>>82458028 (OP)
I just visited my cousin in Italy recently not sister but close enough
I was really looking forward to seing her i had a crush on her when i was younger and really wanted to see her again
Its been a while since i last saw her and i was studying italian for a few months to prepare
Then when i saw her again it was only for a short while she didnt speak much to me or anything
she didnt ask me how i was doing or what im doing right now she just kinda ignored me
But the worst thing was her BF came to visit her and her reaction to seing him almost broke me
She jumped right in his arms when he showed up i dont thing anyone was ever so happy to see me
But whats worse is that guy would probably my bully in school
It was a genuine soul crushing experince
I was looking forward to this day for months and what where gonna do togther i wanted to reconect a bit with her but she hasnt thought about me at all