>>82447968 (OP)
>I will always be nice autistic beta guy who is into nerd stuff, shy
This is me and I still have a gf. The trick is to be attractive and funny. Also in bed I become abuse Chad because nearly all women including my current gf have SEVERE daddy issues and get soaking wet from manhandling, spanking, light choking, hair pulling, biting, etc. Remember that smut books are purchased and written almost exclusively by women.