>>82505930 (OP)
I'm completely incompatible with society because of inherited disability, neglect and severe childhood ptsd now. I don't really remember much of it, but what I do now is that's why I'm fundamentally broken now.
Even when I was a child, my mother would break down into tears and profess how sorry she was for bringing me into this world. I was the only reason she didn't commit suicide and now that she knows I'm on the cusp again she's agreed to come with me if things get bad. For now, I stay on earth. Just to protect the feelings of the woman who neglected me, for the woman who ruined me. I can't say I've ever been mad at her about it though, she's just as broken as me.
Don't have kids, anon.
