>>82476151 (OP)
Whenever I see a woman or a picture of one, I get this sense that it's not actually real. Like, that the being I'm looking at is part of some alternate dimension cartoon show and by some wacky twist of events has now appeared in the real world in front of me. I know that women exist and I talk to them, but that they have differently shaped bodies and the way they look is uncannily goofy.
No offense to females. It's been 25 years. I've never seen what's under their clothes except online. Everything I do with women is fake. I feel like I'm watching the moon landing videos, where I know it's real and men landed on the moon, but the camera is just so ass that it looks fake. Women belong on the mandella cataloge.
I've developed a fear of women because of this. They creep me out, actually in real life, rather than online. I would say I must be queer or something, but I still only find women(and hrt men that look like women) sexually attractive.
But, what do women even do? Do they walk down staircases in a womanly manner? Do they talk womenly? Do they think woman thoughts, girlily? Do they poop, but woman-like somehow? Do they feel woman feelings and have woman abillities that they have to deal with when they go to the post office?
At first, I avoided women because I didn't want to fuck up. Now, I do it because they somehow exist outside of my world, like aliens from outer space, or like the G man from half-life or like fairies in the old serious sense, not the gay sense.
Sometimes, but not frequently, I just have to talk to a female and then just proceed with my life, as if nothing happened and I didn't just speak with the equivalent of someone who lives in the stories amd art and vidya I constantly observe via my computer purely for entertainment. It breaks the 4th wall for me, and that's uncanny. I have to proceed like I didn't just encounter a dementor or an elf or a halfling or a skibidi toilet in real life. It's nuts.
