Thread 82538434

Mike edition

>>82538434 (OP)
Kek I went to post proof and the thread archived. Here it is. As you can see it does not say (you) next to the Mike post I tagged

Here is the letter thread link so you can see it matches >>82538100

>>82538447
My M
Is not Mike, but I thought she might be Mike and have had a mental break down where her friends convinced her she was a boy named Mike instead of her old self Maria and that all his mental break downs were his coping with the transitions.

I think I was wrong though

I was saying: shout out to two (not one) MVPs that taught me about occult shit, shout out to another MVP that taught me about religion.

Also, please keep trying to pry my mind. I don't mind lol, like I said earlier you won't find anything interesting there. You won't see people, you won't hear music, you'll find the last anime I watched and the last doujinshi I read and masturbed to. That's it. You're wasting your time while making me laugh (at you).

Dear nigger
When you crashed out on me and fled forever, I'm ashamed I didn't chase after. I feel lost without you, we've never shared a breath, but I'm just a lonely digital cowboy steering the wheel of fate across the seas, a princess of Barcelona like you I guess it was never meant to be.

10 thousand moons past by us are your legs still feeling sore? I'd carry you my darling, my wings you should have become. Yet what comes will comes and a foolish man I'll always be.

The crowd didn't appreciate you they told me my woman is so strange, but I felt repulsed for my woman you've never been. I tried to claim you my dear I wanted you to be mine, but I got lost along the way and filled with anger of your choices. A stray cat like you and a weak deer like me, maybe we were never meant to be...

I needed grounding, but shaky is your pasture. Better alone I cried out. A sailors song I sang. May we dance in heaven. If His will brings our orbit together again.

Dear False Godess
I should never have worshiped you.
I cast away those idols. Turn away from the evil you sowed within me. Burn up the notes you drew and cut out your access to my head. My only God is from Zion and he ain't failed me yet.

I know your past was brutal, I know of your sisters story, the job you took, your helpless feeling, the addictions you've succumb to, the desires of domination you've held tight, but the only way out is to turn turn away and follow as I burn down their groves.

I was born with balls, not with chains. I'm built to lead not to obey, I submit to Him above not your treacherous voice.

Dear cupcake
I hope you're doing well.
May the sun warm your day, bless your family may they keep you safe. I long to touch your pretty face, smile shining bright it brings light to all the world, be gracious to the world soul for He knows the way, for me to lick that frosting off your beret. I pray you'll be safe on judgement day, when my Lord turns his face to all our shameful displays, let us bless Him so, for all our days, To have mercy on us babe, and gracious in our sinful states.

>>82538467
So what did you do that made Maria so mentally ill that she started to larp as Mike?

From what Mike said she was healthy when she was with him.

dear ocd please leave me be oh my oh me miss ocd

Dear my person.
I sing the blues with my saddest soul; that thirsts for you.
My spirit burns, in the heat of trial.
I've seen your power and all your grace
So I'll bless you Lord, for all my days.
I wait here patiently for you to pull me up out of the pits of mud.
That I may stand tall before you, unashamed humble and weak.
Here I am shouting your truth in this dark dark place
Oh please Lord make haste to place my feet on solid ground.
I trust you Lord, you brought me here.
I was stuck in sadness, but now I sing.
To You who lifts up, everything.

mlp

i love your eyes and your hair

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>>82538467
I will never be yours. I am mikes. He is my mike.

>>82538634
My M
Was mental before we met.
I was a rock, which broke her chains, yet when I reached her castle, my princess was already in another place.
No longer able to claim my prize I fell into anguished and burned the world with hate filled goodbyes.

>>82538481
>>82538547
>>82538587
>>82538621
Remember when Mike talked about the larper who posted all those religious larps and made Maria think badly of Mike to begin with.

Found him.

Dear all men

I want you to rape my mouth so I don't have to admit that I'm a gay faggot that wants to suck cock

Please rape my mouth ASAP

>>82538674
I'd take you both, as a package deal. My M is a heavy set of wings, who I carry upon my backpack, a second set of arms to get through the days. Who I carry through the dead of night. Search me through and know my heart I didn't get to meet the person who took her away, but I sincerely pray she's safe and sound.

If you are to be a second set of legs, that comes combined with my M. Then how much greater is that, may I not stumble carrying the extra weight

>>82538587
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uZwzbA91Yno&pp=ygUUam9zaHVhIGdyYWhhbSBxdW90ZXM%3D

Free yourself brother, you're almost at the end.

>>82538676
I will never be yours. I am and will only ever be mikes. Don't ever think I'll ever be yours. Ever.

>>82538689
I don't want to think about that. All I ask is that everyone leaves me and mike alone.

>>82538699
She has been cut out, not a path back to her. Her statues crushed, her eyes forgot. I dreamt of her recently though, a dream full of witchcraft and sin. She tried leading me far away from my path.

>>82538689
I'm only the first person you quoted, my post has nothing to do with Mike. It's something different that's spilling over from /x/ if my memory serves me right.
Remember kids: don't fuck with the paranormal.

>>82538703
As you read my lament, I think you know it's clear I understand that my M and I were not made for this world. But our souls are drawn together made of the same clay.

>>82538703
If he stops posting, he'll just fade into memory of yet another meltdown on r9k. Isn't the first, won't be the last. But seriously convince him to seek help.

>>82538721
If it truly is which craft, do not be surprised if she tries to contact you. They feel it when you are slipping away.

>>82538689
I tried showing Mike the light of Christ and returning Him to Father's life. He was doing good reading the Word and praying true, but it's clear he did not endure.

I don't think I'm the larper he cried about, for I'm not a larp. And Mike is not my M. Unless the thing about him being a woman is actually true and Maria is his bodyguard trying to cut me out.

>>82538695
Sounds like no one wants you gay faggot religious larper

>>82538747
It is true witchcraft but she's an opiate addict so she isn't able to drag me down very often. She's blocked on discord and as long as I don't return to where we met she'll never find me anywhere besides the dreamscape where I am stronger than anyone I've ever met

>>82538695
Repent dog. Homosexuals active and passive will not enter into eternal life they will be bled eternally in darkness with their father the devil

>>82538747
I worry she will end in suicide, not the first love of mine to snuff out their life... yet I cannot suffer that a witch shall live. So walk away, is all I can. Shunning her evil for all my days.

>>82538733
I'm pretty sure the Maria Tripfag is Mike pretending to be Maria lol

>>82538698
Like I said. I want nothing to do with you. Leave me and mike alone you religious creep.

>>82538699
Yeah the end of the road where I hope you trip and burn in the pit you tried to crawl out of

>>82538721
Leave me alone creep.

>>82538732
Like I said. I will never be yours. Leave me alone

>>82538733
He said he doesn't want to post here anymore. Others say things about him being mentally unwell but that's not true at all. They are just larping and being stalkery like he said.
.

>>82538747
No just a religious creep larp

>>82538757
Mike does pray. The reason I'm cutting you out is because you are a demon larper religious creep and a cancer that I want nothing to do with.

Very clear why mike doesn't like it here. Crazy creeps like you here

>>82538813
And I'm pretty sure you call every post mike just like you did in the last thread and were proven wrong by op.

Samefag more religious creep. No one likes you!

>>82538695
>>82538783
Both of these posts are from the same person lol

>>82538809
Well I can see why they do. You are a fucking creep. Really creepy religious stuff. Maria is right to stay away from you. I wish her the best with Mike.

>>82538813
Kek. You said this about my post last thread and I proved you wrong with my screenshot

>>82538863
Yeah, I am really positive he samefagged at Mike for the majority of the last thread and is probably also the religious creepy larp. What a knob

>>82538813
Yep, the first response to this post clearly reeks of Mike. He's more pathetic than I thought.

>>82538915
Literally proved you wrong with my screenshot. No one but on your posts and now you fall back on calling everyone Mike. Lame!

>>82538866
You are as a mad man when you spread guesses like this

>>82538915
Lol noticed you samefagging agreeing with yourself. You really are Mike's simp aren't you lol

Dear person with the pic of tiger from Toradora
On one hand I'd like to let you know you'd be welcome to rough me up, I'd probably like it as much as you like getting roughed up. On the other hand I'd ask you to get better taste in anime.

>>82538890
It was before I was in covenant with YHWH that the first killed herself. But my words did not help. She had one of those copper rods that sterilize women in her arm and I told her that it was disgusting and contraceptives were cringe. After our community found that she was a regular on various suicide forums.
Her initials were MN

You can hate me for my Father in Heaven, the world has always hated the Righteous and the prophets. Those who keep the testimony of His death in the cross.

>>82538447
I'm not sure what you're trying to prove with this screenshot desu. Maybe I'm tired but it doesn't disprove that Mike is behind the Maria trip code.
Anon even said they saw you accidentally post as Mike from Maria then deleted it.

>>82538845
Not every letter is to you Mike. You're not the center of my world. You're just another schizophrenic narcissist online. I pray you will overcome your demons.

>>82538964
Yeah, not any less creepy. Ick.

>>82538976
I didn't do that so you shouldn't accuse others when you are just accusing to be a twat because you don't like Mike. How about you stop obsessing over Mike and Maria and write your own letter to your own person?

>>82538985
Don't chase Maria too. You already showed everyone what a creep you are.

Maria, I suggest you don't respond to that anon. He clearly has an obsession with Mike for some reason and it's weird.

In fact I suggest you don't say anything here and just have fun with Mike. Leave this loser to jerk off by his lonely self to thoughts of Mike and keep yelling at everyone that they are Mike hoping Mike responds so he can obsess over him more.

Really gay

>>82538948
Why are you interested in a 37 year old man with 2 children with different women and 3 ex wives?

>>82539003
I wrote many to my persons in this thread. And you thought they were all to Mike lol

Pathetic, that's all you are, and it's all you'll ever be. Truly only deserving of disdainful pity.

>>82539060
I have my reasons. We are probably never getting on good terms ever again but once in a while I still fondly think of you and what could have been. Don't give it much though.

>>82539080
You're a degenerate whore for that.
I'm not Kris btw.
Go forth and sin no more don't end up the 4th wife that isn't being cared for. Have some self respect.

>>82539080
*don't give it much thought
I really should develop the habit of proofreading what I write.
Also, I'm merely venting. I hope you appreciate the fact I still think about you despite how long it's been.

>>82539100
I do not remember asking for your opinion and I would prefer if you didn't interact with me, nor think about me, at all. I hope I have made myself clear enough. I think I have.

