Thread 82551669

are you dependent on anything? im dependent on benedryl, it feels nice turning my brain off with it when im sad

my father OD'd and died on that stuff, be careful anon.

>>82551687
the dosage for that is really high i dont think i could do it

>>82551669 (OP)
>dependent
really? like, its hard to function without it?

oh i was dependant on benzodiazepines. not fun. i feel debuffed by them still

>>82551721
hard to sleep without it and some days its hard to not just take it to feel braindead
>>82551742
ya ive heard benzos are not joke, ill always avoid them

Do not, bro. This will cause dementia and brain damage. If you want something to turn your brain off and feel warm and fuzzy like a hug from a girl get 7oh. Look it up. Can't OD on it and 13 time's stronger than morphine. Or try OSDMT if it is legal in your country.

Don't take benny this is an adult board no one here should be abusing that.

>>82551758
bene is cheap tho

Boring I know but alcohol. It's making me thinner. I just drink and never eat.

>>82551669 (OP)
benedryl makes me feel like shit and act like an asshole the next day

>>82551669 (OP)
I'm addicted to bromazolam and methadone. My doctor prescribes me diazapam but is weening me off because my dumbass pushed to get an adhd diagnosis to get dexamphetamine. Thier doing a urine test atm which may show that I'm using blam in which case there will be consequences regarding my current liberties of getting mdone takehomes and probably more. I don't even really like stims but after someone let me try thier dexapmhetamine it really helped me (I was at a big family get toghether which usually burn me out afetr like 2 hrs but the 5mg of dex made it breezy. Now I have a tolerance and it makes me feel cracked out...Idk, I need to get of of benzos anyway, I like that I can just dope myself up and not feel. I miss when I was just using tramadol responsibly to self medicate. I haven't been sober for 9 years (being in withdrawal isn't sober). I thought I'd be dead by now. I think I still am suicidal. Idk, I should sleep.

>>82551758
thx noted

>>82551846
OSDMT is cheap as fuck. You can order it online. I saw it like 20-30$ for a gram. Only need 20mg to get high. One gram has 1000 mg

Do da math
Dont b a dummy and use benny. It is a nightmare drug.

>>82552086
i think they only check for the category and not the concentration unlike blood tests.
you can get off brom man, you got this

>>82551846
benedryl will mess you up fr. worse than benzos honestly.
>>82552134
yeah look into this

>>82552224
they already did a basic one but the FED's wanted a stricter test. Not sure if they're going full bore gas chromatography/mass spectrometry or just a larger panel. I've started using less and luckily have a fair bit of valium stashed so I won't seizure. I've tapered off a few times but keep going back. Still you're right, things could be much worse. Thanks for the support

Alcohol i guess, family

>>82551669 (OP)
Be careful with that stuff OP. I abused it for years and have permanent brain damage as a result.

>>82551669 (OP)
Tramadol and sometime Pregabalin, shit sucks, don't get addicted kids

THC takes the edge off this clown world

>>82551669 (OP)
Codeine since as of now I can get it for free
but won't consider myself addicted really cuz yknow, it's fucking codeine

>>82551669 (OP)
I do molly occasionally

>>82551687
How do you perceive drugs with an addict parent who died from them?

>>82551669 (OP)
Datura feels so good. I fucking love it. It's like my body is so weak like I'm about to die and my memory becomes fuzzy and my vision becomes horrible. Like being as close to death as possible