Thread 82758153

Does anyone else feel they do not deserve to be alive?

>>82758153 (OP)
I was gonna kill myself twenty years ago this thanksgiving. Everything was in order, I had all the notes written and all that. Sometimes I think I should have gone through with it.

>>82758222
The only reason I do not is because I am afraid of the afterlife

>>82758231
>the afterlife
nothing more than a fairy tale, anon

>>82758236
I have had spiritual encounters and all my studying of world history and events points towards it so I do not think so

I dont feel like we inherently deserve anything
We dont deserve to live
to die
or anything that happens in between
I dont believe we are owed anything either
I choose to live out of spite

>>82758153 (OP)
50% of humanity is worthless and doesn't deserve to be alive. if you're gonna be a leech then you better embrace it.

>>82758222
why does it need to be planned? I bet most people do it spontaneously

>>82758422
that's only possible with guns
everything else needs careful planning

>>82758445
Jumping off a bridge might be easy but I fear it would be painful. Break your neck and then drown.

>>82758153 (OP)
Nobody guves a shit about you schizo

>>82758497
I am not schizophrenic and I do not care if anyone here cares about me

The afterlife is just what we experience before birth, all people need is a good enough reason to follow through

>>82758153 (OP)
yes all the time ever since i have been self aware

>>82758488
you have to get there first
i think the more time it takes the more unlikely you will be to go through with it.
a gun that's ready to go, within arms reach? just grab and go, one impulse.