Thread 82445182

sleepy now, had a tough day
if i didn't procrastinate i'd be doing a lot better
are you relaxing rn anon?

im never relaxed in mentally ill and i cant escape this hellish prison that is my mind fucking hell why why why

bwt thats a cute anime girl in your thingy hahaha i wish real women were this delightful to look at wow uhhh so cuteeeeee uhghughahagoaohao

>>82445182 (OP)
I had a somewhat productive day today, didn't enjoy it that much but I feel like I deserve to chill now so that's good, spend my hours going outside alone which was nice and then the rest of my time went on setting up one of those cool terminal based music players for my computer

Are you procrastinating right now?

>>82445211
i kind of feel that way too. like i have reduced the amount of mentally ill behaviors i do, but depending on the situation my mind goes quite crazy and i don't like how it feels.

>>82445221
i hope you get a girlfriend who loves you for who you are and won't leave you

>>82445237
going outside alone then setting up a terminal music player, extremely based anon.
>linux user
?

>>82445241
mayhaps :3
in fairness ive studied for 8 hours straight so i can't really focus anymore. but i gotta do more to catch up

>>82445256
You're only human after all! I'd still say good job, then!!

>>82445182 (OP)
>sleepy now, had a tough day
You deserve some good rest
>if i didn't procrastinate i'd be doing a lot better
What have you been procrastinating on today?
>are you relaxing rn anon?
Trying to calm my nervous system down after having a toe curling stomach ache for the last hour. I'm glad i'm alive desu

>>82445242
THANKS... that would not fix anything though i think i would hate her and want to kill her after awhile, and if anything i would kill her spiritually unintentionally through my behaviors/personality

"CUTE ANIME GIRL" from "GOOGLE IMAGES"... cool

>>82445273
>What have you been procrastinating on today?
studying
i should started studying a few days ago, but i didnt. and i have so much to study that putting it off doesnt really work... i have to read like 6 textbook chapters and do other stuff. im screwed ahah
>Trying to calm my nervous system down after having a toe curling stomach ache for the last hour. I'm glad i'm alive desu
hope things feel better now, may peace come to you u_u what are you doing to calm down?

>>82445287
that would be quite bad :(

>>82445299
cute anime girls are very cute
dunno what to say

>>82445256
>linux user ?
yes indeed, I use mint cuz I don't have the energy to set up a "harder" distro as of now

>>82445307
sometimes, when faced with such beauty, as some would describe as "unparallelled", you may feel that your mind becomes completely blank, an empty slate... and you can do nothing but sit in awe and admire the beauty... this can happen in real life... maybe from looking at an object, but probably when looking at a person... maybe it is just best to say nothing at all... i guess you don't really have a choice now do you?

>>82445320
thats respectable. i dont even use linux rn, dont really have time to mess around with it

>>82445327
sometimes i see something so beautiful that i have to stop what im doing and take a good look. sometimes it gets my heart racing. life can't be all bad.

>>82445349
yeah like i can see that girl's UNDERWEAR in that picture
so cute in this fictional reality
this one even has motion graphics

>>82445366
man, i gotta watch some anime soon. haven't watched anything in a while
also kaede best girl
have you been watching anything anon

>>82445398
ive watched death note over and over and over but nothing else really besides youtube, i just think the girls that people draw are cute and its better than going outside

>>82445424
>i just think the girls that people draw are cute and its better than going outside
i used to think like this at some point in my life honestly... just looked at anime girls all the time and ignored irl girls. i appreciate both now.

>>82445465
yeah im just not ready for that shit yet though like im ultra paranoid and pretty sure im being gangstalked actively lolz adgsdafgsagfasdf

>>82445515
are you perhaps schizophrenic anon ?
maybe it's time to lay off the weed...

>>82445525
im not schizophrenic, my entire family has been targeted with propaganda to make them transgender/love niggers, that shit isnt natural man and it wasnt happening ten years ago... they have really advanced techniques and that is likely the whole reason why im on 4chan in the first place. they use this website as a way to target individuals and make them do things against their will... that is the ENTIRE point of mass media in general
>lay off the weed
yeah im trying to do that, but they dont want me to stop and thats part of what im talking about, why do you think there are so many weed threads here now that they know im trying my fucking hardest to escape????

im not trying to be rude in my response i knowi come across that way a lot