I have a specific fetish where I want to get cucked by my looksmatch. Basically a fat woman having sex with a fit man in front of me. It would so beautifully ecompass what the blackpill is. Being cucked is literally the most blackpilling experience there is. You can't call yourself a blackpilled incel unless you are getting cucked. That would be worse than rejecting the notion that women only find the top 20% of men attractive.