>>82539077
>Mike didn't leave with Lisa's asshole.
Unfortunate. I'm sure it was nicer than being alone lusting after Maria

>>82539108
Well anonymous, I have free will and you don't have a name. You're on a public message board. If you're going to be a harlot I will treat you as a harlot. So shut your mouth if you don't want to be flamed

>>82539116
Do your absolute worst. Make my day. See how much it matters to me after I close the tab.

>>82539101
I take it you have these thoughts because your long distance dick friend didn't fuck you enough so you're going back to the trailer trash. Sad really. Who was your first husband? Who popped that hymen or yours? I would love to hear the tragic tale

>>82539121
Makes no difference to me, it's your own voice that screams inside your skull

>>82539124
I have absolutely nothing screaming inside my skull, and after having shown how you treat people I can only do one thing when it comes to you: tell you to fuck off regardless of your apparent intentions, for your are always the same, you always only intend to care about yourself at the expense of others, and you're always looking for an excuse to do shit that pleases you at the detriment of others. What makes me laugh is that you talk with people as if you go through a checklist, and what I find funny is that if all of the people you ever had to do with compared their conversations with you, they'd notice they always more or less follow that checklist.
And as I said. Don't talk to me. Don't think about me. Pretend I don't exist. I don't have pleasure in interacting with you.

>>82539077
Make explained that he was trolling the post that was saying he was Maria larping as him and deleted it as part of that troll. I believe him because he would announce not to look for it unless he wanted someone to as part of the troll. I can see how it can be interpreted as something different and I'm sure he regrets doing it because it did not look good.

I wish him luck with Maria.

>>82539153
Ultimately I do not hate whores, just I cannot marry one since I have standards and so I treat you as men. Look at Rahab the Whore who helped destroy Jericho she was a good woman despite her prostitution. One who gives themselves away so willingly outside of marriage is one who is destined to fail both male or female. You want to be treated as one in a harem of many nameless sluts, entities of the swamp.
All of you heading to be drown. Best to turn away.

You criticize me for only caring about what pleases me, but isn't that exactly what you're doing when you are choosing relationships based on what gives you pleasure? When you help destroy a family because you want to rejoin something you've already left?

You may think I am a hypocrite and perhaps at times I have been, I am not a perfect person nor ever claimed to be, but to say I've never made you scream out is to deny the reality you've lived.

>>82539172
Fuck off. I am not wasting my time reading your shit.

>>82539153
>Don't talk to me. Don't think about me. Pretend I don't exist. I don't have pleasure in interacting with you.
Woman. Do not speak.
To me you don't exist.
To me you have no name.
To me I don't think of you.
To me life is not about pleasure and satisfying lust.

It seems that it is you who cares about the flesh so much.

>>82538434 (OP)
I'm sorry I told her you took advantage of me. She wasn't supposed to tell you, I thought I could say something to my best friend without her telling you.
Still, it felt that way when you did that. I was in a lot of distress that day. I don't know if you remember but I needed to take those xans to kill the trip and then after, it was excessive but the 7 hydroxy and I fell asleep in the park.
I might've overreacted but I felt really dirty. I wish you didn't do that, at least not that day. though, I might've still been there if you didn't so maybe it's all for the best.
I'm sober now but secretly, I wish I wasn't. I've been using every opportunity I get. I feel pathetic and disgusting, small.
I can't even drink anymore cuz mom would find out so idek. I wish I still had ketamine and I wish I still had shrooms and I wish I still had a supplier for the xanax.
I was in love with you at some point. I don't know why, you're a jerk in every way possible but you were a jerk in the way that made my brain release oxytocin. It's annoying
I hope you get better one day.
I hope I get better one day and maybe then we'll see each other again. or maybe not.
I enjoyed being your little secret. I know you'll never read this but in the off chance you do, idk.
pretend you didn't. I never wanted you to know any of this.
sorry to disturb you and sorry I showed up to your house sedated.

>>82539180
I really am interested in learning about your first love. And who took your hymen assuming they are the same person although very possible it is not.

I hope you were not raped as a youth.

>>82539189
I'm a virgin male and technically speaking I never had a first love, only crushes, unrequited crushes and whatever. You already knew that though.

>>82539200
Then what do you mean by getting "roughed up" if it wasn't about sex?

These replies make it impossible for narcissists to get help desu.
A well meaning truth post gets full hate.
It is true that Mike needs therapy for this relationship issue there is nothing wrong with that we all got issues and dude is all alone in he own head and even if Maria joins in that won't help.

To my ex spouse.

i'm so sorry that I hurt you in a way I had no idea was hurtful. I shouldn't have done that and I feel sick about it. It was a stupid mistake and I took advantage of you. I shouldn't have ejaculated on your feet in your sleep. It was an incredibly selfish thing to do.

I hope you're doing well. I know you want nothing to do with me anymore but I just hope you're doing well in New York.

I've been simultaneously a wreck and doing well. I miss you a lot. Not in a romantic way, but you were my best friend at one point. It hurts me that I can't talk to you about whatever vidya i'm playing or how my day at work was. You would always listen. I know I wasn't always there for you when we were together and I was selfish in a lot of ways. I'm spiraling not being able to probably ever see you again. I'm trying my hardest making new friends and possibly starting another relationship. But you know how clingy I get and how easy it is for my feeling to get hurt. The stress from the divorce has led me to do some old habits. Got back into opiates and i've been drinking too much. Now that I don't feel guilty about doing that it it's easier to justify in my mind. I work, I go home, eat dinner, drink with Dad and then either go play vidya or go to sleep. I do that every single night.

I just hope you're doing well. This'll be the first christmas i've ever been alone. That pains me so much.

I miss who you were before you started taking testosterone. You changed as a person.

>>82539256
The reply is right. Others should stop obsessing over Mike and mind their own business. He does just fine when others here are not twats towards him.

judge: what's the OG short for?
prosecutor: the OG is recursive
me: wtf am i doing here? wtf are you doing?
feminist in the jury: give him life
me: *take my shirt off*
feminist in the jury: nevermind give him 21

>>82538948
Would you believe it if I told you that I've never actually even watched Toradora?

>>82539531
>He does just fine when others here are not twats towards him.
How nu r u? No, if we ignore him, he schizo posts and assumes letters clearly not intended for him are messages from the heavens or something. And then pretends to be dead for 5 days.

>>82539256
>A well meaning truth post gets full hate.
Welcome to r9k, Anon. Shitters do what shitters do best

>>82539256
>>82539531
Everyone involved here is in the wrong, but without Mike finally going away to do better things with his time than draw attention to himself on /r9k/ it's always going to be like this. Sure, Mike can have moments of lucidity and seem pretty sound when he's not going wild, but when he is letting his mental illness loose on everyone it does then become a form of antisociality and he doesn't have the right to inflict that on people without due response. He's already doing one of the more distasteful things you can do on here which is to don an indefinite identity in the form of a tripcode and assume smugly that anyone gives a shit about his individuality and self expression, beyond that, he's not helping his case. He regularly puts his nose in other people's letters (something one of you made a point of insisting was wrong and I agree is aggravating), is aggressive to other posters without due reason, fakes his own suicide for attention, samefags, spams and on it goes. Even if the dogpiling is cruel sometimes, Mike visits this upon himself with his behavior.

Whoever wrote that screenshotted post is operating from the perspective that this is a civilized website, or that things you post publicly here can't or shouldn't be scrutinized out of respect and a general feeling of civility towards one another. That's unrealistic and it's one of the reasons a thread like this sucks even to vent in, any given post will attract attention and people will make presumptuous, frustrating remarks, it's just how it is. Could we all agree to be a little bit more respectful to each other in here and follow an unspoken code of conduct of sorts? We could, but it has to apply to Mike too because despite what he might believe he's not special, and it would only take one faggot to come in and start spamming and samefagging and ruining all that hard won good will anyway. I'm not saying it's right that it's this way, just that it is and to manage your expectations.

Dear I,
Would you finally terminate this endless stutter whenever you feel nervous? Like, honestly you're being revolting, & you're quite unsightly enough. Sateto, stop getting in my way of achieving great power and fiendish charms. I'm trying to be the villain here, alright? HAHoly Mother Teresa

>>82538733
The problem with Mikey is that in essence he's a Karen having a melty at the supermarket and that's why he'll never just fade away quietly. He does feel shame when a mirror is held up to his face but, instead of fixing his shit or going quiet like normal people, he doubles down out of spite. Shame triggers a visceral fight-or-flight response in him. It's the behavior of an ego-driven person who feels the need to 'win' interactions to protect his view of himself. He has learned to turn off his trip to go on full attack-mode, which tells me he understands his behavior is shameful on some level but he still does it, still a slave to his impulses.

>>82540630
>Shame triggers a visceral fight-or-flight response in him. It's the behavior of an ego-driven person who feels the need to 'win' interactions to protect his view of himself
Classic narc tactic

GIVING JULIANAS BUTTCRACK THE GOOD OLD LICKAROO

>>82539943
Yeah I would. Remind me, how tall are you again?

>>82539256
Shitting on Mike is fun and based THOUGH, dude is a insufferable bitch and we have enough of those

>>82540718
Jules, you're a bpd shitter extraordinaire. If you think I'd have a conversation with you, then think again

>>82540769
I have bipolar type 1, not BPD. I also don't appreciate it when you reply instead of the people I replied to, I appreciate it even less when you larp as people and do the thing I used to do in order to make them look bad and hurt their reputation. Can you please take the hint and fuck off already? Thanks.

>>82540789
Lmao you're such a moron. Please stay around

hi mike here, bumped it again

>>82540816
>you're such a moron
I know!

>>82540816
Oh and appreciating you in this place always seems to be a mistake. As much as I dislike typing this, it is the truth - I am a moron especially for knowing this place's rules and not abiding to them.

N

Go fuck yourself

I

You too


G

It has been two and a half weeks since you blocked me. Why did you come back after months just to blow up on me like that again. I understand you hate me, I have done nothing but think about the apologies I owe you since long before this. Please just talk to me one more time, please have a normal conversation with me. I still care about you immensely and I want to help you. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep. Please.

>>82543025
Make sure you help yourself so that you can help your love hun. If you can't eat or sleep how will you help another

i finished the quintet trilogy back to back and now i'm doing live a live, mixed feelings about it, leaning towards enjoying it though, remaster next maybe

>>82539531
The only reason Mike has the trip code is so Maria knew what messages is his because of the larper.

You sound jealous that he is known by a trip when he would rather not be written to or responded to by anyone but her.

>>82540630
Again, it's your responses. But you are unable to take accountability for putting your face in others business.

>>82540789
>I can hurt others by larping but don't hurt me doing it.

This is the same fag narc shit. This is who the enemy of these threads is.

