Thread 82513744

I feel too depressed to do anything, I dont want to get out of bed, I dont want to play games or eat or go outside, I dont even want to jerk off despite feeling horny. I just feel so, Empty or sad.

I have been feeling like this for weeks now and I barely leave my home, even for university which I have been skipping just to, Sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I dont know what is wrong with me but I dont feel well

>University
Oh, you're still a baby. This is what spoiling children does to them. You lack the experience of genuine hardship that would keep you centered.

>>82513814
In the politest sense no, Ive been through a bit be it abuse from my parents and later neglect in homeschool when I was growing up or going through basic training for the army this last summer.

Ive done some stuff in my time on this earth, and whilst I think struggle is important to the human condition I just. I dunno I feel like Ive just stopped in my tracks and I cant move now. I got pulled off my course near the end for cutting my arm up and since then I havent been feeling well.

>>82513861
Nah those are fake hardships

i'm conflicted because i don't like to think that anyone should kill themselves, but i feel the same way as you and i wonder if the only right thing to do i suicide. i don't know how to feel better and i am just draining my family and anyone who talks to me.

>>82513877
Its more than a lot of my peers can say, most people Ive met come from nice privileged backgrounds where their folks were permissive or helped them. I had to work for what I have, no one was there to help me back then. Whatever not like it matters anyways

>>82513966
I feel that. Im too stubborn to kill myself but I also hate myself a lot. If I saw myself on the street Id slam that fuckers head into the concrete with such force.