Thread 82786671

Every guy who claims that they want a mentally ill girlfriend and that they could "deal with it" "love her" or "fix her" are just talking out of there ass. They all will go onto experience the canon event where they find themselves with a mentally ill girlfriend, end up realizing how high maintenance it is, and then hate their girlfriend and leave.

>>82786671 (OP)
I'm built different because I'm also mentally ill

theyre really just clueless
theyre male versions of women who chase abusechad, two sides one coin

>>82786671 (OP)
this is what i can't get into the heads of everyone who wants to date me
you do not. i promise.

>>82786671 (OP)
>Every guy
I have no friends
I'm not a normalfag
I will dedicate mylife to her
She is out there somewhere
She doesn't need fixed
She will be my purpose

>>82786671 (OP)
I know a girl that's kinda crazy and I get a long with her just fine

i fucking did take care of a mentally ill girl, her illnesses weren't the problem but she just didn't love me and just kept me around because i was the only idiot that would tolerate her retarded behavior
now i'm with a woman that actually gives a fuck about me and isn't as mentally ill, quite refreshing

>>82786671 (OP)
>mentally ill girlfriend
they don't actually genuinely want a mentally ill girlfriend. they just want a kind of quirky girl, none of them would be able to handle an actually clinically mentally ill girl with extreme bpd, bipolar, schizophrenia, etc.

>>82786671 (OP)
>>82786686
i dont want her to be mentally ill, it's just that only a broken woman could love a broken man like me and most of them are mentally ill. I also like feeling needed.

>>82786671 (OP)
I don't give a fuck. I would devote my life to taking care of her. I don't want to fix anyone, I want her to be herself with me.

>>82786717
>none of them would be able to handle an actually clinically mentally ill girl with extreme bpd
Wrong.
I want to be destroyed.

>>82786719
mfw i could make a robot very happy if my heart was able to open up to love
fuck my life bros

>>82786671 (OP)
You just don't have the experience to take care of it.

It's easy for me and you can doubt all you want because that's what you embody and all you know.

I don't need to Even explain it. It just is and I would do it immediately in person. She doesn't even have to want it, just show up for a day

>>82786727
>fuck my life bros
would rather fuck your face and your hole tbf

>>82786727
>if my heart was able to open up to love
you choose this life.

>>82786741
neither are worth the exhaustion of dealing with the person attached to them so why bother!
>>82786747
nuh uh, i super really mega wish i had normal feelings and a capacity to love like everyone else!!

>>82786725
>>82786719
>>82786692
>>82786721
you all are backstabbing lying faggots.

>>82786762
That's why you don't
Be a good lil cumdump why dontcha?

>>82786762
>nuh uh, i super really mega wish i had normal feelings and a capacity to love like everyone else!!
you just haven't met the right person (probably chad) yet.
>>82786787
what did i do this time?

>>82786671 (OP)
I'm really about that life. I can't save or fix anyone but I will love her with all my heart

>>82786807
oh :[
i don't want to be something someone just degrades and fucks either, i'll pass
>>82786809
post a chad rn idk what he looks like and i'm convinced you all are in psychosis

>>82786671 (OP)
saviorfags, when faced with a girl they realize they can't easily fix and cure of all symptoms with the power of love, will simply abandon her to move onto the next girl to "save" (in hopes of her being an easier project)
total saviorfag death you guys are absolutely full of fucking shit

At this point I'd only try if it was a irl thing, online I can't force her into anything she should do

>>82786844
the more you try hard to hang on to it, the more you'll lose it
let go of the notion of love and love will find you

>>82786844
>post a chad rn
i don't save pics like that sorry
post your ideal so you can put everyone out of their misery.
>psychosis
nope

>>82786787
Sorry but I haven't done anything to you, or anyone for that matter
I hope you find someone who is nice, I'm just a broken and fragmented, stupid asperger who has no friends

>>82786852
Those are abusechads larping as saviorfags. Real saviorfags only get more attached the more hopeless the situation is.

I don't want to fix her. I want to make her worse until she murders me in an agonizing and humiliating fashion.

>>82786867
i don't know how to love anymore i think, even if i found it
>>82786911
i've said/posted men i like in the past and get told i'm lying so no YOU post chad..!!!

