Thread 82810925

Clonazepam edition!

I'm on valproic acid, vortioxetine and a tiny dose of olanzapine. All for my bipolar.
Idk what more to say except that they work. You wouldn't know I have this disease if I didn't tell you so.

>>82810925 (OP)
can we go back to cute anime girl pics for drugfeel please?
anyway
>"time to stop weed for good"
>"that was the last of it. scraped off kief from the grinder and hash from the vape's metal filter"
>"from here on it's all uphill"
>2 days later i'm vaping the already vaped weed that i kept in a jar
>i will be doing this for 2 more weeks probably
but hey eventually it WILL physically run out.

>>82811173
You're lucky. My shit is fucked up and the doctors won't even try mixing meds on me.

>>82811173
Nice! Glad they work for you, anon.

My mind is turning inside out

>>82811173
how does it affect you otherwise?
from what i'm reading up on mental illnesses this might be one of the only few that are actually real

>>82811200
anime 4 u
>>82810925 (OP)
Anyone have experiences growing poppy seeds? I remember some Anon stealing opium pods around his neighbour and the tea seemed to work well enough for him

>>82811331
Well I used to be depressed for extended periods of time, and then mania for lots of months when I was unmedicated. I don't have anything to say about depression that you don't already know, but regarding mania, during one of my 6 months episodes I
>kicked my mom out of my house and abused her verbally relentlessly
>spent 1800euros on a new motorbike that I didn't need and crashed it awfully a few days later. 450euros for repairs. 500euros on fines. 1 month of prison on 1 year probation
>fucked 10 prostitutes and got a yeast infection. twice.
>hanged out with neo nazis
>discovered and adored MGTOW (still consider myself to be MGTOW)
>got a tattoo of the MGTOW symbol
>got a tattoo of the rod of Asclepius to honor my dad who used to be a doc
>literally yeeted my wooden bed from my balcony on the first floor of our apartment building and it crashed on our garden (thank god nobody was standing there)
>rode my bicycle for 2 hours every day (used to be a total sloth when not manic)

and plenty of other fuckery

Meds and psychotherapy help a ton tho, my mood has been extremely stable for the past two years and I genuinely enjoy life

>>82811331
a lot of mental illnesses are real, actually

>>82810925 (OP)
>Clonazepam edition!
I've tried clonazepam only once, and I didn't feel shit from it. Like literally not a single thing. I've been told that 10mg valium is equal in strength to 0.5mg clonazepam, and that's the dosage of clonazepam I took at the time, but the valium felt much stonger. I never ended up trying higher dosages of clonazepam thoughever.
Anyone know why this would be?

>>82812166
there is biological and purely mental. bipolar is biological (iirc)
i might be talking out of my ass

Just learned the medstack Im on has a name. "california rocket fuel". Apparently it has a statistically better change of treating depression.
I still want to ballistically dissect my brain after 2 months on it though.

>>82812341
what do any of these words mean?

going back to school after frying my brain with drugs makes me realize that i'm probably made myself permanently retarded. i can't ever say complete thought without tripping over my words.

I reckon the reddior/bluelighter whose jimmies get scuttled the most by the infamous "DARE" and "jus say no meng" are sometimes the ones with the biggest drug issues. A minor observation perhaps- maybe, in that case, they should given the boys at DARE a second look I mean whatever the aforementioned sadsack heavy druggos are did, didn't work right? And even the evil DARE is often more accurate and less brazenly dishonest than most drug forums sad to say.

Is it because those who really like their gram of Afghan #3 off the foil in the evening or those who rig up a without fail morning 6 point shot of meth get a bustle and a rustle of a jimmie or two from the DARE gents because they're are telling them to not take (too much) drugs?

You know what would be terribly amusing for a minute or two at most? Copy the DARE entry on a drug where the kid gloves come fully off e.g. heroin I guess. Copy it down but replace "heroin" with "alcohol", change some small obvious things as well.

Do you think there's a chance those oddballs with 10k bluelight/drugnerds post will contemplate your new article on alcohol.... and thoughtfully mention you didn't go far enough on this deadly poison etoh? I've seen some lapsed into low sentience (sorry) such as rants where people go apeshit over DARE (how many know any more than the name) and then write a "insightful" and rousing diatribe about alcohol. Id like to see some proper diss track or at least some heavy duty dressing down.

