>>82504722 (OP)
By actually doing it all, realizing how hard it actually is, but then finding out you're actually good at some of those things and you stick to that
>>82506813 >doubles down on the gender disphoria >>82506684
Nothing ever seems to be worth it honestly. Though maybe the boomers are right and my brain is just cooked by social media
>>82504722 (OP) >>82506684
ive been struggling with this fucking inertia for years, TORTURING myself every day with how much of a loser i am then doing nothing, nothing is interesting and everything is hard.
>>82506813
I would say something about grass being greener on the other side but you are right. Being ftm fucking sucks. Being failed male AND female is insanity