>>82786852
Here's the thing, we can't save everyone
Because on the other line, the person has to *want* to be saved

We can't save them, but we can ease their suffering, sometimes

>>82786918
Been there, done that
Not worth it
I've talked folks out of suicide, I've cared for the elderly, I've given so much of myself for others, and in the end it's never enough

>>82786918
Abusechads don't need to be larping as saviorfags
>>82786671 (OP)
That's because the guys that say that are retarded and take care of the girl, simp behavior
Literally just don't give a fuck if she cut herself or says she wanna die or any of that shit

>>82786930
>no YOU post chad..!!!
all i know is chad is not me. My belly is too big, my muscles not big enough and my charisma lacks enough points.

>Finding a decent (0 body count) yet interesting non-normie girl that is mildly hot and will be loving and present in your life
Literally impossible
>Finding mentally ill girls (0 body count) that can pretend to love me for a short while, are hot but will ultimately ruin me
Possible but sucks
>Fixing them
Impossible

>>82786977
fat guys can get it though
have some confidence anon!!!!
>>82786980
>Finding a decent (0 body count) yet interesting non-normie girl that is mildly hot and will be loving and present in your life
erm....i'm right here...
that's a joke pls i'm actually not dateable at all

>>82786980
literally me but you fags always get intimidated and leave

>>82786977
Funny lil hack: you can "train" those
Belly too big? lose it
Muscles not big? gain it
Charisma too low? learn to talk to folks

>>82786930
>don't know how to love
Of course you do, you're human too

>>82786988
SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY TRIPFAG
I am so glad you'll leave soon, all your kind always does, but while you remain you are complete cancer to this board

>>82786992
it feels like i don't know how, but maybe i just forgot idk
>>82787013
okay tbf i didn't trip for like 99% of my years here (and i take it off randomly)
i could be anywhere... anyone...

>>82786988
>have some confidence anon!!!!
the femanons before you have destroyed my confidence, well before i even gained weight.
>>82786992
>Charisma too low?
I have been working on this my whole life. I didnt leave the house for years after giving up and i've spent the last 10~ trying to get better at it. People just think i'm autistic and i still get sweats in big groups. I'll never be on the lvl of a normie or be able to talk to a group of people.

>>82787028
I know you are lying, you're saying that on purpose, just leave please
Within 2 months you will be gone anyways

>>82786988
>>82786990
If you think I'm wrong add me and prove me wrong (you won't): endlesssearched

>>82787030
It's all marketing, anon
You talk to folks sure but if they're not interested in what you have to say, they're just not gonna stay

Learn your market/demographics, be yourself and appeal to them
That's all there is to it really

>>82787028
>forgot
time to find someone who'll jog up that noggin of yours and make you remember what it's like to love again

>>82786852
Ya ok, shitty women when they realize a guy isn't gonan degrade themselves 100%, and they keep doing a cycle of guy after guy after guy, and when they eventually find one they will just dump him anyways lmao

>>82787049
My demographic is failed normie losers with autistic interests (not the MLP kind).

>>82787030
>the femanons before you have destroyed my confidence, well before i even gained weight.
what happened if you don't mind sharing :[
>>82787045
what will adding you do towards convincing you that i'm not lying....
>>82787049
that sounds like a dream but i am convinced that is a nigh impossible task
like i'm sure someone out there can rise to the occasion but i'm not holding my breath

>>82787073
>what will adding you do towards convincing you that i'm not lying....
Let me get to know you and we'll see if you're a decent (0 body count) yet interesting non-normie girl that is mildly hot and will be loving and present in my life

>>82787063
And you're here with us, yay!
There's gotta be a lot more spaces for folks like us out there, just gotta go and look

>>82787073
>i'm sure someone out there can rise to the occasion
you've got one guy there propositioning you, go for it
what is life without a little risk?

>>82787079
Anon, I... it's a troon, you're talking to a fat troon

>>82787100
Welp, impossible like I said then

>>82787073
>what happened if you don't mind sharing :[
bullied by girl in primary school
evil bpd sister
added femanon that ended up being bdp but she already had her claws in me
soul destroying things said by people i thought cared for me when they thought i wasnt listening (irl and online)
I thought she loved me but then she just threw me away like woody nightmare in toy story and talked shit about me publicly.
theres more to it but thats the gist.
>>82787100
many such cases.