It is interesting to see all the threads written about Mike (from his simps) and not actually to their person.

Really goes to show what is cluttering up the threads.

>>82541895
Kek you really do want mikes cock. Haven't seen his trip so you bait just to get some attention from him. Needy much?

I wonder what the next bunch of things in this thread is, same fag simp anti mike or actual letters to people (not larps)?

>>82544061
Nice having such a mediocre normie writing style that you have to trip to be identified, stupid

Mike just woke up, he stayed up all night waiting for maria or something

>>82544244
>>82544290
Wow simps really do take the bait

Its really funny how everyone is mike to them

Is he capable of coming up with something other than "no u"?
When people started pointing out his clear narcissism, he started claiming that narcissists were after him
Now that people shit on him for responding to their posts like they're maria and seeing her everywhere (or worse imo, seeing himself in people's letters and lashing out because he thinks they're maliciously larping as him), he claims they're the ones seeing mike everywhere

It reminds me of someone I knew from this board a long time ago
He said he would write down comments and insults that actually got under his skin for later use
But he used them on different people, unlike this fuckin idiot using them on the same people who made the comments like a day later

>>82544096
I stopped larping a long time ago, I don't consider anyone as an enemy now, maybe as a nuisance at best, and all I do at people that try riling me up is laugh at them.

Hope we can get a few good letter threads in while mike's gone pretending to not be here

>>82544530
>>82544556
Looks like we found the narc LARP. Points finger at Mike saying he's a narc and accuses him of larping. Lol. Yeah you definitely don't do that anymore with all your same fagging.

So why are you so obsessed with Mike?

>>82544530
>>82544556
>>82544563
Three posts in a row. Yeah definitely not the same fag

>>82544580
I find Mike really funny actually. Well it depends on who's using the trip, some posters are more entertaining than others.

The issue is he is desperate to keep saying bad things about me to keep Maria thinking about things about me because she figured out Colton was doing this and that's how she was tricked by him.

At least she knows now and it's up to her to do something about it. Will she choose to be with the liar manipulator who larped as me and did all this to hurt how she feels about me just to trick her and make her little lie or if she come home to me and love me and see me just as she did before choosing me overall else and having everything we ever wanted with each other.

In the end. It's up to her and she gets to choose whether she wants to live a life deceived by Colton or live our truth together with me

So yeah, don't expect anything but Colton to same fag and bad mouth me and accuse others of being me, say I need help, all this other shit to trick her and manipulate her emotions about me. The truth is he is a piece of shit and in the end she is either deceived by him and lives a shit life or she comes home to me and has everything we ever wanted.

At least she knows the truth now of what he did and how he manipulated her emotions making all these Mike larps.

I love maria with all my heart and I know that she truly remembers me and knows me and she does love me. That's the truth.

So I will put this letter here to her, my Maria. For when she finally chooses to do the right thing with us, coming home to me.
Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

"Mike, I love you, remember that."

"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

"My Mike"

I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again.

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

sorry i insulted you to a homelesss crackhead
Starri
sorry your alcoholic mother
beat you till you were almost fucking 18
sorry she drowned you in cold showers
sorry everyone laughed when you defended yourself against your mother"s crackhead pet

>>82544594
I find him unintentionally funny sometimes
Like when he wants to be manipulative
He's so fucking bad at it, no one bought that he killed himself for even a second, to name just one example, you can always clock his posts immediately

just an outsiders perspective here, i think mike saw >>82544563 and then his narcissism got the better of him and his brain thunk up a storyline where he wasn't the main character with the lime light and all the attention on him and he couldn't stomach it so now he's awake for real this time, or something like that

>sass
Uh oh, someone's being gravely cheeky, right now.. almost consumed

>>82544530
100% this. It's really pathetic to see, the worst part is that he's able to lie to himself, and truly believe his non sense. It's also funny that he doesn't seem to understand the meaning of simp, considering his posts. I felt sorry for him in the first weeks, now I just laught at simping Mike

sorry i insulted you to a homelesss crackhead

sorry your alcoholic mother
beat you till you were almost fucking 18
sorry she drowned you in cold showers
sorry everyone laughed when you defended yourself against your mother"s crackhead pet

>>82544727
Yup
Why don't mods ban this i love hecking blogging basedboy faggot

Really easy to see when Colton same fag replies to himself about Mike. I wish you'd stop cluttering up the fucking thread

>>82544727
>Outsider perspective
You're such a fucking idiot. And in your number in 47. LOL

>>82544819
Which posts are samefags? Can you mass quote them? I just wanna show you my (you)s and maybe the others can do the same, for your peace of mind

>for Colton
It's alright, talking newspaper, you've been apologizing all your sorry life for madeup narratives. You could try saving some brain matter in the meantime, instead of giving all that head to some rule34 AI.

>>82544819
Colton number one cheerleader

>>82544871
Geg are we sure its a hundred percent canonical that mike isn't a sissy getting off to colton cucking him or something

>>82544887
Not sure.. so far we know he likes to dress up and play girl inside of these threads so its not far fetched to think so

I can't breathe in this house. I just want to get away from you.

>>82544871
what a blast from the past!
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/search/text/cheerleader/username/TheSpaceBetween/
anyone else has nostalgia for old letter thread meltdowns?

>>82544530
Denial and projection is in the DARVO narcissistic playbook. All these shitters are like this. The only people defending Michael are shitters because they feel themselves under attack through him . . .

>>82544951
Not surprised Colton is a stinky butthole cheerleader

>>82544967
Lol You are literally proving that you are the narc pointing fingers at Mike saying he is that

>>82544848
He doesn't want peace of mind, he wants to go deeper into his delusions

>>82544980
>"If you verbally identify someone as a narc, even if you can articulate what behaviours of theirs qualify the label, it means YOU are the narc!"
Tell me you're a fucking moron without telling me

I think it'll all come out in the wash. Maria will just watch whenever there's a new post negative about Mike and see if Colton has been in his phone making it.

>>82545006
Yup keep it up bud. Definitely going to make others believe you if you keep bashing on Mike you're not just projecting on him

>>82545019
but michael...maria has not been in the letter thread in...years....

I need to POOF PUFF out of here, you guys.
Martha and Colton are after me. And they're very, very scary.

Everyone needs to calm their tits.

Maria sees what Colton is doing. It's easy to watch from her perspective. >>82545019

Colton can same fag and dig himself a hole as much as he wants. I'll just let him do that.

>>82545082
This. I astroprojected into maria's physical being just now and I can assure you that woman has been sexually satisfied in your prolonged absence. Everything is right in the world.

As opposed to astral projecting, which is for amateurs.

Very few can harness the trajectory of a star's pull.
*nod, nod, nod, *

Not really concerned about anything. Everything will work out the way it's meant to and I'll just be me.

Here have a funny so everyone calms their tits

anything mike can do, coltgod can do harder, better, faster, stronger

>>82545138
A stars pull from sun to moon, from moon to sun

It'll happen naturally. Just as it did before.

There is a yellow flame inside me and it blazes with LAUGHTER.

Please lay off the paranormal huffium, I'd like to stay focused for at least half an hour, I have something to do. Thanks.

>>82544840
what? i havent posted in a letter thead in months because mike kept accusing me of being his girlfriends boyfriend.
if youre starting to confuse identities maybe its a sign youve had too much /letter/ thread for today :)

To everyone

i dislike you and dislike your company when your motivation is getting an opportunity to blog at me.
it feels as if my great talks are only to be suffered through while you longingly wait for that light at the end of the tunnel.

>>82545444
I remember posts where you said you were several times in The last couple months. Really doesn't matter. Your a fucking idiot and even schadenfoid thinks so

>>82545533
>schadenfoid
doesn't ring a bell

Cronos the new dawn
Silent Hill f
Metal gear solid delta
Borderlands 4
Dying light the beast
Hellraiser

6 bangers. Damn.

it is not really about what you say because you are significantly more sad than me. it is about the fact you are a daily annoyance regardless of if i avoid you.

Laughing, I mentally can't stop fucking laughing, dear Jesus in heaven, all of this is just so funny, watching some people steep so low is something I would have never imagined happening and seeing it makes me want see them so that I can laugh in their face even harder, it wouldn't even be the first time I see one of them in person either, as a matter of fact I went on two dates with her, the other one I'd see in person for the same time and would just greet while trying hard not to laugh, the last one is more difficult, I'd be tempted to laugh the hardest with that one but I want to give that person the benefit of the doubt even if I really should not. Shit, if it weren't for nicotine I couldn't even focus on the actual shit I have to get done. God help me.

>>82545721
If you didn't act like such a silly little prick I wouldn't laugh at you so hard. Think about it. Or cope by diving in the abyss that your mentally ill brain as as your default state, whichever helps you most idk bro lol.

>>82545975
gonna travel to where i live and stalk me across the grocery store fumbling to make conversation again? you already did this twice.

>>82546080
How about you look up from your phone at me for once in your goddamn life

>>82546165
i would rather read dribble on a screen than look at you.

A

I wish you would contact me. I miss you so much, I have only been with 2 people since we stopped.

>>82546080
I don't think I ever met you in person and if I did I would just laugh.

>>82546165
Fuck off.

>>82546080
Oh actually nevermind: I may know you from IRL and if we do we went on two dates together. I would definitely laugh at you if I were to see you again lmao.

Whoever posted fool's gold in the last thread ..
thank you for that

In my mind, I like to think the person she was writing to was me

>>82546244
you would not get the chance. i literally ran away from you the two times i saw you. if only i were faster.

>>82546430
That's not what happened lol.
I asked you out twice and you lead me on twice with excuses.
In the first date someone else dragged you along to meet me and you went your merry way after we were done with ice cream. You tried saving face by saying it was your idea and I didn't buy it, not even for one second.
For the second date you texted me like three times, you met me weirdly enough, and you would've been up for some intimacy if I had I noticed the physical escalation - you slapping my arm for a good two minutes.
But it's a good thing my first time wasn't with you. You were hot, sure. When you were 20, not about 50. You have all of the right curves in the right places... But you're old.
And you're a manipulator. A good one at that, but not good enough. You betrayed yourself the last time I asked you out. You betrayed yourself multiple times if I think about it. And now you did what I thought you would do and I'm laughing. Hard. Both at you and my """"""""dear friend"""""""". lmao.

>>82546486
And you know what's the best thing? I came to this place because the burden of having treated three different girls from here like shit was gnawing at me. So I tried making amends at them because that's the right thing to do. I could leave this place now and never come back, but one of them would be saddened by me leaving. So I'm staying, because I think she deserves happiness. You however, only deserve to get laughed at.

