Thread 82807940

>wake up feeling like I could need another hour or two of sleep
>another day another euro while being depressed
>get out of bed for a coffee n cig
>make my bed
>breakfast together with parents
>mom suggest we go out for a new microwave after we are back from work
>our over a decade old one died recently
>be like n0 thanks
>we can order one on amazon for a better price
>plus I wouldn't run risk to comfort shop a switch2
>need to save up my monas
>plus I want the future animal crossing edition in a year or two
>change into work clothes
>leave4work
>try to remember my (past) vacation to not be too hopeless
>still prefer if I could just die n sleep right now
>I hate being currently alive
>at work
>time for a coffee n cig this soon already

Your mom wants to go out of the house with you for a bit. Go to a cafe or something with her soon

Read this all expecting it to go somewhere. Hope work isn't too boring op

>>82807940 (OP)
good luck op

btw how many times do you go to the toilet given how much coffee you drink?

>>82807940 (OP)
Your mom's dying, retard. She wants to spend time with you.
Indulge her or forever regret not doing so.

>time for a coffee n cig break
>picrel is a pic I took myself
>TAKE ME BACK PLEASE
>I wanna cry desu
>I wanna die holy shittu
>>82807971
>the best place for coffee n cake is still stuck in renovation limbo since like 6 months
Meh
On the weekend maybe, going out here is just boring too and work is hardcore boring & life draining already
She is in a post-usa/Hawaii depression, we both agree on
>top 10 most boring countries
>1. Germany
>top 10 countries with the worst people (including natives)
>?.Germany
>1 is probably some place in Africa or India
>>82807973
Welp thanks
>we have to move a archive
Could be worse, at least its not a dirty/gross/very exhausting job
Still makes me miss my position back at amazon
I would go back to 10h shifts and 6 working days a week if they offered me a contract for process guide
But I left by not showing up anymore until they fired me, took months until they finally did it, im on their black sheep list now after they were so patient with me in a critical role
>>82808344
Every few hours
Highest rate is every hour
Whats worse than coffein is le social environments
If I go out and its 2crowded n I feel 2unwell im gonna start to have a more sensitive bladder
Or just be more paranoid about it
>at amazon I could pull through 4 hours
>since going to the bathroom will reduce ur working rate in the system
>go out to the city
>start to figure out where the next bathroom is at in less than a hour since the last visit
>a lot of times its just my paranoia

>>82807940 (OP)
oh i finally get wyh you niggas are obsessed with tomoko now

>>82808419
>now
For me its since like 2013
Old pic from another day
But u can see my tomoko shoes I commissioned in Dubai last year uwu
>Half a size too smol
>44.5 instead of 45
>can't wear them for too long

>tfw used to jump several times into the water from that cliff over there
>was amusing for the asian tourists
>river water was cold
>usually you can't get me into cold water at any cost
>but went often enough to a public bath house in Kyoto
>besides getting used to be naked around random people
>I got a bit used to cold water
>cause I jumped into the cold water after the sauna
>okies I better stfu now

>>82807940 (OP)
>almost bled to death from a random hemorrhage
>parents found me and ratted me out to the paramedics
RRREEEEEEEEE

>damn it
>I thought n0 shower was needed after work
>we have to move furniture from a office room to another
>get a Lil sweaty at times
>perhaps I will still skip the shower
>feel like I just wanna hide in my bed as soon as possible
>I hit dads nerve whenever im like
>amazon was better
>if I could get back the same position I would leave for them without a second thought
>if I go out with mom today I would probably derail into buying a switch 2
>still haven't played with my steam deck for more than 10h
>since I bought it last year
>there isnt a new animal crossing so it would run risk to meet the same fate until then
>need to collect my cash so I can start my own business
>I should just continue with wow classic
>and try to play on my steam deck
>its n0 break time
>but taking some time for a coffee n cig
>>82808507
Better luck n3xt times

>>82807940 (OP)
You should avatar fag as the smoking guy from the x files.

Think about it, it makes perfect sense.

>last coffee n cig break
>less than 2h til its time for home
>its boring
>dad is around me
>my younger brother is around me
>this is hell
>we rehired him cause he is rather normal again
>plus we got a underground construction job again in a few weeks
>he is gonna take care of it with a employee
>im gonna be stuck doing commissions for this factory
>dad is using him here for now cause le better if the money stays in the family than a external employee
>but he is still crazy about Jesus
>I fucking hate the abrahamic religions SO much
>and here I have a looney talking non st0p about it
>blaming me for worshipping a false idol alias buddah
>n0 arguments help against him cause he is crazy
>gonna tell dad I wont go to work anymore if its with him
>I have to keep myself from verbally abusing him SO hard
>cause I figured out thats the best way to get him mad and stop talking
>all I have to say in a calm matter is like
>if jesus loves you so much why did I got the better genes
>blue eyes
>skinny
>no balding process
>I look more handsome
>less retarded
>im furious inside cause all of his jesus talk today
>but im keeping it for myself so the stress level is increasing
>I wanna let it out on dad if I could
>why didn't I accept the teamlead position at amazon last year
>things could have been so much different
>but n0 I had to aim for becoming a Trainer
>my managers were all ready to turn me into a teamlead
>I need a third cig
>>82809130
Smoking tomoko if u ask me

>look into one of the folders
>>>>>this factory has a bank account with 70+ million yuros in it
>im crying
>why wasnt I born into their owners familie instead
>I NEED 70 millions

>arrive back home
>change clothes
>wanna skip food til the evening
>mom tried to make mexican food
>she is 2excited about it
>and it does look good
>give in
>we all eat together
>help her to clean the table & dishes afterwards
>be just sleepy now

>>82809357
He's literally called "the smoking man"

It couldn't be more perfect

>slept for way too many hours
0h fuck me

>turns out I missed going out with parents by waking up a few moments too late
>manage to get myself to continue with wow classic
>parents just arrive back home with some neatt food4me
>just gotta figure out what2watch while I eat desu
>>82810929
but I prefer the smoking tomoko

>>82813360
A good avatar is at least a bit like you anon. Are you a smol girl?

>>82807940 (OP)
the gayest part of that is you make your bed