I hate my parents, my mom was neglectful she would never listen to me she wouldn't hug me enough, she would treat other kids better than me and she was very emotionally manipulative and my dad was a drunk asshole that made me fear for my life and he would never let me go outside so I grew up unable to develop any social skill and now I'm in my 20s alone and lost in life with no friends this loneliness is unbearable I don't know how to make friends I've had girls approach me and I don't know what the hell to say to them fuck I hate them I'm gonna kill myself soon feel free to insult me and call me a faggot I don't care negative attention is one of the few things I enjoy in life anyway