>>82812442
how long ago was last use?

>>82812513
i smoke weed everyday but i think what really fucked me up are the bromazolam i used to take since last year.

>>82812535
>i smoke weed everyday
nigga that the shit making you retarded

mushrooms are NASTY

>>82811200
>can we go back to cute anime girl pics for drugfeel please?
Bake the next bread mate, it's not like there's a race for the OP

>>82811729
Holy shit
Glad you're doing better

>>82811729
sounds like a really boring person trying to sound exciting
people do shit like this in 1 weekend, not over the course of 10 years oh wow a tattoo
!!!1 ommggggg youre so badasss bro little girls in grade school get them now

>>82812881
I think the important part here is him getting a MGTOW tattoo, not just any tattoo

>>82812881
you come off really insecure about something, not really sure what for or why. or maybe you are just underage.
i'm not trying to come off as exciting. i am merely giving examples of how my illness influenced my actions and turned me into someone else.

I miss my sweet E she posted here years ago she's probably dead now from an OD

I'm a former meth addict who has a criminal reccord now I no longer find it worth the risk to buy drugs on the street.

I have legal weed here. Then kratom. Then its tobbaco and alcohol.

Does anyone know actual legal highs in california?

>>82813266
nah bro thats a honest response youre trying way too hard to sound edgy , sounds like a losers abridged life story like bro, most teen girls get gang banged on a whim

>>82812484
You the same anon that wrote the Reefer Madness posts?

>>82813510
Hello anon, yes in fact I did do some rather banal if serviceable light trolling that drug forum and on "drugcirclejerk".. did a funnie tierlist on here too but no one took bait
However, I only did a few of them, and a while ago they were done.. So, tragically, you might be thinking of another
anon. But anyway, if you did or did not think it was me after all, it matters not..., I say, I like the cut of your jib anon. The jib of which i like the cut off

i still feel suicidal after trying pretty much everything the healthcare system has thrown at me. What the hell can I do? I'm scared of dying, but I can't stand the pain of being alive anymore. It really does feel like that comparison of being inside a burning building and jumping out the window

>>82810925 (OP)
I really fucking miss weed so bad bros, it basically fixed my autism and made me function like a normal human being, but these months I've spent without it made me aware of the daily toll. Furious literally all the time, brain fog, speech poverty and thought blocks mid conversation, think I've completely raped my cannabinoid receptors.
I've been coping with a drink every now and then to stave off the shitty grayness of life, but holy shit am I miserable. Only time I'm not miserable is long distance running, and even that's harder without it. I can't go back despite how good it would feel, I would turn into a mumbling ape again who can barely string a sentence.

>>82815188
Have you tried ketamine therapy? It's supposedly very useful for treatment resistant depression. Insurance will often cover the nasal spray version if you can't afford infusions, nasal spray version is esketamine rather than just ketamine (name brand Spravato.) They also have a DXM/Bupropion combination medication for treatment resistant depression, which is called Auvelity, not sure how many insurances cover that.

>>82815188
If you're looking for a drug solution then you'll want to try hallucinogens. The other anon mentioned dissos, so other than that, psychedelics would be the last option (but they are all illegal, fyi). The most common ones you'll find are LSD (in the form of blotter paper tabs) and psilocybin mushrooms (either dehydrated or freeze dried).

Alternatively, if illegally buying them is undesirable, you can grow your own mushrooms at home, extract DMT from treebark, extract mescaline from san pedro cacti, or extract LSA from certain seeds. Each of those methods has plenty of online guides (on various forums including r*dd*t) if you so desire.

>>82815380
>>82815460
I'm currently trialling lithium, supposedly my blood levels aren't in the therapeutic range yet. If it also fails, I'll bring up ketamine to my psychiatrist in the next appointment.
Growing up my own lsd shrooms at home sounds fun, but I don't think I'm smart enough for that lol, or at least in the right mental state at the moment. I also don't wanna have problems with the police.
Thanks for the answers

>>82815555
Checked nice.
>smart enough for that
There are entire guides which walk people through it, fwiw. But indeed the anxiety of legal concerns can be daunting. Worse case scenario, you could try to network at a local rave (not even going into the venue, but just meeting people outside it perhaps, idk).

>>82815611
How does it work? You take it and feel good for a few hours?