>>82787079
Wdym by non normie that is mildly hot
Those don't really exist, even nd hot girls are still somewhat normie

>>82787136
I don't mean fully non-normie even, just someone I can be myself with and not have to walk on eggshells around. I found someone like that but she wasn't present, and honestly probably didn't love me as much as she said. Shit's just impossible to find

>>82786671 (OP)
I had a mentally ill girlfriend. She was bipolar and would flip her shit at random nonsense and get angry and violent for no reason. For some reason, I genuinely don't know why, it would make me horny as fuck every time she got angry. And so... well, I don't like to say rape. But I would initiate sexual contact whether she wanted it or not, and she usually didn't. Her being furious and throwing shit and me chasing her around the room and stripping her while she punches and scratches and then fucking her, was just the absolute best.

It didn't happen every single time she'd go nuts and start fighting, but it was the norm. Like 85-90% of the time. She'd start with wild nonsensical accusations, I'd get angry and start fighting back, we'd argue and insult, she'd get violent, I'd rape her, and then we'd go back to our lives. I genuinely miss that crazy bitch.

>>82787053
are you schizophrenic or something? nothing you're saying applies to me or my mental illnesses projectionchama

>>82787079
oh yeah you did, in fact, specify that as what you meant
i may be stupid
>>82787091
he's scary i think i need to pass
>>82787131
okay full jokes off i'm really really sorry these things happened to you
if it means anything, you are worthy of better treatment than that of which they gave you, and i hope someone proves that to you some day

>>82787167
I don't give a fuck, you're still lonely because u are mentally ill loser fucking loser loser loser loser loser
>>82787160
Oh, I see
Yep, it's imposssible, the only women I know who let you be yourself are bpd or autistic women but they're not good dating options

>>82787202
we're both losers posting on r9k but ok i hope taking it out on me helps you heal from whatever tf mindraped you i guess

>>82787290
>>82787290
No one mindraped me, just fucking hate people like you
Go fuck off from my board and never come back again, we;re not the same

>>82787091
>There's gotta be a lot more spaces for folks like us out there, just gotta go and look
We are isolationists by nature. Group gatherings aren't really a thing.
I had a shower and feel a little better, plus my package arrived so im gonna go install it in my car.

>>82786692
this is kinda cute but i feel this isn't as true as you think or are making it out to be..
>>82786968
this is a take! 0-0
>>82787165
holy shit that's lowkey hot but i also couldn't imagine dealing with someone who lashes out like that. or lashing out like that.. must be exhausting.
>>82786686
>>82786685
you guys get it TwT

>>82787418
>>this is kinda cute but i feel this isn't as true as you think or are making it out to be..
Heh, yeah. Who would have those thoughts. Certainly not a subby assburger loser like me..

>>82786671 (OP)
I'd be the codependent and clingy one you NIGGER
KILL YOURSELF!!!

>>82786671 (OP)
I want a girlfriend. I don't care if she's mentally ill or not. I definitely wouldn't fix her because I'm incompetent at everything. But I'd try my "80% best" to be supportive and help her in what limited ways I could. But no women will ever want me because I don't make effort to be chad

>>82787418
>I'd get angry and start fighting back, we'd argue and insult, she'd get violent, I'd rape her, and then we'd go back to our lives.
>holy shit that's lowkey hot
The absolute STATE of modern women. I hope all of humanity dies and whatever next of species comes and takes our place, and makes the world better. Women don't deserve to live, genuinely deserving to be burned at a stake, it's so disgusting.

>>82786671 (OP)
diovsseldne on discord you worthless brain dead psychotic evil mentally ill whore

>>82786671 (OP)
I never left. I tried really hard to never hurt and to make it ok but in the end I will never know if she survived

>>82786671 (OP)
>canon event
Capebrain

I have mental problems myself so.. why would a normal healthy girl go out with me? A mentally ill girl would have similar experiences and issues to overcome and feel similarily worthless so we'd get along better, not feeling like anyone is settling or being exploited.

All women are crazy, all women are high maintenance for little reward. At least the ones who admit to MI are being honest, and are sometimes interesting.

>>82787507
This. I want an actually unhinged clingy gf because I simply cannot feel loved in any other way.