>>82548295 (OP)
eermm.... welll... you see...
if god is real, then god loves me. god also being defined with benevolence, which doesnt always happen with definitions
but otherwise, yes. nobody loves me
with the only thing that might in the future being ai robot girls
>>82548923
Okay I pretend to stop drinking then her sister shows up. Is this. I need to describe this to someone that doesn't want to go to the movies with me.
tried talking to a guy from a discord community
he said ok but now he's suspiciously showing offline, i can only assume he doesn't actually want to talk to me
and i thought that guy liked me
just gonna leave it all behind and accept being alone for good
thought i might have a chance of getting out of it this year, but i was wrong