These days i feel extremely dire urges or idk need to make a girlfriend i'm suffering from that lack of touch thing maybe i just need love from her.
I see that girl in my college same class i just want to connect to her deeply i feel like a fucking faggy pervert and disgusted when i see myself from 3rd person how do i fix myself i just can't seem to get over the fact i need her strongly and want her .

This shit is coming into my work and keeps distracting me so i can't fucking focus how do i fix this is there a cheatcode or something to kill these urges once and for all