Thread 82759246

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Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:06:59 PM No.82759246 [Report] >>82759262 >>82759273 >>82759276 >>82759300 >>82759303 >>82759370 >>82759450 >>82759470 >>82759607 >>82759622 >>82759649 >>82759785 >>82760109 >>82760174

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What do you think of when you are on the verge of considering suicide?

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:08:53 PM No.82759262 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
Of how good it would feel to not suffer anymore.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:10:47 PM No.82759273 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
I haven't been so in a long while. It helps that I tend to think about all of the things I'd love to work on or do. Otherwise though I'd try to distract myself with depressing fantasy stories I'd make. There's a catharsis that comes with that. It first pulls you into a deeper sadness but you come out unburdened and in a better mood afterwards.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:11:08 PM No.82759276 [Report]

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>>82759246 (OP)
that i can't wait for my head to leave me alone for once in my life
therefore i need to hurry up

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:12:41 PM No.82759281 [Report]

I've reached a certain age now where it seems very unlikely that my life or disposition will change much if at all. The potential good times are just not worth it. It makes logical sense to just leave early to me.
God i hate normalfags that claim to be depressed btw.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:16:25 PM No.82759300 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
I just desperately wish my suicide attempts actually meant something
I know right away I'll just fail and I'll feel worse the next day, so I just simply wish for my consciousness to disappear.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:16:41 PM No.82759303 [Report] >>82759373 >>82759414 >>82759603

>>82759246 (OP)
i think of the person i love (a crush) and how he'll never know i killed myself, that only 4 people would show up at my funeral, and ill die never experiencing physical affection (khhv) or someone loving me back for once

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:30:10 PM No.82759370 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
>on the verge of considering suicide
you ALMOST consider it? like it's not even in your head yet but soon it might be? that'd be swell because it means I'd not be down low enough to think about it all the time

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:30:27 PM No.82759373 [Report] >>82759405

>>82759303
Why do you need more than 4 people at your funeral?

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:36:41 PM No.82759405 [Report] >>82759414 >>82759421

>>82759373
idk, i went to my great aunts funeral a few months ago and it was so crowded. i went to my great uncles funeral as a kid and it was crowded. i feel so pathetic knowing only my mum, aunt, and MAYBE my 2 uncles would show up. its depressing

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:38:50 PM No.82759414 [Report] >>82759438

>>82759303
>>82759405
Isn't it better to have less people at your funeral? That's less people who are saddened by your suicide.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:40:50 PM No.82759420 [Report]

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that things will never get better so i should just end it now

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:40:54 PM No.82759421 [Report] >>82759438

>>82759405
And your father? You think he won't even show up?
sounds very depressing

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:43:47 PM No.82759438 [Report] >>82759462

>>82759414
true but its also like, i wont be missed much and that hurts

>>82759421
i would request no one tell him. i hate that loser with every fibre of my being and i dont need him to steal up all the attention by being a narcisstic loser faggot at my funeral

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:45:59 PM No.82759450 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
Besides the usual sadfag shit, I try my best to imagine what exactly it would feel like during the process. How tight will the rope feel around my throat? Will it feel as if I'm choking on my own tongue? Who knows. These thoughts haven't really given me any sort of answers.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:47:44 PM No.82759462 [Report]

>>82759438
>true but its also like, i wont be missed much and that hurts
I guess you'd solve this problem if you could get more people to cherish you. You'd be less suicidal and when you do pass lots more people will be there at your funeral.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:48:45 PM No.82759470 [Report] >>82759478

>>82759246 (OP)
How much my cat actually loves me. He would be heartbroken if I was gone.

I sorta care about my mom but really my cat has been the only thing stopping me

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 12:50:38 PM No.82759478 [Report]

>>82759470
They're gonna die

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:09:55 PM No.82759567 [Report]

suicide usually

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:18:39 PM No.82759603 [Report] >>82759634

>>82759303
Why not tell your crush how you feel?

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:20:15 PM No.82759607 [Report] >>82759645

>>82759246 (OP)
I think to fight. There are people who deserve injuring, why kill yourself when you can do it? Better to go down in a hail of police gunfire after killing one wife beater or child molester than to die without purpose.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:24:03 PM No.82759622 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
I think about how I still have a lot of books to read and weights to lift. If I die now they'll make fun of me. My vanity and desire to prove I'm better than others is the only thing keeping me alive.

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:26:27 PM No.82759634 [Report]

>>82759603
i already have. i love him a lot but i dont think we'll ever be together

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:29:12 PM No.82759645 [Report]

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>>82759607
>Better to go down in a hail of police gunfire

Anonymous 10/10/2025, 1:29:27 PM No.82759649 [Report]

>>82759246 (OP)
How much do you get paid to try and get people to give you ideas on how to kill yourself?