Am I really so wrong for hating women?
>Be 5'7 ginger Anglo autist with a stutter that is living on my family farm in Lincolnshire
>Dad was too busy working/playing chess/home brewing/watching rugby/playing snooker etc.
>Me and my cousin shared a room but when he was away my oldest sister and her bf would use his bed
>My 5'11 blonde sister had this tall blue eyed Greek bf that looked like Guts from Berserk
>At night, while I was in bed he would loudly fuck my sister while they acted like I wasn't there
>He'd turn on the lamp and I saw my sister's big tits flapping and her yelling made me wank hard under my blankets
Those were my first wanks. I'm autistic, Don't blame me. My sister groomed me. They knew I was wanking but just laughed. She made me fap into her panties. Her excuse was that she didn't want me dirtying my bedsheets. Her bf made her give me hand jobs. I got "relief" from her, it later became demoralising. Her bf's dick is a huge tanned monster and my tiny English cock is pale, thin and barely 5 inches hard. After he shagged my sister she would be sweaty and gasping but when sis gave me handjobs, she would laugh and give the tip of my cock little smooches. The bf made me insecure about my body. I hated my tiny anglocel body. Once he made me wear a johnny and put it (my peen) in my sister when they were stoned. I barely lasted a minute, I was nervous and her vagina was loose and squishy. She was laughing hysterically and I prematurely ejaculated. Afterwards I felt so emasculated I cried, her bf laughed but she cuddled me.
>TL;DR? My sister groomed me and turned me into a weirdo anglocel with a cuck fetish
>Be 5'7 ginger Anglo autist with a stutter that is living on my family farm in Lincolnshire
>Dad was too busy working/playing chess/home brewing/watching rugby/playing snooker etc.
>Me and my cousin shared a room but when he was away my oldest sister and her bf would use his bed
>My 5'11 blonde sister had this tall blue eyed Greek bf that looked like Guts from Berserk
>At night, while I was in bed he would loudly fuck my sister while they acted like I wasn't there
>He'd turn on the lamp and I saw my sister's big tits flapping and her yelling made me wank hard under my blankets
Those were my first wanks. I'm autistic, Don't blame me. My sister groomed me. They knew I was wanking but just laughed. She made me fap into her panties. Her excuse was that she didn't want me dirtying my bedsheets. Her bf made her give me hand jobs. I got "relief" from her, it later became demoralising. Her bf's dick is a huge tanned monster and my tiny English cock is pale, thin and barely 5 inches hard. After he shagged my sister she would be sweaty and gasping but when sis gave me handjobs, she would laugh and give the tip of my cock little smooches. The bf made me insecure about my body. I hated my tiny anglocel body. Once he made me wear a johnny and put it (my peen) in my sister when they were stoned. I barely lasted a minute, I was nervous and her vagina was loose and squishy. She was laughing hysterically and I prematurely ejaculated. Afterwards I felt so emasculated I cried, her bf laughed but she cuddled me.
>TL;DR? My sister groomed me and turned me into a weirdo anglocel with a cuck fetish