>>82812208
afaik .5mg clonazepam is the lowest typically prescribed dose. It's not as hard hitting or impacting like .5mg of alprazolam might be, for instance, especially if you're on the heavier or more anxious end. Even 2mg of alprazolam keeps me barely settled depending on how anxious I am. Try asking for 1mg and if that doesn't do anything for you it might not be for you. It's also good to know what you're hoping to get out of how much you're taking: a high, calming down, etc. Personally, clonazepams have been my favorite benzos.

>>82815750
>It's also good to know what you're hoping to get out of how much you're taking: a high, calming down, etc
For me I just want calmness and serenity because I'm always on edge. Before I got a benzos prescription I used to take 300mg of DPH, and at that dosage I wouldn't have any of the hallucinations or negatives people on DPH complain about, it was just a sense of complete and utter calm like nothing could bother me in that moment.
Surprisingly, I don't get as strong of a calming feeling from both the benzos I've tried (valium & clonazepam) as I ever did from the DPH.

I think meth is actually the first true hard drug Ive tried even though this term is not precise. It doesn't mean bad thing or alcohol if you're dime a dozen drugs teenager.... it actually used to mean the grip the drug has on the dopaminergic reward pathways but i guess taxing feeling is there and counts too.

Tried
Boozes and fags (altho i don't smoke much now booze is my fav social drug and got me thru a my sadsack phases)

Amphetamine: prob fav solo drug, also addictive, can mess you up staying up too long and bashing the fucking bishop to porno is a insidious sickness

Benzos: great for functional use. Clonazepam is my go-to. But just a bit too handy sometimes for .... everything. Only OK-ish for rec use.

Ketamine: it was ... ok. I felt anxious and wouldn't do it at a club. I basically turned into a giant baby and didn't know where the fuck i was. Kinda interesting i guess

MDMA The only drug I'm nervous before taking. Unlike amphetamine, coke, or even meth this doesn't come subtle. Dunno where the lovey duvvy thing came from. Proper crystal MDMA at rec doses hits like a train and too much is really not great. I didn't mind it, but the SERT release didn't butter my bread in the same way as dopamine release (amphetamine)

4mmc - didn't rate it too much really, maybe had bunk pack

Kratom - addicted to this. currently at about 10grams per day of the green miracle sludge. I don't mind too much, it's prob the mildest drug I've pissed around witth but the withdrawals are actual opi withdrawals minus the vomiting and pain. The restlessness in withdrawal is poss worse tho. It really sucks if you haven't been in opi withdrawals. Don't get caught in the lurch. Might switch to kava

Cocaine i like it and also like with booze due to you know what. Too expensive for me atm. Good coke is a real treat tho many say

>>82815819
cont...


Crack Cocaine: "accidentally" took this in London while pissed off my nut. Didn't notice much. Dealer proceeded to steal 300 out of my account after lol

Phenibut weird drug. i didn't get big withdrawals/ goes well with the grinded up wonder herb from Bali. Not bad.

Weed Not really my thing, hope it just gets the green light here so potheads wind their neck in although it is an online thing more than anything. Some are wanting to ban alcohol next which is a bumbling route to go down because vast amount of stoners drink (80% pop drink). And it wont happen. You are just making potheads look petty and two faced and weird. But I don't have an issue with 95% stoners, enjoy ur smoke

Meth This stuff really does a number on you. It's too much sometimes. Your reward system is being primed so much just staying at speedrun.com will have ur brain think it's being super rewarded for doing so. Called "getting stuck".
Less physical sides at first than AMP but this is deceptive. It's harsher on the body and can really slam your ass against the wall, more than any of the above imo. It does not fuck about.
That's why when some smart alec talks about a beer as a hard drug/poison and wants the like of coke. meth legalization ikt is obvious buffoonery as they have not done meth . Otherwise it would be fatuous and another drug fan having an axe to grind.

Sorry for the wallotext, don't bother with it. Had to get one block of text off tonight Not a single word, I know

>>82815661
>work
Primarily agonism of the 5HT-2A (and a few other) serotonin receptor(s). Fwiw, some people like taking GABAergics before hand to soften the experience. Though, fyi, alcohol in particular isn't the best choice for that since it can be nausea-inducing.
>feel
Psychedelics are more complicated than just "good" and can also be subjectively bad for some (like if you go into a trip the day after a nasty breakup or losing your job). They will force you to feel many things, but of those, are intense confrontations and self reflections. I recommend looking up people's trip reports of them and how they have been used to handle mental/personal issues. The most common places for such reports would be Erowid's "Experience Vault" and any of the drug related subs on r*dd*t.

