Thread 82787570

What do you guys want?
What is the ideal life to you guys?

I want to be a NEET forever and listen to music and read. I know this is dumb but I don't like society why do I need to contribute? Realistically speaking, I was implanted a thought on my mind hen I was a child, to marry a woman and have kids, but I do consider this to be impossible to achieve because of multiple reasons, including being retarded, every woman my age already having children and me being a worthless undesirable person

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Non-existence

I don't want any lives, my perfect life is the absence of it for as long as entropy deeply reigns over this universe and the ones beyond, chaos will exist and with chaos comes an almost infinite potential for suffering if that chaos is one to bring "life" into his worlds. all existences dominated by entropy are inherently evil in an oblivious way, but now I live by wondering for how much longer I will kept on with the savage machinations of this existence and when the time comes when I die if it even comes, we'll see if I can get my wish of perfection...

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Harem of sister-wives who all study philosophy in a broadly hierarchical structure with me at the top.

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>What do you guys want?
A girlfriend who will sit on my face.
>What is the ideal life to you guys?
Getting smothered in hairy sweaty pussy every day.

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>A large house with a nice garden, ideally some sort of interior courtyard zen garden
>Spend my days in devotion to the Lord, while also striving to achieve inner peace
>Strive for a life that has as little stress as possible

That or have a hugeass family, but since I'm already in my mid-30s the monk lifestyle seems more likely.

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Cozy and boring life. Im already living it desu and Im always grateful

I don't know what I want. The stop neeting part is what I fear the most and getting a job just to get laid sounds dumb because I'm 30 and by the time I get all my shit together, growing older and having less and less women to pick from, save money for a house when I am like 50 or so, afford to buy used cars only and all that kind of stuff, well, I won't feel happy

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memories and money
At its core, that's all there is to life

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I'd be fine with a couple different routes I guess. Since its october...
I'd like to get turned into a vampire and live in a shitty apartment in a city, or live with someone else in a gothic castle. I'd only have to worry about few things being a creature like that I guess.

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>Large, sustainable garden
>Edwardian/similar home, close to the city, modern kitchen with every appliance I could want
>Gym, asian grocer, butcher and good quality green grocer nearby
>Happy family, 2 kids
>International holidays at least once a year
Basically I need to be decently rich.

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>What is the ideal life to you guys?
Retired early in a modest house. Spend every day alternating between fucking my wife and engaging with 3-5 hobbies that I enjoy. Maybe travel to foreign nations sometimes. Grow lots of plants and mushrooms.

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Happy_Death

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To have sex with a woman not doing it for money

I don't know that girl is really fucking angry at me.Sometimes wounds heal physically.