autistic memories
Autists of r9k do you ever have cringey memories that you have intense negative emotions from? no need to go into detail but ive done a hellova lotta autistic shit and i get really mad when they bubble up in my consciousness so i repeatedly yell things out loud like Im such a fuckin nigger! x5. just to cope i have to do this to force my mind to think something else..i cant be the only one
Anonymous
9/14/2025, 7:37:43 PM
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>>82502084 (OP)
You just have to accept that we are autistic and males and males with autism cannot mask. I do not want to think about the cringe memories so I drink to the point of blackout to forget them.
Anonymous
9/14/2025, 8:11:33 PM
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I went as far as to start a new life from scratch on the opposite side of the country because my old life/identity/childhood had too many terrible memories, and I would have never lived them down.
Being born autistic in this world is a sick fucking joke
Anonymous
9/14/2025, 8:11:57 PM
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>>82502084 (OP)
yes everyday my mind reminds me of the embarrassing things ive done and said especially when im trying to sleep. I have no idea how to stop it