>>82812225
>i might be talking out of your ass
what did he mean by this?

>>82815976
It's interesting that it works that way since I remember reading that certain drugs with 5ht2a antagonism have therapeutical benefit in depression (mainly 2nd generarion antipsychotics, commonly used to augment antidepressants, as well as some tricyclic antidepressants). IIRC the blockade of that receptor released dopamine in some other area of the brain

>>82812341
Dude. If you're reading this and still feel bad, drop that shit. Venlafaxine won't work better than other ADs because it's too weak at inhibiting the reuptake of noradrenalin. There are studies that support this. Drop that shit and ask your doctor for Clomipramine, a true SNRI.

One of my dead molars broke completely today. I'll be lucky if there's still time for a post crown.
At least I'm high and about to chew on some fajitas with the right side of my mouth only after 38 hours awake.
Any of you missing teeth?

>use weed
>get super anxious and want to suicide the entire time
>afterward feel calm the entire day and don't feel disassociated or anxious at all


does this happen to anyone else? i use weed just for the day after. what's happening here? i think it depletes my reserve of anxiety somehow. if i keep using weed will the anxiety stop?

kpins pregab and weed has absolutely insane cevs and visuals in general, i keep nodding

I still miss 420chan

>>82813425
seek help, there is salvation

>>82817017
There's a few factors here
1. The weed come up is part of what is motivating that feeling
2. You are getting too high. Think of it like starting off falling down drunk and then being buzzed and a little tipsy by the end of the night
3. You don't have good coping strategies for feeling too stoned. I had a few strategies I knew would work, like preparing a large meal or drinking the right amount of hot coffee.

>>82817416
I thought the guys over at r/trees thought the solution to smoking too much pot was to power thru and smoke more pot. And chaaaaaaange strains. Getting less high? I guess some might accidentally missed a toke once here and there. Killing a weed high is basically an almighty blunder I've gathered.

Imagine if you chugged a bottle of vodka and got rreally drunk. But then someone had u drank water, gave time and less booze was drunk and u sobered you up to merely pissed up/very tipsy. What a bungle you made in throwing away being wasted. In fact getting to wasteland (promised land) then sobering by mistake a good reason to start machine gun ripping bong hits. In fact getting high is good. alcohol is bad/

If that doesn't help with issues, then try making a massive dose of weed and then eating it and getting blazed to the heavens. IT's called getting high off a plant with same addictiveness as *just imagine something really not addictive and also mundane, that's what weed is as addictive as, that thing",
And if that doesn't work then then smoke more weed.

>>82815856
>>82815819
Yeah 4mmc sounds bunk if it didn't floor you like mdma. It's like mdma + coke combined. Supposed to release more serotonin actually and I can see that. It just doesn't have this strong loving empathy that mdma has, but that doesn't bother me. Mdma does fuck all to me these days but 4mmc would still give me a great high.

Careful with the meth if you're just snorting/eating it. Don't start smoking it if you haven't already cause if you have trouble with stimulants/porn it will destroy you. The high for me was way more powerful and it gripped me like no other drug ever did.

Hahahaha holy shit I have ZERO self control when I'm addicted to oxy.
I said I'd leave atleast 6 pills and I'm already digging into that stash, I hid the remaining 5 better so that I keep my hands off.

>>82817952
TO be fair the 4mmc did give me that fuzzball serotonin feel and I got a bit high but the fast comedown (from SERT drug) and weird night I tried to sleep put me off, I thought it was only ok. To be honest I was worried I would really like it. But could be bunk.

Yes I snort/oral.sublingual meth. It really wears me down over like 2 days and gets me feeling like shit and good at the same time as a redose. I've been in the trenches staying up on amphetamine. But meth is much harsher. Those guys on the stims board trying to minimize meth vs amp or ritalin . Talk shit, cherry pick etc cuz they moan about god damn "stigma" is just one annoyance on drug forums. I don't want to take d-meth, I like eurospeed but these guys in England have big time issues with sorting out a good product over the years. I currently got amphetamine.