>>82546486
Also, for additional clarity: I asked you out three times. The first two you blew me off, the last one was after the dates, like a month after the dates, you suddenly were busy all day for things unrelated to work and didn't even do the most basic thing to show interest: asking me when was my next day off.

On one hand it's fair: you only wanted friendship... And I lovebombed you thanks to inexperience. On the other hand... I'll leave the rest of the puzzle up to you, granny.

>granny

kek literal old fart

>>82546609
Nearly 50 lmao. But as I said, all the right curves in the right places, it's too bad when you get too close you start noticing the wrinkles. Protip: drink more water, old tart. lol

>>82546238
No why don't you get out of the phone when you are in the same room as me.

Don't you see me looking at you and wanting to talk?

If I have to go through your phone while you are sleeping, I'm doing it for you.

The cute threads and other "teehee aren't i such a silly billy~" type of threads are thinly veiled pro suicide threads. For it tells you that not even here, out of any place online, is there a place to go. No place left to to go

>>82546316
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gpVscF-Y7xo

>>82546528
>>>/adv/33685036
"I personally like my new ruleset: don't flirt with anybody in 4chan if you're not in direct contact with them.
Keep interactions polite - with one caveat: if they try pissing me off, laugh at them."

>What to say to isolate someone away from everyone else 101

>>82546970
It doesn't make sense to flirt with people from here without being in contact with them beforehand because I know exactly what happens every single time. They feel lead on the second I get one day where I can't be on 4chan 24/7 and that is the best case scenario. I despise the concept of leading people on like few other things, as I've been lead on myself many times. If you find any fault in my logic I'm welcome to listen you say your opinion.

Anyone else thinking Suzan Monarez is really hot? She's all class unlike that guy dipped in bronzer. Seeing intelligent people like her getting muscled out of their positions by Cheeto's bootlickers is fucking infuriating.
Get your house in order, ffs.

I HATE WHORES
YOUR STINKY DIRTY VAGINAS MAKE ME SICK

>curse

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH you are turning to dust as we speak

>>82547258
plenty of fish in the sea anony

>>82547072
I feel more suffocated by the people around me physically every day then anyone here.

>>82547300
That has to do with the specific person you are around. If you feel suffocated by someone off site around you daily then separate yourself from that person.

>>82547300
Well congratulations for complely misunderstanding my post. My point is that I'm not in any of the 4chan discords and that's where one is actually meant to interact with people. How do you think everyone knows everyone in here despite never having publicly traded contact info?
As for what you meant, I suggest you read on the hedgehogs' dilemma. I also suffer from it but to a very lesser extent compared to how I used to be more than a decade ago.

>>82546185
>I have only been with 2 people
>only

>>82544669
>Mike I only love you
Goes on dates with Colton.
Okay

>>82547282
None that will hold my hand and give me kisses when I'm sad

I wonder how much longer this nightmare will last. Two weeks of hell, and continuing hell because I dared to speak the truth that you don't want to confront. I thought you were different. I thought you were someone who could be an equal, but like everyone else you'd rather cope in a realm of zero responsibility. You see the evil deeds from the past in innocent parties who had no relation to your abusers. You lash out at the innocent thinking it will harm those who hurt you, because you blame the world and avoid the truth instead of facing your problems head on. What happened to you is horrible, but it's only you can overcome it. You can't hold everyone else accountable for the actions of other people and claim you hold no control because of it. It's the same pattern of how the abused become abusers. Like a child beater who got beat as a child; having a kid who beats their kids too. Same old shit passed down, and the cycle of abuse continues because no one in the chain bothers to address their trauma. It's someone else who should feel it too, and whose to blame. Which isn't right, because the person who hurt you is to blame and the world is just unfair. Adults have to learn to cope with unfairness instead of hating the world.

l
its been fun talking with you! i hope we can continue. you are also very sweet and i like when you make me laugh and say my name.
k

the more i hear about this colton the more i think he's a pretty straight fella

>>82547719
Colton is someone Mike dislikes so I guess you're right and he's an OK guy, respectable even. He might even be virtuous as these traits seem to trigger Mike to no end, evidenced by his unending ramblings.

>>82547636
Who's this for? What's their initial?

>>82548030
This post actually proves that Colton is a same fag faggot . The fact that he says these things is not virtuous and he is not respectable. Already it has been proven that he is spineless emotionally manipulative narc when he contacted Mike on discord and acted like he was Maria to try to take up info. His same fagging here as well just proves he is not a good person.

>>82548494
This gave me insight on something that happened to me when I was throwing turbo autistic meltdowns here a few years ago. Or better yet, it cleared a suspicion I always had. Thank you for that, whoever you may be.
t. julian

How fucking stupid are you. You know this makes me feel the opposite because I can see that you're just fucking lying about who you are. You knoe I feel trapped and said you would give me space I feel like I can't breathe when I'm in the same room as you. The one place I can go to relax and you're shitting it up here.

It's over.

>>82548528
Before anyone asks, no this isn't to mike.

I am going to suffocate you until you explode and then I'm still not going to let go I love you I love you I love YOU T_T

>>82545721
Chckn, he loves you tremendously. Don't give up now, you nearly had him!

>>82548222
None of the regulars. It's more a vent then anything else so I'd rather not say, because talking about it always makes things get worse. All I will say is that it's someone I care about who I hope gets better and I hope I'll see again.

>>82549220
I'll make the assumption you're post was for me and you are someone I hold dear:
I went on a laughter spree outside of /letter/ tonight and a few innocents may have been victim of my, frankly speaking, bullying. I'd do it again, this time making sure I get only the intended people. If you're who I'm thinking of I also laughed at you... Not out of malice, but because you posted some things that reminded me how much I used to simp for you, seeing the roles reversed was funny.
Be well in any case.

>>82549255
One thing I forgot, again, making the same assumptions as before: if it is you, I didn't make amends for doxxing you. I ask for your forgiveness.

>>82549255
>>82549292
If you hold someone dear you would not bully and laugh at them. If you care about someone you would be kind, compassionate, and honest. Not make them cry and then laugh at them.

>>82549292
They never doxxed me. Don't worry it wasn't you. I won't reply to others so all other posts after this one and >>82549220 aren't me.

>>82549316
The situation I have with the girl I'm thinking of is a mess, to put it very bluntly. If you are her, you know why it's a mess and you know both of us better come to a compromise. I can openly talk about my part of the deal, being stopping being a fat fuck. And yes, I do feel bad when I think about how I treated her. I'm not willing to say any more than that, save for the fact I never met her in real life. It's up to her if she wants to talk about her part of the story.

>>82549347
As if you would stop being a fat fuck, lose some weight first then try again.

>>82549361
Is this a challenge? There was a time when I weighed 135 pounds, getting there wasn't particularly hard.
And are you really sure you're not on about me? There used to be a time some four years ago or so where I'd spew shit all over everyone on both /letter/ and /r9k/ in general. This part
>You see the evil deeds from the past in innocent parties who had no relation to your abusers. You lash out at the innocent thinking it will harm those who hurt you, because you blame the world and avoid the truth instead of facing your problems head on.
reminds me of myself, that's why I asked if you were on about me.

I wonder what falling asleep in your arms would of been like.....

I'm going to look at your phone while you are sleeping. I need to know and don't care how you feel about that. If you would just do what I want then I wouldn't have to do this. And I'm not being controlling or impeding on you. If I'm marrying you there is no boundaries and you need to do what I want

And you can't say I didn't say anything because I said it here and if you didn't see this then that's your problem not mine. And don't even think about changing the passcode or hiding it because I'm going to do it whenever you let your guard down.

>>82549715
>>82549732
If this is my bf then please don't you are just going to make yourself crazy and it'll never be enough for you and this will be like the third fucking time you've done this. I'm tired of worrying you are going through my phone or computer every time you leave the bed by yourself. Just trust me for fuck's sake

>>82549750
Wow. Those are huge not just red flags, but really bad things. The fact that he did it twice and in such a way that it's sneaky and conniving. You would never be able to trust a person who does that to you. That is a core fault and it's not just insecurity but controlling, oppressive, disrespectful, and greasy. You should know that he lies to you in this kind of thing that you catch him doing is who he actually is. Do you really want to be with someone like that? Think about stinky grease and rotting food chunks at the bottom of the trash can. That's who you're choosing to be with. There's so much better out there than someone like that

>>82549750
get outta there.

>>82549750
You should know that if he disrespects that kind of boundary that he's not just looking at things on your devices, but he's most likely copying them and deleting certain things, he might even delete photos, text messages, emails just to isolate and control you. I can't imagine being with someone as horrible as that

>>82550044
The worst thing he did was block people I don't even talk to anymore which was crazy overkill. He's just insecure. He also dug up really old shit from before I met him and thought it was recent. Digging just causes conflict I just wish he'd stop making problems for us out of nothing life sucks enough

You know that even if he reassured you that he's not going to do it and that he trusts you or whatever he's just lying to your face and he's going to do it anyway behind your back.

I would make backups of all your things like contacts, photos and change all your passwords. So even if he does get in he won't actually get away with doing creepy shit on your devices

>>82550057
Stand up for yourself. Unblock and reverse everything that he's done. You should get out of there and break up with him. There's someone out there who actually loves you for who you are and isn't trying to control you like that. Doing that kind of behavior is just isolating you and cutting off connections so we can control and remove your autonomy as a person. It's fucking weird Dahmer shit. You can't trust someone like that

>>82550057
You say that that's the worst thing he did, but the fact is you don't know what he did on your devices. Most likely that is just what you found out. There's probably text messages, emails, contacts missing from your phone. Photos deleted. He probably copied them onto a USB stick as well because he's a creep. That's the kind of person you're dealing with

Watch how drastically his personality changes when you tell him you want to break up. His mask will go away and you'll see who you were really dealing with. It might be a period where he fakes it for a bit but at some point you'll see.

>>82550078
>>82550068
He's not dumb but he's not that smart, he even fucked up trying to block some old contacts and only archived them instead. He didn't do anything else I don't think

>>82550090
You're just telling yourself that. He absolutely did other things. That is just the kind of person he is. Someone who is sneaky and manipulative like that. All that happened is you saw a glimpse of the true him. There's so much you don't see that he lies to you about or sneaks behind your back and does. Someone who goes on other people's devices doesn't just do a couple things. They go all the way and copy your shit in case you leave him so he can use it against you or still have you in some way. It's fucking weird

i hope my ex ends up with someone like that so she understands what being isolated actually means.

