i dont mind sharing this because i already got over her
there was this yourtuber similar to the girl in the op
korean, made simple youtube videos about stuff she liked like asmr or cooking or whatever
i caught feelings (shamefully)
i downloaded all her videos. this was like a year ago, maybe more
but whats the point? just staring at her from afar? im a lonely incel and its not happening. so i just deleted all her videos
gosh she was so lovely in every way. this is what she looked like
so dreamy. i just wanted to be there with her and bully her and love bomb her haha
you could tell she wanted to be more famous but her channel didnt pop off or anything. just under 1k subs. she later deleted most videos i believe. i had to force myself to stop, these feelings of love do no good if they cant materialize
doesnt matter how strong or weak they are. this case was enough for fantasies for several weeks, but i had to delete everything i had of hers and try to forget about her
same thing as the girl in the op. whats the point of obsessing about her? its just pain. for me its better not to obsess about internet girls, you know?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2B-TGuh5g8