Thread 82563857

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

happy weekend nyaaa
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

eyo
Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

>>82563857 (OP)
The reason why i harm myself is because it pleases me to know that I am destroying myself.

>>82563857 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
pretty good :)

>Any plans for today?
sleep, lol, my days finished already.

>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
months ago, dont see much of a point in it anymore

>Why did you hurt yourself?
wasnt feeling well at all

>Is there anything bothering you right now?
no, maybe nigger & jew fatigue but not much more.

bump
working on a project rn and losing my mind @_@

>>82563857 (OP)
hi saarr

>>82564067
Hey anon
>know that I am destroying myself.
relatable
why do you wanna destroy yourself?

>>82564145
Hello
>pretty good :)
that's good :>
>sleep, lol, my days finished already
have a good sleep then and nice dreams
>dont see much of a point in it anymore
why?
not saying you should do it, you shouldn't, but I'm just curious
>wasnt feeling well
so do you feel better now?
>maybe nigger & jew fatigue but not much more.
huh?

wassup cut, I didn't do a lot today since i mainly slept. I was super duper tired bcuz of yesterday. I finally finished my denmark campaign in the most bs way befitting of medieval 2 lategame by holding a massive crusade (20+ or so generals spread across 11-12 doomstacks) and absolutely destroyed the enemy garrison there. Not gonna touch that game for the foreseeable future I think, or atleast I'll just do short campaigns. It was kinda funny cus i never bothered with the middle east so I hit my victory conditions fairly late, If I did I would've hit them like 20 turns earlier since I already had 77 regions instead of the required 45. for the rest other happenings were that i got pissed of at people being loud and someone got attacked in my street.

>>82566036
Hellu
>didn't do a lot today since i mainly slept.
that's sounds nice, it's not like every day has to be productive, you need to rest too
>finally finished my denmark campaign
how long did it take to complete?
>got attacked in my street.
do you know what happened?

hey guys! how is everyone?

>>82566406
hay Yuanon
how are you??
how was that pie?
I just worked on the project mostly, and I tried dp do something and ot didn't work and had trouble removing all the changes and it was annoying
but now I'm in bed and soon go to sleep :3

>>82566503
hey, fren!

>how are you??
i'm good. we had a very nice evening, ate a lot and played some cards.

>how was that pie?
it's all gone now, so i'd say it was pretty good. :> i did choose some other sort of apples for this pie and i'm not sure i like them better than the one i usually use, but it came out pretty good anyway.

>I just worked on the project mostly, and I tried dp do something and ot didn't work and had trouble removing all the changes and it was annoying
man... sorry to hear that. stuff like that can really tank your motivation. :/ hope you got it back to how it was. can you make something like a backup before you do changes like that again? at least you wouldn't have to undo everything if you could.

>but now I'm in bed and soon go to sleep :3
all's well that sleeps well ;D watching or listening to anything while you drift off?

also: cute pic. looks like a cross between a cat and a squirrel. ^^

>>82566684
glad you had a nice time :D
I'm listening to some stuff and very eepy nwo
>cross between a cat and a squirrel. ^^
and it's actually just a silly kitten zooming >:3

>>82566114
>how long did it take to complete?
like a 2 weeks, but i only really play occasionally
>do you know what happened?
nope, just heard people screaming

>>82566406
hey yuanon
I'm doing okay, just messing with the files of medieval 2 a bit. decided to double the size of the generals bodyguard and give them a charge bonus of 35 hahaha.
how about you friend?

>>82567202
>very eepy nwo
best to just sleep then. sleep tight.

>it's actually just a silly kitten zooming >:3
gotta get all that fierce cuteness somehow. ^^

>>82567216
>just messing with the files of medieval 2 a bit. decided to double the size of the generals bodyguard and give them a charge bonus of 35 hahaha.
guess we're done playing fair after that drawn out canpaign. ;D

>how about you friend?
i'm fine, but very awake because of how much i ate and all the caffein and sugar i drank. just going to play another sm2 mission and then i'll probably calling a day.

nearly forgot: glitch released the pilot episode of knights of guinevere. i liked it, so maybe somebody else here wants to give it a try as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCAdbUaMlAE

please stop cutting

t. former cutter