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Anonymous No.82810645 >>82810664 >>82810985 >>82811340
hi robots i wanted to vent a lil

im in my early 30s and i feel im fucking up my life

when i was in hs i used to go to clubs and parties and i used to approach women ('hey would you give me a kiss') and some said yea (a lot said no too) and i just didn't care i was carefree and happy

then after hs i became kind of a neet, playing vidya and watching porn
i did get a degree and then a job and got my own place and stuff towards my mid-late 20s

i visited a lot of whores during this time, maybe around 50 thinking it'd help me talk to women, so i tried tinder and i got a few matches but i fumbled them because i just don't know how to be normal (one girl said 'do you only talk about movies?')

during covid i kinda started watching sissy hypno vids and i also installed grindr and got drunk and sucked a few cocks during this time, it felt good because it's validation and it made me feel attractive but it's not healthy for me

so now im trying to go back to being kind of straight and carefree again but idk how to go about it

thank u for reading!
Anonymous No.82810664 >>82810948
>>82810645 (OP)
do "straight" things I guess?
go to seedy bars, have a beer or two, start smoking cigs and watch the sports reruns on tv

I don't know, man
I don't know your whole story
Anonymous No.82810948 >>82810985
>>82810664
thank you for your reply, i'll do my best!
Anonymous No.82810985 >>82811012
>>82810645 (OP)
>>82810948
What's with you posting Millie Bobby Brown? Are you saying you look like her?
Anonymous No.82811012 >>82811016
>>82810985
posting cute girls gets me more replies
Anonymous No.82811016 >>82811087
>>82811012
you're doing the attention thing again, once a fag, always a fag
Anonymous No.82811087 >>82811121
>>82811016
i'm NOT gay
i just like attention
Anonymous No.82811121 >>82811168
>>82811087
>sucked a few cocks during this time, it felt good because it's validation and it made me feel attractive
you will fall back into the hole agane kill yourself while you still can
Anonymous No.82811168 >>82811181
>>82811121
actually i almost did that last week but decided against it last minute
i just wanna get out of this mindset
Anonymous No.82811181 >>82811203
>>82811168
if you really wanted to stop sucking cocks you would stop neow
Anonymous No.82811203 >>82811235
>>82811181
but how do i stop?
it turns me on a lot but it's not good for me
Anonymous No.82811235 >>82811296
>>82811203
you can do whatever you want have fun being a fag though unless you don't want to be a fag then get a hobby or something I recommend learning how to grow psilocybin mushrooms
Anonymous No.82811296
>>82811235
yea i need a hobby or two and stop watching porn
Anonymous No.82811340 >>82811351
>>82810645 (OP)
>idk how to go about it
digital detox
Anonymous No.82811351
>>82811340
tiktokfadfag nigger
>digital detox yesh it does less than just getting something else to do b-b-but its what everybody else is doing
fuck you faggot