>>82460004
It took a several week long psychedelic bender for me to loosen up. Part of the chud problem is being really weirdly uptight as a partial response to a perceived inability to foster a fulfilling social life. Sour grapes. I hated everyone (genuinely) because it felt like I was talking to a wall with all normies and that they were only concerned with five things at a time. None of this changed, of course, but the remedy to this, unfortunately, is to just to stop giving a shit about what others may think or how they might respond, or whatever 2D inner world they have and deal with consequences as they come. Openly mock people. Chat up a cute girl. Interject with a joke in a conversation with strangers. Center yourself and not the vague, nebulous other.
Life sucks ass if you're always in self-preservation mode. It shouldn't inconvenience you to do something you find funny or interesting.