Thread 82758954

I wanted to save myself for my future husband. I'm somewhat religious and I'm honestly kinda against premarital sex.
No one ever gives me attention and I frequently get ghosted, but recently a guy flirted with me online for the first time ever. I ended up getting off with him while we messaged eachother and I feel very bad about the whole thing.

You can call it wrong, but I haven't talked to him in a few days since it happened. I just feel guilty and dirty.
At the time, I said it's not really premarital sex (since it's not real) but I don't know if that really holds up?

I have been getting ghosted a lot recently by guys once they get to know me. I'm kind of poor and live in the middle of nowhere, I think that pushes people away because I feel "alien" to them, and I think it all makes it hard for them to feel like they could talk to me and have a friendship. So I think that's why I did nsfw things with him that night.

Find one single person who asked.

>>82758967
I'm just posting this because I wanted to vent out my feelings. Doing this on discord or something would not be possible, I need anonymity.

Cool. I also really didn't ask retard.

>>82759009
Well the post isn't just for you... I just wanted to see if people here in general thought this was "ruining myself", or if doing it once wasn't that bad because it's online

You were already ruined being born a brainless whore.

>>82759022
Why do you think that though? Genuinely.

I don't really agree, but I want to know why someone would think that. I have never had sex and only sexted online once recently. Again, I am a Christian and am kinda against premarital sex.

haha wow that's so cool op

>>82759050
Why do you keep making these type of replies?

Why are you still alive lol?

>>82759103
because im all up in your head boy

>>82758954 (OP)
>3dpd roastoid does 3dpd roastoid things
Totally unpredictable.
Hurry up and get replaced by android wives equipped with artificial wombs and IVG ova generation technology.

>>82758954 (OP)
I mean, strictly speaking, it wasn't premarital sex. Mutual masturbation at best, which isn't innocent sure, but I mean you need SOME sort of sexual outlet. If you have all these hangups it's not going to help your future relationships. I once was close with this girl who sent me a picture showing collarbone and she was FREAKING OUT years later when she had a serious boyfriend and she was trying to make sure she did nothing impure. It just seems very unhealthy.

>>82758954 (OP)
I understand. I had an egf for a few months. She came onto me and I just reciprocate feelings I don't know what I'm doing and we dated for a bit. She wanted to have voice sex so we did once but I regret it because she wanted more and more and it was hard for me. We argue, she cheats on me, I break up with her.
I do feel dirty having phone sex with a girl and I hope she deleted my pics.

>>82758954 (OP)
Shut the fuck up attention whore. Fucking foids.

>>82759175
Was it really that bad? I understand it might not be ideal, but will people really want me less if they knew I had done it? I never ever did anything sexual at all before this. Not online or irl.
Maybe it wasn't the best thing to do, but I do not think it is a huge sin that I should be judged forever for.

When I do nsfw stuff on my own, I get like a sinking lonely feeling, but doing it with him left me feeling bad. So I don't think I'll be doing it again.

>>82759154
And I'm all up in that booty and boy is it musty

>>82758954 (OP)
where are you from? how quick do u cum? do you shave? would you do anal? would you swallow cum and piss? how often would you fuck?

>>82759495
>And I'm all up in that booty and boy is it musty
he gay y'all

>>82759519
That's obviously not me

>>82758954 (OP)
where do I even find you?

>>82759519
You need to learn to wash your ass for your future husband, sweetheart.

>>82758954 (OP)
I have nothing but antipathy towards women. I have no interest in soothing your anxieties. I think you are awful to me and other men on here, and you're selfish and awful enough to think you can just argue that away

>>82759564
>I think you are awful to me and other men on here
You think the opposite gender are inherently evil, but that's not the case... I never did anything to you, and I try to he good to everyone I meet.
So by thinking I'm evil just because of the way I was born, are you not really admitting that you're the one who is awful to me and all other women on here?

I understand you may have had bad experiences with women, but please do not put the consequences of their actions on to other unrelated women. You should be kind to a stranger, you do not know if they are a bad person or actually pretty good.

>>82759578
your a larp fag larp nigger faggot not even kidding look at all these fucking faggots ITT literally sucking cock

>>82758954 (OP)
I had a girl waiting for marriage with me but then she cheated on me with some chad

>>82758997
your post is full of personal details, why do you need anonymity?

>>82758954 (OP)
Sex is when the penis goes inside you. You're still a virgin. Why not try out lesbianism?

>>82760458
now this is a good rhetorical question