>>82488615 (OP)
I used to come onto /r9k/ and I haven't been here in a long time, but I wanted to post here because I think it fits with the terrible doomposting this site has inflicted upon me countless years.
I'm 6'5, I have an erect penis which reaches 8.5 inches, I am white, I am not bad looking.
I am also an autistic man. You can choose not to believe me, you can choose to believe I came here to lie.
What is pertinent though is this. I am autistic. You are autistic. You know you have spent countless years also to fit in. You could have everything I have and still be miserable.
Maybe you still think I'm lying. You want so badly to be embraced, to be loved. You will never get this, not because of any physical qualities, but because you are autistic and that world is forever lost to you. In fact, it was never available to you. You can panic, double down on the evo-psych, leave the house, go to a bar, play video games, you're still going to be lost. Because that's how it will always be unless you embrace being alone. The fact of the matter is that you are gravitated to these places because you want to learn how to leave. But you can never leave, because being ostracized is ever-present in your life. You do not want to believe a person could have these qualities and still lose because you don't understand what autism really is yet.