Thread 82766450

Girlfriend cheated on me and left over a year ago and now I cant stop crossdressing and imagining watching her getting fucked. Anyone know what's going on?

>>82766450 (OP)
You know what you have to do already, don't you? Kill her.

>>82766459
I love her so much even though she cheated

Can't stop thinking about if she got pregnant

>>82766450 (OP)
>Anyone know what's going on?
you had a mental break then a demon got in

>>82767053
I don't think it's a demon but it does feel so good to think about her getting it from a real man

She left some butt plugs that I've tried and now it makes me want to buy a dildo to bounce on.

>>82766757
Cute pic honestly

>>82766450 (OP)
>cucked so hard you became a sissy
That's hot, more girls should act like your ex-gf.

>>82768018
It makes my little dick so hard thinking about how she fucked me up. More girls should act like her. I definitely deserved it.

>>82766523
>I love her so much even though she cheated
you see OP, there is this thing called a knife.
You know what you should do with a knife?
Hold the sharp tip to you chest and push it
It will bring a pre-cheating version of her to you

>>82766450 (OP)
Yeah I developed a cuck fetish after being cheated on. Its a defense mechanism, your brain fetishizes the trauma so the weight of what happened doesn't destroy your ego. Its just coping with the horrible thing that happened. Similar to what happened when rape or violence victims fetishize violent sex and rape.
I dont know how to cure it, I dont know if there even is a cure. What I do is just ignore the feelings and not act on it. What I really wanted though was to have an open relationship with a slut that would cuck me all the time. I can jerk off just imagining being married and my wife showing me videos of guys way bigger than me fucking her and making her scream in a way that I cant. I also fantasize about getting back with one of my exes and having an open relationship, taking her to well endowed escorts so I could watch her getting fucked, I even have a favorite porn actress that looks like her and I watch her videos fantasizing I'm watching my ex being fucked. Matter of fact I usually masturbate watching videos of girls that looks like my exes and imagining its them and I'm being cucked. Basically I'm fucked in the head.

>>82768159
We are so similar. I wish my ex would take eme back as a cuck and I jack off to pornstars who look like her!

>>82768087
Hot very very hot

>>82766450 (OP)
Fuck off with the cuck bullshit
Cheating is horrid

End yourself

>>82768018
Him being a sissy is fine
It's including the cheating and cuck stuff that is garbage

>>82766450 (OP)
You're coping hard, you're getting some demonic obsession, seek a local church and confess, all of these feelings should subside

anon, you were cucked so hard you became a faggot. your only chance of redemption is to kill yourself

congrats, anon. you're a fucking cuck. not even god can save you. time to go out and buy a rope.

>>82766450 (OP)
>>82766757
>>82767172
>>82768087
Is this what you want though? Why let her win.

>>82766450 (OP)
Glad you didn't overreact o algo

I'm extremely sad and hurt from a thing so I posted cock on /b/ and chatted with guys and chatted with guys on sniffies