>>82437203
>He's incredibly knowledgeable on so many different things, it's like he's a walking book; and the way he talks about it is so interesting and engaging.
I find this plausible. I wish I was like this. Sigh. Sadly, I'm autistic and was raised with my parents who didn't stoke my thirst for knowledge.

>>82437221
No better time than the present. I find lamenting on the faults of our parents to be really unconstructive. It was in the past, nothing that can be done about it now. You're best off trying to learn it now, rather than giving up thinking its too late. Or if it is something that can't be helped, trying to move on and find something to replace it

>>82437134
let's just say, I didn't expect this kind of response...
I must re-iterate, it doesn't hurt my feelings one bit.
I'm not jealous at all.
I'm not like this >>82437145 guy.
But I have no meaningful words to say.
If I see a (You) I can't help but give a (You) sometimes.
It is in my nature.

>>82437368
Can I see man7.jpg next? Or, if I could so ask, your man folder?

>>82437373
Noo I don't think so

>>82437373
There is no man7.jpg just yet, kid.
Was tempted to get make one now.
But you can have man2 instead.

>>82437431(You)

>>82436115 (OP)
didn't read your post but wtf is pic related supposed to be???

>>82436115 (OP)
The wolf gives into his cravings and consumes his friend, destroying his beautiful relationship. Like miss anon will probably do.

>>82437448
>>82437456
The little white bull crawls up the wolf's ass. It's some sort of sexual kink

No one will ever feel this way about me. At least fantasizing was nice.

>>82436115 (OP)
I'm hoping a gf and the validation I receive from that can fix me.

>>82437601
You're fine the way you are, senpai

>>82436115 (OP)
don't you still have like a hidden wish within your heart to find somebody you truly want and flourish with them regardless of all the other desires? sometimes i feel shame from my desires too and i know it will be so ultimately bad for me to entertain them

>>82436115 (OP)
whats your ig? i also get really horny and can help keep you satisfied you ;) (not a weirdo btw)

Easy solution. Become a prostitute. You will have lots of sex and make a lot of money too.