hej everyone. School was so boring today and just kept dragging out forever, and the guy who asked me out and made fun of me afterwards was sitting so close to me, it made me very uncomfortable. I just felt so antisocial today, so i just came home and kinda just did nothing except some school work and some gaming
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well i didn't really come naked to his room and say that "i'm offering my body to you" or something like that, that almost sounds like some cult sacrifice ritual.
It was more that i was just curious how we were with each other. The last week was beautiful and he acted so much like a boyfriend to me, i just wanted to know if all that attachment is just emotional or also physical. Most times when he saw me naked i set it up or played it off as an accident, because i was trying to flash him to make him attracted to me, but this was kinda the first time since i confessed my feelings that i just showed myself naked to him with him fully knowing that i want to be his, which means there was no theater or alternative motive to hide behind.
I didn't expect him to throw himself at me or anything, i just wanted to know if he thinks that i'm sexy, or if he thinks that i'm attractive and likes my body, or if he finds it offputting or is repulsed by it, because i know regular siblings often hate seeing each other naked, and those situations are accidents on top of that.
So i didn't say any of that stuff, i just kinda walked in there naked and asked him if all that affection he showed me last week meant something. I just wanted to know if he thinks that i'm sexy or attractive to him, because he is to me, he makes me very attracted and turned on easily, i just wanted to know if he feels anyway like that too.
Didn't really get my answer, but i didn't want to pry, because he asked for some time to think and to let him finish his school work. I don't want to push him into anything, i just want to know if i'm an attractive girl in his eyes, that's all