>>82550103
He does keep saying "most women would've left me by now" and asking me to reassure me that I'm his all the time. It makes me feel accused and like he is always suspicious of me I just wish he'd stop and understand I try hard every day to be a good gf to him and my only focus is my health and making friends right now

>>82550104
Yeah and that if she ever reactively. called you controlling or manipulative she'll understand that you weren't being that way because now that she's experienced actual creepy weird controlling manipulative behavior she will appreciate you so much more and understand perspective.

>>82550121
Hes guilt tripping you. He's using narcissistic behavior to make you see him as a victim so that it's justified to take advantage of you. You should feel accused because he's not just accusing you of being against him or whatever but he's accusing you of being an actual person who deserves respect and has autonomy. He does not love you for who you are. He just wants to control you and use you in some way. Attention, your body, whatever but it's not about who you are at all. He will say that, it's a lie. You're focus shouldn't be how to be a good girlfriend him. It's how to get away from him. If you have to move back in with your folks now it's the time to do it. They will understand if you explain what's going on. He is a fucking creep and they will help protect you from him. Block his number, delete all his photos, every single thing. Just get out of there

Just be prepared that when you say that you are done with him and are breaking up that you are ready to get in the car and leave. Do not stay in the house after that point. Do not interact with him after that point. If you have to leave a note and just leave sometimes that's best. As long as you block them completely you can close this chapter of your life and everything will get better for you.

>>82550142
He killed my dog on accident earlier this year and I am stuck in picrel freeze response and my mom told me not to guilt him about it

>>82550153
That wasn't an accident. He did it to isolate and control you. He wanted to make you depressed and lonely and cling to him more so he killed the dog. It's sociopathic narc behavior. Fucking creep

It's important also to reevaluate everything he has told you about others. He will do that to isolate and control you. Remove healthy people from your life, remove love interest who are more compatible and actually love you as a person from your life.

>>82550164
Thanks for replying to me I've only told chatgpt and a trauma server about this. I have no friends.

>>82550173
reminds me of what colton did to manipulate marias emotions and how she percieved me. I truly did love her and I hope she remembers me just as I was when we were together, how I cared for her and helped her grow, encouraged her passion and interests., saw things that could help her and supported her. I was so excited for our trip.

>>82550179
You should think about if there's anyone in your life or was in your life who loves you for you. That will help you understand how love actually feels

What Mike says here about how he was with Maria
>>82550194
That is actual love. And it's a really good example of how a narc can manipulate others emotions to isolate them and control who they are. I hope Mike is fine with it but let's look at him as an example so you can see how a narcissist works to isolate you and control how you are, how you feel and perceive other people. It really is unfortunate that people same fag and attack him, and there have been several reactions to those attacks that would never have been a thing in person with her. That is the kind of activity that an narc does to make others perceive someone differently, manipulative conniving and sneaky shit, the same kind of behavior like your boyfriend is going through your phone. It's all forms of control, accusing someone of mental illness, narc behavior. Unfortunately online through words it is easy to be manipulated and fooled. It is best to do what Mike was saying and remember that person for who they are when you were with them because their actions during that time, the ways they were with you, there are actual voice, that is who they actually are. That is how you should perceive someone. I just know I'm going to get a ton of responses about Mike from the narc same fag I truly believe that if you take away the reactions that Mike did it towards narc behavior remember him for who he actually is He's actually a really good guy and he really does love Maria. That's why he stayed for her all this time, even through all the difficulties. No one else I know would ever do that for someone they love

>>82550234
Mike has personally hurt my feelings a lot responding to my vent posts with weirdness when I was in distress he's a terrible example. He's hurt a lot of people with his posting even if he doesn't realize it. Vulnerable people don't need more headaches

>>82550242
Most likely he was on edge because of the narc going at him and thought you were attacking him. Like I said take away the reactions the person did caused by the narc attacking them and see them for who they actually are. I have seen Mike help a lot of people and care for them. He has a heart which is very rare. Anytime that he has ever been mean has been because of reactions of being attacked here by the narc. I bet you anything that if you messaged Mike and told him how you felt directly then he will talk it out with you and you will see him for who he is.

>>82550269
Thanks for your answer, Mike. I'll hang up and wait for you to make another narcissistic samefag post.

>>82550242
I have Mike on discord and have chatted with him and spend time with him gaming. He is very different than on here. He is really a good guy and cares about others. Whenever I have had any difficulties I have messaged him and he was there for me through them even though he didn't have to be. The way he was there for me is in a way that never asked for anything back for me. I wasn't all right and he said okay I'll be here until you're better. No one else would do that for me. He's never asked for anything in return. It's unfortunate the environment here is manipulated and controlled by narc same fagging to then interpret what Mike says as bad, constantly accusing mike of things.

>>82550286
This is all a little too weird for me I'm gonna just leave the thread

>>82550273
Exactly what I was talking about. The narcissen accuses Mike of doing exactly what the narc is doing. Mike isn't even here and I am a completely different person. But the narc is going to shape the environment and accuse Mike of things to make others think things badly of him.

I promise you that if you message Mike directly and hang out with him you'll see how we actually is and it becomes so much more apparent with the narc does here to make others perceive my badly and how he makes both specifically to bother Mike

>>82550294
Not sure why it would be weird. What Colton did the Mike is just a really good example of how narcissists manipulate others to perceive some differently than how they actually are

I hope you're able to get away from the abusive boyfriend. Good luck

>>82550295
I am here. I appreciate you. Thank you for that. I am not going to post because I don't feel this is a safe space and the narc is just going to do what you were saying.

My heart goes out to the girl with the abusive bf. I hope she finds someone who loves her for her, all of her.

>>82550242
I apologize for hurting your feelings. I hope you understand that I do care. If you would like we can talk directly. I would like to better understand you.

My heart goes out to you about what you are going through with what you were describing you are dealing with the abusive bf.

I know what it is like to lose a pet. Grief is very difficult and I wish that did not happen to you. I'm here if you ever need someone to chill with.

Those two lowercase baits are pathetic dogshit, you can do better than this.

new tripcode? new tripcode.
today was a nice day.
i got myself - and my space - cleaned up.
playing inside my own head, maladaptive daydreaming... it's addictive.

Thoughts are positive, I'm having fun with my thoughts for a change.

Keeping on and keeping on... still not able to do much, just getting things cleaned up was hard enough...

This whole thing has been a major regression... a major regression, but maybe a needed one. I've been so sick lately. But I feel like maybe I'll be on the right track soon.

>>82549316
You're speaking to someone with BPD. Don't waste your time, Anon

>>82550599
Multiple people in real life that know something about psychology told me I'm bipolar type 1. If I were to actually have BPD I'd simply accept it and work on it instead of being in denial. I should try getting myself assessed just to be sure.

>>82550234
Jesus Christ you're fucking dumb

>>82550622
Yep. Get that assessment, shitter

>>82549316
>Not make them cry and then laugh at them
I didn't notice the specific wording.
I laughed at her first because she posted "I am yours" out of the blue, I don't know if she cried after. I never had direct contact with her, if I had I would not be here in first place. Here as in /r9k/.

>>82550634
I've just spent more time with him not here on discord gaming and hanging out. So I know him better than you.

>>82550647
What if the assessment says bipolar type 1, obsessed little faggot? Will you eat your proverbial hat?
If the assessment says borderline I would take whatever shit pills they gave me, and if they didn't work I would turn to the life of a hermit even more than I already have.

>>82550660
You claim you know him, but your post reeks of retard. You could spend twenty years with the man and still have a retarded take. Your perception is that of an imbecile, and it means little

>>82550634
I don't think that person is dumb. That person is very well spoken, and I think they did a great job summarizing what real love is like.

>>82550712
And just like that, as if on cue, another moron appears. I love this place

>>82550722
Can you explain why you think that my opinion is wrong? You're calling me stupid but you aren't saying why.

>>82550732
Why would I? You learn rather early on that even conversing with a stupid person is a waste of time. So no. Why would I waste my time trying to get some moron to see what he can't see on account of being a moron? No thanks

>>82550768
You know, I think there's a good quote by someone that fits this situation. Something along the lines of, you should be willing to argue with anyone, because there's plenty of time for silence when you're dead.

If you think I'm a moron going forward, and won't even bother to engage in a 2 way conversation, because of your own preconceptions and biases, then just don't bother replying to me in the first place. You don't know me, I presume, or have any prior knowledge about me, so it's not really fair for you to make any assessment or judgement about what I'm capable of, how smart or stupid I am, etc. I try my best not to judge someone's intelligence off one post on 4chan, and I'd suggest you do the same.

>>82550803
Lmao. Yeah okay retard

Mike, it's you. Again. You're too dumb to LARP as someone else convincingly. It was the case when you faked your suicide (any time you did that) and it is the case now. Your understanding of human nuances is autistic at best. You just can't, man. There's no shame in that. Why would you even want to be good at that? It's scumbaggery. Be glad it's not in your toolset and try to be a good person instead maybe.
Now you're gonna say:
>"huhuhu you're seeing mike everywhere, that means you're le narc-"
...and for that I'll just refer you to the post that covered that yesterday. The one about your no-you tendencies.

>>82550851
He actually seems like he could be an ok guy to talk to if he got a handle on his extreme narcissism and delusions. Instead he's just going to do his parrot routine. BWAAAAK no you're a narc BWAAAAK no you're delusional!

no attention will be given to you, lol. try again later.

Yeah you'd rather respond to vulnerable people who might give you an arm and a leg to suck on like the leech that you are. Like that person earlier in the thread that you offered to talk to. Even better if you think the poster is female. Yeah, people can tell. People can tell everything with you, again, too dumb.

>>82550927
i literally just got here. >>82550803
haven't read the entire thread.

>>82550870
I'm afraid that's all there is to him. He's been at it for too long and too consistently for it to be just an ugly episode. I've known people like that. People who have swings once or twice a year where they're a little off, often triggered by life events, but are cool outside of that. That ain't what we have here.

>>82550953
>>82550884
>>82550803
Mike is not a good example of love, because Love involves selflessness, sacrifice, putting someone before yourself.

He has been on a nearly 2 year long emotional breakdown where he will regularly post 60 posts in a row about his need to fuck the shit out of maria, asking her to remember how his cock felt inside her, about how he fucks other girls but it doesn't hit the same way as maria, and then at the same time say that maria is a virgin who has never had sex. He says that it is love that he feels, but in reality it is self-centered around what he wants.

He is entirely focused on what he wants, and it's a one sided relationship where he is endlessly begging for attention that just isn't here, maybe has never been here. He claims this is his safe space where he posts this mental breakdown so as to "work through" his emotions, but there is never any growth, so in reality it's just a coping mechanism.