I had meth err... yesterday and time before that was in early August. No plans on smoking one off with that shit in it, and no plans on slamming that shit into a vein. Apparently that changes things. I dont know why ppl are so flippant about it (I get shit happens tho)

>>82812208
Try 3mg-4mg dose and you'll have a diffrrent reaction.

>>82818359
good. cause the high from smoking/shooting is that much more powerful it is like a different drug. That's when the drug became the monster it has the reputation for being with creating junkies. I was a polyaddict before but basically every other drug dropped off the map as all i wanted to do was smoke ice.

>>82815856
>It's harsher on the body and can really slam your ass against the wall, more than any of the above imo
Idk about you, but Meth is kind to me physically. I may not get the full euphoria cus my APs block Dopamine release, but the euphoria was never too strong for me. Also I *only* dose orally.
What are your dosages?
I do 500mg on high tolerance spread to 12-18 hours.
How long are your sessions on Meth?
I do a 1 day session then 7-14 days off.

>>82818234
>I have ZERO self control when I'm addicted to oxy.
I've heard oxys (especially snorted) are devilishly addictive. Stay strong, anon.

>>82818523
>especially snorted
Yup, you'd be correct, the compulsion is insane.
I fail to understand that I can't trust myself to do it in moderation, I went from "enough for now" to "only a quarter" and now I've just snorted the second quarter.
Addiction's only bad because I don't have an infinite supply of it and my monkey brain can't comprehend that until it sniffs through the entire pack.

I wish when I get back on stimulants after a break I could play games or do some half assed studying or listen to shitty music straight away and crack on,

Instead I, predictably, start polishing my bell end at the pc for sometimes all day 1. Luckily on days 2-3+ of taking speed the wanking urge goes down but not fully. This procedure of getting excited for some nice pack of eurospeed, then sniffing such moreish white powder then an hour later choking the chicken to porno volume up wank.

Perhaps I have to amend this this "Hand------->Dick" association that is obviously formed a quite robust connection in my case so it breaks link or at least weakens it.
The putting of my hands down my pants is like a kid who first found out he could burp his worm in his shorts. I need to stop touching my knob when I take amphetamine.
I fiddled and tampered too with my reward pathways by way of white powder and while not a severe stimfap Sadsack who goes 5 days 5 nights, I can go lower.
I'm way too old for this too. It's such a feeble and yet wretched dysfunctional dopaminergic adaptation that I cultivated and furnished myself.. Never should've started stroking myself silly while hoovering up lines and opening xvid tabs
nocare
didn't read a single word etc

Every time I take stims with the intent of getting something productive done I just end up arguing with people on 4chan for hours about irrelevant bullshit

>>82818497
>What are your dosages?
I don't order on the reg (i do for amphetamine tho) but usually get gram of (d)meff in and that gram lasts 4-5 days so about 200-230mg a day.
Each dose is about 50-100mg so I like re-dosing sadly
>I do 500mg on high tolerance spread to 12-18 hours.
That is quite a big dose. If I took 500mg it would nearly blow my head of (with these products). Do you order and take the 500mg with multiple sellers? If only one seller and you go to a new guy, maybe start on lower cuz 500mg dextro-meth would have some ppl hitting the ceiling (and not in a good way)

>How long are your sessions on Meth?
>I do a 1 day session then 7-14 days off.

It is good that you do one day. That might be the main reason it doesn't run you down as much (plus hydration etc).
I take benzos so I go for 2-3 days on meth although I fucked up and went 5 once and also 5 on amphet due to no benzos
I currently go through that gram of meff once every 6-8 weeks but used to be 2-3 weeks for 6 months, same amount

>>82818650
Idk where to get d-Meth... olnly what my guy has.
>I don't order on the reg (i do for amphetamine tho)
I used to alternate between Meth and Amphetamine, but switched completely to meth.
The amp my guy had was weird tasting. The high tolerance I've got is due to irresponsible use of speed, and I still have it today cus I didn't take a long Tbreak in 6 months. Now I only do Meth though, as I think it's the better high, and have limited funds.
>Each dose is about 50-100mg so I like re-dosing sadly
I also dose 50mg; every 40min-2h. I have it pre-split to 500mg baggies and each baggie is 10 uses.
I never do more than 1 bag a session as a rule.
>Do you order and take the 500mg with multiple sellers?
I only have one guy as his Meth is the cheapest I've seen; can't attest to quality, though, since his Meth is the only one I've ever used. Never had out-of my-mind expriences on Meth, though, even that one time I did 4g in 4.5 days (at the very beginning, while on high tolerance from the speed). For me, Meth is very mellow and chill.
>That might be the main reason it doesn't run you down as much
Yeah, I've strict rules for health's sake and to avoid addiction. My next Meth day is tomorrow.

what's avail on the clearnet in canada?

