Thread 82506581

>Walked around the park today
>Families walking along
>Couples jogging together
Felt like a sin to even be there
I know it doesn't make sense but I just felt that I wasn't meant to be there at that moment

I don't know man, I'm way too fucked in the head

>>82506581 (OP)
>Do some solo traveling because surely traveling will bring me some fulfillment in life even if I don't find a partner
>hotel I'm staying at is flooded with couples
>people in the room next to me are a couple with a child
Same feeling as you.

I also heard the guy saying the passcode to his door out loud as he was putting it in. You really have to be retarded as a guy to get in a relationship. You're not fucked in the head you're just too high IQ for a relationship. 90% of women are sitting around 100 IQ and they all want men who they can control which means sub-100 IQ. I'm just starting to accept that no one goes through life trouble-free. I've got a lot of other things going for me, loneliness is just the one thing I have to deal with. It's better that than health issues at least.

>>82506581 (OP)
You're not alone in feeling that way. Personally for me though the main reason I don't go out is because I'll probably see attractive women which causes me considerable pain. So, I am mostly a hermit now.

>>82506581 (OP)
it's a brutal cycle
>staying inside all day everyday makes you feel like shit
>force yourself outside
>see real human beings who never think twice about going out and belonging
>feel like shit
>go back inside
there is seemingly no escape from this.

>>82507092
You've missed the most important part of the cycle. The first part, where people treat you badly because of the way you look (And because you are male) so you retreat and stay inside all day.