He claims that we are obsessed with him for reading his posts when 30-40% of every thread is him arguing seemingly with himself. Once he even posted his own cock. He isn't in love, he is in narcissist lust. He doesn't intend to serve maria, he intense to claim her flesh as his own and is clinging on to messages that she sent him over 5 years ago, while she has moved on and dated other men during that time.

He has found the other men she has dated and harassed them, then claims that they were actually the ones harassing him. It's sad really.

>>82550953
Oh yeah my bad. You're just some new trip who popped up this morning and immediately made this post defending another totally-not-mike anon >>82550712
Understanding of human nuance: -10

>>82551019
As someone who has personally had their posts shit on by mike in the past (you can search "runit" up on the archive if you want") you can see I've been pretty aggressive with mike in the past but I still respect him. He comes from a good place, but yes, at times mike is an asshole. You should also be careful having 1:1 conversations with him, or reading his posts, because he attempts to hypnosis in both. And it works quite well. What the aim is there, I don't really know.

>>82551019
>how he fucks other girls but it doesn't hit the same way as maria, and then at the same time say that maria is a virgin who has never had sex

What's funny is that he also had a meltdown when he found out she'd been involved with other men after moving on from him. For like a day or two he said he was done and there was hope around here that he would actually leave and move on. Somewhere along the way his wires got crossed and she became once again his loyal virgin moon who only reflects his light even after ghosting him o algo.

>>82551082
Good thing no one reads you-*cough cough* sorry about that, HIS long ass posts

>"letter thread"
>look inside
>its just 3 schizophrenics arguing

>>82551084
>once again his loyal virgin moon who only reflects his light even after ghosting him o algo.
Yeah. He idolizes his favorite person. He has bpd. I also have bpd. Mine has gotten a lot better after doing serious therapy and personal work.

What mike does, however, is perhaps a bit more than idolization. It's more like deification. For him his favorite person becomes an all-consuming God, his meaning for existence. If he didn't have that, he would probably be so hopeless he'd blow his brains out. And I've been there too in the past, and I've been hospitalized for it countless times, and it sucks.

It's easy to end up being fucked up when you're in a cycle where you do nothing but hate yourself and feel like an inadequate fuckup 24/7. I've made much of these same mistakes. So I don't hold it against him. That's why I advocate for him. But I'll also bitch at him. Because I bitch at everyone.

>>82551105
*cough cough* *braps on you* *shits down your throat*

I wish the anon who calls out the "I see myself in them" narcy bullshit was here right now, I don't have the energy

>>82551169
I can make an half assed attempt.

I see myself a lot in runit, especially the huge ego and the unwarranted sense of self importance. He is like a lesser version than me. I am literally the centre of the universe. Everything revolves around me, and the world exists merely to please me. I am entitled to literally each and every single one of my whims, and everyone exists only to entertain me and get used and abused by me.

How did I do?

I am hopeful over the next two months things don't get worse. Praying I get this job. One day at a time. Do what I need to do. Just breathe, and focus. I know things will work out. Everything will be alright. Just have to keep doing the things I need to do.

>>82550927
It's obvious that I want to talk to females and not retarded men who only put you down Mr. Sherlock Holmes. I am not dumb, you are an ego tripping dipshit that can't comprehend the most basic of things. Every post you write has an air of self imprtance and it's the most pathetic thing that ever comes out of a human being. You're not special grow up

>>82552218
but when maria does it she's a hoe or something

>>82548525
Mike that total retard is too fucking dense to samefag convincingly. I'm your mom and I'm very, very disappointed in you, reading all this drivel. I thought I've taught you better than this. I'll keep this as a secret but ffs, stop this non-sense.

Remember that time I made a blurry anon to fuck with your categorizer, and then you all went mega aggro?
And then remember that time I made this thread the most interesting thing on the whole website even without Eric and Kris shitting it up with their boring spam and abuses of authority?
Oh and remember when I low key blew open how Josh Drew is helping destroy free speech in our country by jumping on his ex gf's windshield?
Remember when I exposed that ONA is a glowie conduit to [redacted] and that [redacted] was a glowie shared account, so Mike/Kris basically threatened to kill me?

Considering I'm truly some rando, I guess the intelligentsia is not especially verbally creative after all. Good times.

>>82552587
Careful or you might establish predication for me to call out evil, narcissistic behavior and then start living my own life.

>>82552602
I'm legitimately scared and my anus puckered up something fierce. I could cut tool steel right now. I guess I'll sit this one out.

>>82552587
I wasn't on about Mike, I'm not even entirely sure he used that trip back then. What I realized is that I never privately spoke with the girl I was infatuated with. The person that posted their contact when I asked was her boyfriend. Funny.

>You could try saving some brain matter in the meantime, instead of giving all that head to some rule34 AI.
This hit a lot closer to home than I am willing to admit.

>>82552590
Take your meds goofy

>>82552701
These meds don't change this nightmare at all so why bother. Both worlds are fucked up.
What is lithium supposed to do, anyways.
Only Maria is able to lift this curse.

>>82550173
I know that. It's just that I have strong ties to the people that supported my alcoholic way for all those years. Ultimately he skirts justice not but he can be a bit disrespectful and he wants to be the bull with the gf and I want to evaporate all the good things they and him do so I can just leave; but no the money and beer and weed has to be constant. Fuck this fuck that and the bastard fuck him and shit has to be the mantra of everyone but him. Sherm worms. You call me an invalid Nancy. It all makes me need to cry and get treated. A drink and that is what I need and get, don't know how to let go, blimey. Like my ash used to say, Problematic Pete strikes again. My solution is an alcoholic solution and I refuse to be innovative. Never seen such calamity in interaction as with dealing with your homewreck, honestly. Homewrecker calamity doesn't make any sense but hey FUCK HIM. Just stop. Playing right into their hand.

Mayor Kusanagi still thinks she can lead me to salvation. I respect her idealism but she should know better than trying to lead me into the light. I'm vantablack. Only death will cure me of this curse.

o,
these threads are corny but i have no one :(
why did you pretend to love me, i daydreamed about you constantly and wanted to be with you forever.. im not mad at you, im just so sad

>>82552795
I'm sorry, babe, but this is just the way I roll. Take it or leave it. I recommend the latter. This is not a place for marshmallows like you. You'll get your sweet face melted. You need to go back.

>oh no he smoked pot once
Think about the amount of people who smoke pot, including my accusers. Some even do cocaine.

And I know everyone hates me for no reason, I know everyone just gonna tell me it was a long time ago, get over it, you just dont believe in psychology, etc. I dont care. My life is a living hell and jts all because some stupid redheaded bitch told people to stalk me.

Colton is winning

>>82553362
Coltons a bitch

>>82553235
>Some even do cocaine.
Oh no, how horrible.

>>82553435
No but they go after me because I smoked pot once in college, I found their secret

>>82553500
A lot of people are scumbags like this, manipulators and hypocrites. They will trash you for minor shit despite being worse.

Why is his imaginary enemy named colton anyway? Is he supposed to be like a big dumb jock type as opposed to the nerdier more sensitive mike?

>>82553545
Nerdier, more sensitive. Girls like him because of his Emo haircut

>>82553500
That's one of the most absurd reasons for persecuting someone. I wonder what they'd do to me if they heard what kind AND how much drugs I used to do during my weekends.

>she isn't replying to me at all
Holy shit it's so fucking over, serves me right for laughing at her after she told me "I'm yours". I'll take my massive L and leave in shame. Forgive me

>>82553672
>laughing at her after she told me "I'm yours"
Top lad
Don't be ashamed, always crack jokes when weird bitches try their romance novel lines on you, she wasn't the right one

>>82553552
>That's one of the most absurd reasons for persecuting someone.

No. No it isn't. Drug use is actually a huge problem in society, yes including weed, and things like meth and crack cocaine are an outright scourge. You're some nihilistic /r9k/ fag and they have a fucking drug user general on this godless shithole board so you think it's normal, but it actually isn't, and drugs will literally fucking ruin your life. I think you should take a good, long look in the mirror and realise where you are and what you're co-signing before acting like criticizing drug use is "absurd" or that moralfags are beyond the pale and have gone too far this time.

It also speaks to the absolute fucking state of this place that most of you are chronically high and tweaking out with every post you write, half the barely sentient, barely intelligible retards in this very thread are probably on something

>>82553717
kek

>>82554005
Only the people doing it do drugs themselves and are only looking for reasons to pull someone down

Dear Letter Thread
I recently quit weed because it's not valid or cool
It has been 3 weeks since I quit!

>>82553717
>>82553717
>always crack jokes when weird bitches try their romance novel lines on you
It wasn't a joke and she was the right one. I'll find a way to cope.

Birdy can't happen. If she did then everything would be spoiled, everyone would know who I am and what was going on. She's too iconic to be a part of this and it's breaking my heart every time I have this realization. I needed her so badly to be real. She's too perfect for me, for this world, for us all. If she is the one then she will have to exist in secret. We will have the first couple of years together but once I hit the scene then she has to remain hidden.

Either that or we won't meet for another decade. I'll have the girls but I'll feel awfully alone. I don't want anymore secrets held back from me. Conspiracy theories of why we are all here.

If gwen hides away and it's just me... I'll manage but it will be one hell of a lonely existence. Who is the other? There is no way that gwen made me just so that I would be all alone in this world.

>>82554596
originally proud of you anon

i had a french friend i met off of here 2 years ago. we had liked making jokes about french frogs (we'd say "opp opp grenouille") and it was silly. if youre still here, my friend, id love to talk again

>>82554876
thanks I think I'll be able to get a girlfriend now that I'm not a pothead loser!! <(^o^)>

>>82554974
correction: it was eep opp
also, if you are here, i want to apologize for being so awful to you. theres no excuse, but i can explain in dms

>french "people"
ick

>>82555038
Funnily enough it was always the pothead skaters getting the girls

kirk's takin one for his team, that's what he would've wanted. how many more need to get assassinated before they change their gun laws like most other countries? instead all trump does in response is cancel and kill his workhorses that don't agree with him politically. trump's a buffoon

I hope you don't mind if I talk with your ex, she is your ex after all. Despite the fact I laughed at her, I like her.

>>82555510
...Not that I need your permission for that. I only live once and I like to think of 'take every opportunity life gives you' as my motto.

>>82555510
How to instantly destroy friendships the post

>>82555567
Considering how many potential girlfriends you stole from me we consider us even.

Imagine trying to fight a war where your enemy can read your every thought. It's fucking impossible. I'm kept in the dark because every plan I come up with is instantly known. And since I have no resources, any long term plan means the people with billions can easily figure out what the fuck I'm doing.

