Thread 82457276

I think being a NEET might be the only thing stopping from either killing someone, myself, or both. By someone I don't mean literally anyone but maybe someone who deserves it or has fucked me over in particular. I've alway had anger problems and have not been a fan of living much but my pc got fucked up recently and now it's now not functional. Literally one of the only things tethering me to my sanity.

Please some anon just talk me out of it. I'm not gonna hurt anyone but I've already fucked up some guys car that has been fucking me over recently just to let frustrations out. Just give me a stupid personally story or something if you in the same situation or mindset so I can focus or something else. All I can think about is doing bad things or actually hurting myself physically.

being a neet is great, if you get no pussy
its like... why are you supporting a social system that only looks to exploit you to enrich the already rich and powerful?
you shouldnt commit violent crimes, because theres a lot to lose
we are very close to ai taking over all jobs and waifubots and whatnot. its a very exciting time to be alive. just live and take it /easy/

>>82457740
I don't really even care about pussy honestly as long as I can NEET and have my pc but now I lost it and have to get it checked out and repaired or might have to buy replacement parts and all of that is expensive. Being terminally online is at least one saving grace for my sanity and enjoyment in life. My pc and internet is what pussy/intimacy is to other anons in a way.

>>82457765
hehe yeah me too
growing up i always just wanted private internet and a computer and to be left alone... now that i had it... i must say... its quite wonderful!
these days i enjoy dota, but in the past ive played a lot of videogames like wow or hearhstone or other nerd games that nerds who get no fit bitches get

funfact: when i was like 21 i had issues with spending money. id get 600 a month from welfare and rent was 450. and id spend that 150 really fast on stupid junkfood and then id have to starve
but even with this limited budget, i still got private internet, because id rather have internet than food. ive gone liek 5 days without food involuntarily during this time, simply because i was so broke all the time. but that didnt bother me. id have to beg my dad on the phone for money for food often

if i went back to this lifestyle, i still would buy internet over food, and ill take the starvation

>>82457787
> id rather have internet than food.
Fuck man I really feel this. I'm a slop and love my slop food but I'd give it up easily for internet and NEET life. I'm already getting gibs but it's only a couple hundred I think and half of it goes to parents cause I live with them and they take care of everything still and I just turned 24. I just hope soneone can fix this shit and I don't have to replace any parts in my pc because that would be even more expensive.

neet here and im so depressed and miserable i cant be bothered to even explain my situation. i just hate work and life

>>82458037
how can one be miserable as a NEET
every single day of your life is a vacation, you live in eternal paradise and should be elated 24/7
do you even understand what its like to spend every waking second being a slave for no good cause or good pay

>>82458063
Yes, I used to work, it was the worst time of my life, a life full of suffering, stress and axniety, and nothing more, nothing to live for. The spectre of it hangs over me like the sword of damocles. I am completely, utterly broke. I cant afford the dentist or winter shoes, let alone a computer to play games on.
Recently I begun a training to operate construction machinery, and the anxiety is already killing me, even though all ive had is theory. I hate being a neet and I hate working. I wish I got a million dollars so I could have a big garden and orchard and plant my own forest. All my fantasies, all my dreams are completely outside of my reach. All that is within my reach is a life not worth living.

I have been diagnosed with depression, but I stopped coming to my shrink since I cant afford meds anyway

I have to work for my family at a seasonal job that starts in January, and until then I am just trying to enjoy myself. I hate working so fucking much. I can't make change, I can't talk to people, I'm a slow learner and everybody always treats me like I'm stupid. Some of us just don't belong at work

My single year of wage-cucking in my late 20s made me appreciate my second decade of NEETdom a whole lot more than my first.
It seems that any attainable job is shit, criminally underpaid, and an autist's hell. I really would rather rot at home.