>>82559276 (OP)
>failed normalfag
Everyone says that to me.
I'm a 6'1 white man that's been browsing since like 2006. I was a hikki/neet for a few years, but I somehow got a gf for a couple years(i think she was rebounding from an abusive ex to what she thought was a nice guy) which messed me up and i've been single for some 7 years since.
Femanons say i seem normal but people IRL can tell something is off.
I have no IRL friends, and havent for over 10 years (excl. ex-gf).
I game a fraction of what i used to, and only watch some mainstream anime.
I somehow got a decent job after showing i wasnt such a lazy slob to someone that had connections.
I'll buy a house soon, but i have no prospects for getting a wife or having kids.
I wish i could be happy alone, but last time i was living alone i stopped eating, barely slept and just lived to work. I think i was made to have a family but something went wrong and i'll never recover.
thanks for reading my blog.