All I can do is react and they aren't saying shit to me anymore. They aren't going to let me play a part in this anymore. They can keep torturing me but honestly I don't think the "Good" guys care at fucking all. This has been going on for 200 days and no one has done shit.

I did it though. I did my part. I showed the world what I was made of. I took a fucking beating. They say you don't know the measure of a man until you've tortured him and they found out who I fucking was. I showed them that I was an actual super intelligence. I can read people, I can play them despite them reading my mind. I showed them that I was a leader, a natural born killer. I showed them I knew when to run and when to fight. I'm just making plans.

Making plans. Over and over.

>>82555510
>>82555525

You are cringe and if this was my ex I wouldn't be worried at all. Imagine posting this as a flex, insecure af.

>>82555846
The only way they can hurt me is to go after Birdy or the Maidens. Gwen wouldn't have told me about either of them if they were ever to be in actual danger though. I have no idea where they are. I'm really hoping for france though, that seems like actual paradise. I'm not worried about them at all. I know they probably have a fucking FORTRESS around them at all times and their location is completely unknown. The bad guys don't have the resources to track them down even if they wanted to anymore. They are too focused on me.

And what kind of evil mother fuckers would go after a group of unarmed, raped little girls? Like, that is cartoonishly evil. They would do it though, I know they would. These are the same people that vibrated my asshole for a couple months straight and they are the ones that were raping these girls in the first place knowing exactly what would happen to them in the end. These people literally rape little girls to death and have done it to multiple girls throughout their lives.

And they know that if they ever managed to touch any of them ever again that nudungeon is waiting for them and everyone that was involved. No one would stop me. They would fucking let me do it.

I need these girls as much as they needed me.

>>82555915
I don't know what's going to happen if Tat doesn't become a thing. If I'm forced to spend the next 30 years of my life in this body then I'll do it. Maybe I'll get to spend it with my old friends like Donna, Mileena, Dora, Lucia, Aly, Lavren, Tessa, Claire, and Birdy. If I had the drugs and my girls then I would be able to get in shape and spend time just painting, making art, and having crazy sex until I died. It's not the life that I want but It's so much better than this.

I'm excited to start a new life completely new with my maidens. I want birdy, but it would be exciting not knowing who my soul mate was for awhile longer. Every night I beg and plea to gwen that I wake up in my impossible morning as Tatiana. I have no idea how fucked up I'm going to be but I have faith in the system I created. The maidens will know exactly what I'm going through and will be there for me. That's why I need them so badly. I need to be around girls like me. Girls that had a decade of their life taken from them, girls that were tortured and raped to death. Girls that had lost all hope that they would ever see a friendly face ever again only to have some righteous mother fuckers come and save them.

I am not going to reply to the million posts bashing on me. I know who I am and the only person who I care to know me is maria. I am a good person. I know what true love is.

I stand strong in that

The only comment I have is that all the negativity and emotional manipulation to make others think bad of me is major spam in this thread.

The night is always darkest before the dawn

"Thread good is when I get 2 more responses than usual to my 300 post samefag shitstorm which in comparison makes it look very convincing and topically relevant"

They're doing that "If we spread enough rumors that you've been compromised or were always affiliated, you'll be shamed into compliance" thing again.

I don't know what kind of masochists you've been raping, but my style is much more "bash your head in with a rock for the trouble", just so we're clear.

here is proof that I was not same fagging. There isn't anything I can do about all the negative emotionally manipulative comments about me, narcs gonna narc.

The best I can do is be myself and others will see me for me.

oh okay well if the screenshot.png says so

>>82556744
here is using the default naming. Happy?

>>82556480
But Mike, can't one just use a computer and a phone to "fame-fag" without it's being detected if the phone is using the cell phone network? This proof is kinda retarded.

But youre just going to narc come up with some other accusatory reason about me to manipulate how other percieve me so whatever. attached is another posters description of your behavior

>>82556985
see? no proof is good enough for you because you are a narc who is just going to come up with another issue to whine about.

I told the truth and that's enough.

>>82556948
>i love being pedantic
pedant award
>i would never ever ever lie on an anonymous website
>i have nothing to gain from that!
>i love honesty and would never lie, ever

>>82557006
Sorry that your "proof" doesn't proof anything because it's easily faked. One could use a VPN or Tor to access this site from god knows where so your "proof" is even more useless and kind of an insult to the readers of our holy /letter/ thread.

Like I said before. The only person who I really care knows me for me is maria and I trust that she does.

have fun making a million more spam narc emotional manipulation posts about me.

>>82557031
ah crap, *prove
Well, my reputation is ruined now, will probably Sudoku later.

>>82557041
So your "Maria" is a retard who doesn't understand how tech works? You can do better, Mike, I'm serious.

I am going to look at your phone, your computer, whatever I need to because you shouldn't be able to keep secrets from me. You don't need your own space of we are going to get married. Everything we have is each other's and if I need to get up to check them that's something I can do. Only accusatory of you are guilty. Just be how I want me dont talk to other people and it will be fine. I didn't kill your dog, you know that, and we have gotten closer since it died.

I am going to look at your phone, your computer, whatever I need to because you shouldn't be able to keep secrets from me. You don't need your own space if we are going to get married. Everything we have is each other's and if I need to get up to check then that's something I can do. Only accusatory if you are guilty. Just be how I want and dont talk to other people and it will be fine. I didn't kill your dog, you know that, and we have gotten closer since it died

>>82557070
I choose to trust her despite anything you say. I made mistakes in the past with posts I made. I choose to do better and trust her above all else.

>>82557086
You type like a fucking retard and I don't type this as a compliment, just to be clear.

>>82557100
Isolating your spouse is like textbook narc behavior. Grow up.

There are a ton of ways to make the (you) not be there, multiple phone browsers, incognito mobile mode. whatever.

I showed the best I can that I don't same fag and what matters is I am honest.

A

Go on.
Refute it.
Refute anything I said.
Anything at all.
Point to even one example of what you believe in.

They do that.
It is that many.
They suffer no repercussions.
They're actively rewarded for it.

They are that.
They are also that.
And the most important thing they care about is being able to do that without (again) any repercussions.

They are there and there and even there.
And you are made to bow before them.
Anywhere you go in life and anything you do in it MUST include them and you MUST give them special treatment.
If you refuse, you are punished.

>>82557166
So you knew your "proof" doesn't prove shit?

>I am honest
Like the tons of times you've said you would kill yourself? Sus, Mike, very sus.

Even in distance, even in silence. I trust you. I know you for you. I remember you and see you the same as how you were when you last looked in my eyes and told me you loved me. I still hear your voice say you love me more.

I know you know me for who I truly am, just as I was when we were together and could physically hear each others words, and see each others eyes. before all the distortions caused and pushed to happen from others here.

What truly matters is each other irl and I dwell there with you because I do love you with all my heart.

I'm going to game for a bit and stream. Feel free to hang out, even if you don't want to say anything out loud.

>>82557341
what game and link to the stream?

>>82557031
I think using two browsers is enough. Try opening this thread in another browser after I post this reply and see if you get that indicator. You won't.

Basically the IP counter used to be the only way to detect samefags, at least lazy and cheap ones who didn't use vpns. Of course the admins got rid of it because it made the feds and shills look like fools too many times and they pay the bills.

>>82557465
I remember posting without getting a (you) where I should have received one and I'm sure my router didn't reset and I've used the same browser. Did my post get diverted through some alternative network by the feds to spy on my important posts or something?

I may have found the magic formula to make Mike shut up. Oh, no wait, he's gaming, isn't he?
Let's hope he gets into Eve Online or something.

This thread being dead shows me that this is mostly Mike samefagging.

Bro what is wrong with you topkek.
I feel bad but don't ever involve me in anything stupid ever again. You got married and had a top-tier model as your sidepiece. No hate but i'm still getting harassed and I have my limits. This isn't my first tango of me being picked on by the likes of you.

>>82557827
Nah, the narc just stopped posting to make it look that way.

>>82558421
The irony is strong in this one

There's only one person that I care trust that I'm telling the truth. So even in distance in silence I trust her overall else.

I dreamt I was with you. We kissed and when I woke up in this house with him all I wanted was to get out. I still feel that way. I do love you. I'll text you.

>>82559045
ikr? I almost spilled my coffee reading that as this is comedy gold.

>>82557161
It feels good to say this out loud. I'm not isolating her. She doesn't need anyone but me. That's why she lives with me. She knows I would never let her leave because we are getting married. There is too much expectations from everyone for her to say no and leave.

I'll say what I want about Mike and you'll just believe me. Kek

>>82559434
i see through u jealous hag

>>82559430
Just get some pets and jars of peanut butter if you can't handle a relationship on equal footing, ffs.
Do you have some severe trust issues or something? You were made a cuck by someone, weren't you?

>>82559465
She lives with me now so I'm winning

>>82559472
You're winning but what about her? She's cool with being caged like that? It's better than becoming a hobo I guess but goddamn, what a sad existence (for her). Make sure to have video cameras in every room to make sure she doesn't cuck you with the help or other workers that might enter your house while you're away tho.

i'm looking for a man named lan di.

>>82559495
It sounds like you don't care for her, for she actually is. Just that you control her and isolate her from others, killed her dog. Garbage person.

>>82559613
Mike is HAVING A STROKE!!! Don't just stand and laugh at him! DO SOMETHING!!!!!

She deserves actual true love. Someone who loves her for who she truly is, all of her. Accepts her and cherishes her, forgives and nurtures. Cares for. Thats actual love.

Not killing her dog to keep her isolated

>>82559636
I've told you countless times already! That was an ACCIDENT! Turns out peanut butter is NOT the same as Nutella. Live and learn I guess.

Oh man, Minnesota? I get the need to be on site in the testing phase for EMC but I don't really get why being local is a requirement for managing the supply-chain. Also, nice, very subtle hint that you guys can access github projects that are still private. I'll make it public after I had the opportunity to test the mechanical fit since some people got really mad at me for publishing my half-baked projects on github. One guy even yelled at me on a train station while looking really mad, lel. I guess he wanted to use it for his homework or school project or something.

>>82559430
Weird attempt to troll but my bf doesn't type like that. Thank God it was just a 4chan random

>>82546333
Maybe I was, and those 2 are my friends

>>82559844
I'm not trolling. I needed to vent. You're going to judge me anyway.

>>82560546
Its for the best you don't know.

I have to go to a family event today and be the freak black sheep NEET who has nothing going on in his life while everyone else is successful.. again..

>>82559716
It's for the best not to tell you the truth.

