Thread 82502291

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

sunday, yes it's sunday everybody sunday time!
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

eyo
Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

>a wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

>>82502291 (OP)
hellooo catbro! how's your evening?

>>82502291 (OP)
hi cat!! hru?

there were few things u said yesterday and the thread got archived and i couldn't reply later;
>I would be uncomfortable with doing it again
so is it uncomfortable now? i hope so
>do you get those rarely?
nah i get them but i can't really expect what i'm gonna see
> it's notice and cool so I can get under a thick warm blanket
that is indeed a pretty cozy sleep!

>>82502843
hi yuanon!! hru today?

yesterday u said;
>space marine 2. man, that mission was really long.
it feels strange that i don't know much about the game, is it good?

>interesting usually means problems these days.
indeeeeeed sometimes!

>>82502949
hi rm!

>hru today?
i'm fine. didn't feel like working out, but i wasn't the only one. everyone felt the same about it today, so we decided to skip it. other than that i did pretty much nothing today. what about you?

>it feels strange that i don't know much about the game, is it good?
hm. it's a bit repetetive, but a fun action game overall. it shows that it was build around the multiplayer aspect, though. the campaign feels more like an afterthought or tutorial for the rest of the game. gotta be a fan of 40k to really enjoy it, i think.

>>82503075
>i wasn't the only one. everyone felt the same about it today, so we decided to skip it.
mhm so there isn't be any guilt feelings right? xD
does that even happen lately tho?

>what about you?
i literally did nothing today, i just kept using the computer most of the time. but that sure is better than having a tiring day for nothing.

>gotta be a fan of 40k to really enjoy it, i think.
i see, i think it's not my type of games to be honest i usually don't play this type.

>>82503391
so there isn't any*.. i hate misclicks.

>>82502843
heyoo
I worked on a project
but decided to give it a rest
watch a miside gameplay now
wbu?

>>82502929
Eyo
>hru
I'm okay
worked on a project a lot but now I'm watching a vtuber playing miside
>so is it uncomfortable now? i hope so
sorry fren but no
It didn't make me uncomfortable but I don't think it's a bad thing
I didn't make me wanna do ot more either
>but i can't really expect what i'm gonna see
interesting
for me it now exactly random I usually get dreams about things I'm currently thinking often about
I'm guessing it's because I think about those things while sleeping too
>pretty cozy sleep!
yep :D
I really really like thick blankets, I have trouble sleeping without one
and how do you like to sleep?

>>82503075
hey yuanon!
>didn't feel like working out
almost skipped leg day, but forced myself to go through with it. Did a lot more walking this weekend than I have lately. Out more in general. Was nice.

>>82503391
hey rm(stealing that from yuanon), how's it going?
>i just kept using the computer most of the time
do anything fun, or just killing time?
> having a tiring day for nothing.
hear you there. I try pointlessly hard to be productive but don't think it's always a good thing

>>82503460
hey cat
>I worked on a project
school work or something else?
>miside gameplay now
played that after seeing it recommended not long back. Fun little game

>>82503391
>so there isn't be any guilt feelings right? xD
much too exhausted for that. at least i don't have work tomorrow.

>i literally did nothing today, i just kept using the computer most of the time.
i did the same.

>that sure is better than having a tiring day for nothing.
i don't know... i'm pretty tired. ^^'

>it's not my type of games to be honest i usually don't play this type.
that's fair. usually not my type of game either, but the ip carries it for me.

>>82503400
no worries. happens to me all the time

>>82503460
>I worked on a project
how's it coming along?

>but decided to give it a rest
gotta at least have a nice evening.

>watch a miside gameplay now
what's a miside?

>wbu?
played "just one more mission" of sm2. turned out to be over an hour long. man, they should really give you a warning about the length of those... now i'm really tired.

>>82503589
hey officeanon! good to see you again! how are you?

>almost skipped leg day, but forced myself to go through with it.
well done! o7 how did it go? and how's your progress?

