>>82485530
So as much as I love Tsukasa and want him for myself I had the idea of him having yandere feelings for one of his ships and it was really hot and from there it just sorta evolved into Tsukasa being OOC, almost comical levels of sadistic to him, or just really creepy like feeling up his severely injured comatose body (inb4 "I'm so fucked up" jokes)
Somehow it became hotter than imagining myself with him. I tried self inserting as the other character but all that accomplished was making me feel where his dick would be like a phantom limb. So to fix that I did some with the other guy being a cuntboy, except that didn't do anything and I found that hot too.
I really, genuinely believe Tsukasa has some sort of thing for the other character. Of course, this is a yumefujo game so all the guys have apparent things for like five different characters, but this ship just gets me in a way no other could. It could help that I do seem to have some similar qualities to the other guy.
The thing that got me into Enstars in the first place was fantasizing about being another friend character of husbando's and getting raped. I knew next to nothing about anyone in this game at the time.