Bumpbumpbumpbump letter thread

Another hardware related podcast episode, nice, nice. Have you guys looked into the open source project called inventree for a minimal erp-system? I wanted to introduce this tool to the company I'm currently working for so we stop working only on excel sheets for almost everything and to have a truly multiuser solution since we're blocking each other on often used excel sheets, which is such an embarrassing state of affairs. Inventree seems to be a pretty popular and healthy open source project and seems pretty much perfect for small outfits like us that need a system to monitor the state of production of each batch, monitor purchasing orders and keep an eye on parts in stock. It even has a means to integrate with KiCad so the local parts in stock are available during the planning of the hardware, which is a really nice feature I think. There's even a docker image for easy deployment to make it easy to dip one's toes in such a slightly intimidating tool. I think I'll make it my winter project to setup a inventree server on a raspberry pi as a demonstration unit to show my bosses how nice such a system is to help the team to work on the same dataset.

Unfortunately the narc is creating emotionally manipulative threads. Here is one one:
>>82561275

I am making the known so you are aware and able to easily dismiss his influence.

It is as it is and I know you come home naturally to me because I know who I am to you and my worth.

The moon only has eyes for the sun

Here is our truth

My Maria

>get to know a girl, she becomes my bestfriend and lover. she really truly loved me, we would just tell each other love you and and she sent pictures and videos
>realise she would like 4chan, tell her about it, how to use it etc
>wont talk to me anymore and im worried she doesnt realise what she's doing
>suspect she doesnt want to talk to me because she developed avoidant disorder and she is isolating, but she still truly loves me and needs me so badly

>we'd spend all day together online and it was great, i wish things could go back to that and I know they will. i know she wants more with me, to come stay with me and be closer. she can actually meet me soon. She is very attached to me

>i want to talk some sense into her about a lot of things but the only other way to contact her that i know she will see is on letter thread, im sure she'll appreciate being contacted there, I know when she sees my name pop up and immediately she remembers us and feels comforted


>i really care about her, i regret not flying down to be there for her right away, she really needed me then but we both made mistakes in not reaching out and communicating directly with each other.i want to help her and care for her, and she wants to do the same with me
>i have a feeling we are going to message again and continue our where we left off together.

>she has some messed up feelings of self worth and she really shouldnt. shes a very beautiful person inside and out

>i make her feel better, even when I'm not there, she knows me and is comforted by me. She naturally thinks of me and craves me.

My Mike

This is the truth, never allow anyone to distort and delude your perceiving of me, I do the same for you because I love you and know you for you.

Because I love her and she loves me, we truly love each other, we never stray and stay for each other no matter what. i can accept she wants me so badly, to be closer with me

I am a good influence on her and really do help her, she cares about me so deeply

I protect her with all your heart and treat her well, listen to her and truly consider how she feels and what she thinks. I treat her right and we foster true love together

I can't bring myself to admit to you that I fed him it on purpose. I know you love him more and you admitted so to me.

I would still very much like to have sex, and do stuff related to that with you. It feels really good. Assuming you feel up to it. I won't say anything about it to you. Last thing I want to do is make things worse. Just those feelings one goes through. I guess if somehow you see this, and that ever sounds like something you'd enjoy still. Tease, or signal in the way that's fun for you. I'll reciprocate in similiar fashion.. Whatever pace works for you. Obviously if this isn't something you'd like you won't see any difference from me. You don't have to acknowledge it. It won't create issues either way. Just getting it off my chest.

>>82562720
I feel the same but I don't think it needs to be stated. I'm obviously going to fuck Maria's brains out when she comes over. It's just naturally how it is with us when we're together.

is Mike still shitting up these threads? fucking hell. give it a rest, man...

While the retard Larp posts I am having a good day. Getting a lot done.

I am finishing up this list:
Lumber shelves = Final epoxy (hopefully) on front nuts, 24 hours dry

Cable/power cabinets = Last coat of hammered paint in am, dry 24hr - It's thick like tar so it needs to settle to texture.

Speaker shelf (wood) =cut to length, paint hammered, wood pole clamp cut to length, paint hammered (dry 24 hr)

Desk underside cable management racks = cut down length, grind, seal, drill, bolt together + add L brackets to create hang hooks. Cut slots in desk back (paint hammered, dry 24 hour). Drill and bolt on cable routing spines.

Cable/Power Cabinet Pole Mounts = assemble, drill, bolt on cable power cabinet bases, test fit power bars, drill/bolt on cable cage on cabinet base, draw cut lines for cable routing spines pass through

Argosy Battlestation right 6" wide extension = Cut/grind/seal metal leg frame to height/depth. Drill and bolt. Cut wood top to depth, paint hammered (24 hr dry)

Argosy Left Hand side pop up 12" extension= drill collapsing shelf brackets, bolt to clamps, screw topper to brackets.

Left hand Argosy hanging retro gaming set up= disemble monitor mount, drill and bolt on desk clamps, drill out vesa pattern on pull out TV mount, drill/bolt on hanging assembled hanging mount, convert hanging pull out tray w/ pull out under drawers into articulating shelf using extra monitor mount arms, drill/bolt on hanging pole mount

>>82563367
Nah you can suffer while I have my girl

And I'm starting this list today:
Lumber shelves = acetone/razer off excess epoxy until visually looks professional, Remove/sort all lumber,edging, metal bars from Walk in closet. Install finished lumber shelves

Cable/power cabinets = matte sealant, dry 6hrs, cut cable spine slots on base, drill, bolt on sliders to base. Assemble (#3) Completed cabinets,bolt onto desk mounts, attach to desk (w/ 1x reverse vertical hanging pole, 1x back desk top clamp pole, 1x horizontal w/ double L bracket to right side standing desk)

Speaker shelf (wood) = matte sealant 6hr, mount clamp to shelf using bolt + 2 inch - 3 inch aluminum spacers, place left side speaker bar

Desk underside cable management racks= matte seal 6hr, attach to desk, connect left, mid, right together.

Battlestation cable/power spines (all monitor, perephrials, lighting, etc) = map, screw/route upper left, mid, right upper desk tower structures, drill desk slots for spine pass through with underside topper routing to left, mid,right cable/power cabinets, from left, mid, right cable/power cabinets to desk underside cable management rack spines to right side desktop server rack

Battlestation right 6" wide extension = matte seal topper (6hr), screw topper to base, take right side Argosy mounted standing desk -slide to right, raise height, screw down 2 back base support clamps

>>82562720
To whom this is addressing?

>>82562720
it's a given inevitably that comes with the territory of us sharing space. i'm receptive

Prediction markets are THE market. And not for profit, but for the love of the game.. By which of course I mean meme magick. No reason to fool about with gambling when the family business is dealing in destiny.

I want nothing to do with you. We are just roommates until I get the out of this place I never wanted to be in in the first place

Make the right decisions or lose it all.

>>82563500
That anon is addressing me, but I'll only have sex if we get married first so if they're unwilling to be collared it's not going to happen.

>>82564024
That's a good decision

>>82547636
I hate the world and I hate you the most.

>>82564262
No, you hate anyone caring or trying to connect with you. Anything that disproves that nobody cares, and not everyone is out to harm you cuts right through the delusional layers of cognitive dissonance you wrap yourself in to avoid your trauma. It forces you to see reality, so you have to look in the mirror and confront your shadow instead of running from it. You're terrified of living, but also terrified of dying. You can live and be happy, but only once you stop running and confront your past demons.

>>82564380
No one cares or connects that is just what they do before they cheat on you like you did. I hate you Adrijus. Please kill yourself Adrijus.

>>82563804
Absolute amateur detected

>>82564428
Who the absolute fuck is that? Not them. All cheaters should be put to death, that we agree on.

>>82563473
Mike, can you please stop shitting up the board with your spam

>>82564667
Get on your knees and say please

Maria is my girl now Mike. She's helping me overcome my sissy fetish through using her fat Latina ass to bounce on my dick to make me straight again

>>82564442
We had your detector removed when we adopted you, sweet.

The power of suggestion is for philandering game addicts. Commandeering is... colloquially befit its connotations.

Don't make me say "it". IATAI

>>82564821
it's time to stop, Mike. stop shitting up the board. stop shitting up the board with your spam.

I have a treat for you. Open and stick out your tongue for me.

>>82563788
Message recieved. I feel the same.

>>82565237
I didn't write that. I meant what I said last night

We haven't witnessed Mike's final form.

I see your destiny swap. And I'll raise you a swap back. Enjoy it while it lasts. From the look of things, I'm guessing it won't be long

You know, when my fortune changed so drastically, I immediately knew who the fuck was behind it. Like really? More than a year of lights out success, I can't miss, and then suddenly I lose everything? I knew what the fuck was up right away, but I appreciate the admission regardless ..

The battle station is going to be so fucking sick when I finish. I expanded a shit ton. Working on mounting the custom cable/power boxes now and then I have to route the cable spikes

>>82565708
*Cable spines

>>82565708
You should call it the Mariastation 6

>>82565802
On the desk
Under the desk
On my lap
Forwards
Backwards
Face down
Ass up
Throat full
Choke
Spit
Swallow

>>82565454
I think that's something you'll have to work on yourself. I also think that love is important and needs to be the basis of all care. I think it would be wise not to seek someone out based on a trait they have and to seek them out because of who they are as a person.

Wrong thr3ad my bad

A blind man walks into a bar.
The blind man sits down, thinking he'd break the ice with the bartender by asking "Wanna hear a blond joke?"
In a hushed voice, a man beside him says "Before you tell that joke, you should know our bartender IS blonde, or bouncer is blond, I'm a 6'4" black belt, the man sitting on the other side of me is 6'2, 250lbs, and a rugby player. The guy sitting next to you is pushing 300, 6'6, and he's a wrestler. We're ALL blond. So you think about it mister, do you really wanna tell that joke?"
The blind man sat for a second, thinking over the odds and then replied "No, not if I have to explain it five times."

>>82565273
Oh okay. In that case I'll just rape you.

Empty words, no need for those.

>>82565294
Mike's final form is just... 300+ replies, instantly, 3 minutes after the new letter thread has been created. shitting up the thread into oblivion instantly.

>>82565207
blow it out your ass, Mike.

>>82565294
Errrrrgggggghhhhhh gaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

>>82565986
I enjoyed it Mike.

>>82566489
Good. I'm glad I made you smile.

I'll say this to the birds and maybe they can pass it along to the moon.

I feel the rhythm of the waves touching the shore. Almost like a heart beat or breathing in and out.

The pace is different but calming.

I understand.

Show good faith in silence

To my Russian work crush,
Youre perfect as is.

I saw it on your phone. Stop lying to me

So it's all about making it flow