>Did a lot more walking this weekend than I have lately. Out more in general. Was nice.
good to hear that. i did that last weekend, but wasn't able to because of work yesterday. :/

I want to cut myself like slit my throat but my parents would probably take away my phone and laptop/sent to psychward.

>>82503589
Heloo
>school work
yep :<
something else
I wish
>Fun little game
I agree
I remember seeing when it came out for for some reason I stayed away from it but it actually good
How's your day going btw?

>>82503900
>how's it coming along?
It say the not very important one is finished basically
>gotta at least have a nice evening
yep
I stop all work no matter what at 8pm
gotta relax
>what's a miside?
it's a game :D
you can look it up
it's pretty good
maybe you could play it huh??
>out to be over an hour long. ma
hehe ^^
at least you had the time to game
>now i'm really tired.
I prescribe a blanket and bed treatment!
are you watching anything?

>>82504204
they probably will
if not worse
Why do you want to hurt yourself anon? what's bothering you?

>>82504314
My body is disgusting and I am a bad person. I want to punish myself.

>>82504314
>It say the not very important one is finished basically
that's good. at least it means it's off your mind.

>I stop all work no matter what at 8pm gotta relax
good attitude. and you need some time to recover as well.

>it's a game :D you can look it up
will do.

>it's pretty good maybe you could play it huh??
i can at least put it on the l
wishist. :>

>at least you had the time to game
true. not much else to do at night

>I prescribe a blanket and bed treatment!
well, you're the doc.

>are you watching anything?
just put on some asmr vid. you?

>>82503900
>how are you?
Doing okay. Weekend was nicer overall. Work outs were good, did some more cooking, finished yard work I needed to, and finished reading the first part of the csm manga after reading on and off past month. Last time I read a manga was when I got mad at attack on titan years ago for taking forever to animate stuff. Overall good weekend and feel okay about work tomorrow
> and how's your progress?
hard to gauge leg day if i'm being honest. Increased weight not long back for some of the workouts, but still feel I'm a bit unbalanced in the sense my upper body is built more
>wasn't able to because of work yesterday
it happens. I've been so preoccupied for months that outside of vacation I barely did any hiking this summer so was glad I got some in at least

>>82504314
>yep :<
hang in there. Will be done with eventually. Kinda miss school work a little myself. Guess order of what's fun it usually goes: personal project >>>school>>>>>>>>work
>remember seeing when it came out for for some reason I stayed away from it
i stumbled onto it by chance after not hearing anything about it(I don't watch streamers so I never know if something I find is part of a trend). Think I got recommended because I played DDLC back in the day and this is considered inspired by that. It was a very nice, polished, and engrossing play. Keeping an eye out for that update they put out sometime to see what they do
>How's your day going btw?
no complaints. Lots of little things done and not a lot of stress, so I'd say that was a good weekend!

sleepen time
goodnight all!

>>82504642
>disgusting and I am a bad person
what makes have that opinion about yourself?
did you do something bad?

>>82504857
>Doing okay. Weekend was nicer overall.
awesome! :D you deserve some quality time.

>did some more cooking
what did you make?

>finished yard work I needed to
gotta do whag you gotta do. good job, though.

>finished reading the first part of the csm manga after reading on and off past month.
how is it? i still have to finish witch hat atelier.

>Last time I read a manga was when I got mad at attack on titan years ago for taking forever to animate stuff.
i feel like it usually is the better experience, but you also have to engage with it a bit more than with a show. it can be a hassle.

>feel okay about work tomorrow
do your best! (*^*)

>still feel I'm a bit unbalanced in the sense my upper body is built more
and i feel like my legs are more developed than the rest of my body. striking a balance is hard. :/

>I've been so preoccupied for months that outside of vacation I barely did any hiking this summer
a shame, but fall is nice for hiking as well. hope you'll find some more time for it.

>>82504954
>sleepen time
same for me. i have a hard time keeping my eyes open. (~.~)

good night, everyone!