>>82818567
Heard some horror stories. Better get a hold of it while you still can.

>>82816502
Yep Im here, but Im an EUfag so I went to bed. My post last night was a bit weird, head was spinning a bit. But yes I was just googling around for other experiences of venlafaxine when I came across the term "california rocket fuel" and was like wtf is this. Turns out it's a combination of meds Ive been eating for a couple of months in varying doses. Feeling jack shit. Mirtazapine makes me sleepy (prescribed as a sleep aid) but I still sleep like shit (keeps waking up, always tired during the days).
Honestly I am a bit scared of AD drugs when I read of the side effects and what reactions people have to the meds. And Im not even sure I want to "get better" anymore. Perhaps I should just take a page out of Jim E Browns playbook and quit all this shit and pick up drinking again.

>>82815198
Weed damage is just neurotransmitter downregulation, its not permanent.
Except the damage to your lungs, that shit will stay.

>>82815460
Taking psychs when you're suicidal is not a good idea imo.

>>82819804
>psychs when you're suicidal
Very true. I recommended it, though, because they said they had tried "pretty much everything the healthcare system has" so I figured if they really wanted a last ditch effort, then it'd be worth it.

>>82818947
>Idk where to get d-Meth... olnly what my guy has.
Well most cartels use a enhanced recycling type process to extract dmeth from lmeth cost effectively nowadays so it should be more common. Most meth made at a medium scale used to to be racemic 50/50 dmeth/lmeth. But I'm honestly not sure, seems to differ a lot based on areas.
But dmeth cause nearly all the high so a pure demeth product (should be advertised) could be much stronger

>I used to alternate between Meth and Amphetamine, but switched completely to meth.
The amp my guy had was weird tasting. The high tolerance I've got is due to irresponsible use of speed, and I still have it today cus I didn't take a long Tbreak in 6 months. Now I only do Meth though, as I think it's the better high, and have limited funds.
>Each dose is about 50-100mg so I like re-dosing sadly

IF you take meth enough over amphetamine you will eventually start pining for it over amphetamine even if you slightly prefer amphetamine- it's a biological response due to meth stronger effect on the reward system, Dopamine is like that. MDMA for many is very euphoric (altho not for me lol), more so than amphetamine. But amphet is more addictive than mdma.. (In part) because amphetamine releases more dopamine than MDMA

>>82820044
>>82818947
Personally I want to stock with little boy amphet and I finally found a uk seller not hocking shite. But he took 3 weeks to send it so I caved and went to meff this time. I don't really like the more "stimlockey" potential of meths stronger reward system effects. It's too much if you want to do some productive stuff, it's more damaging side effect profile and greater chronic use risks But I won't diss another person choice now.

You seem fairly sensible tho, and prob know the extra risk of meth vs amphet use. Over threshold to low therapeutic levels meth is directly neurotoxic to mid-brain dopa neurons, whereas it is thought amphetamine isn't. Amphetamine might be indirectly neurotoxic in high doses -possibly with high temp. Meth damages certain serotonergic systems altho to a much lesser extant than if one was abusing MDMA. Amphetamine has a much lower risk of that damage. Meth is more addictive because of the increased dopamine release in recreational dose and its more pervasive effects on targets. Meth seems to carry a higher risk of causing psychosis. There's some more, but the gist is meth is a harder drug than amphetamine and even more so vs Ritallin. Risk and Reward anon, so your choice.

>>82819804
>Weed damage is just neurotransmitter downregulation, its not permanent.
nta but oh thank god.

>>82820044
>you will eventually start pining for it over amphetamine
True. Meth is stronger, had a rush, and was more of what a stim should be, for me. The Amphetamine I got had a weird chemical taste and was a very robotic high. Meth is just superior in my experience.
>But amphet is more addictive
It's more addictive than Meth as well imo, since the high is shorter, so you're more likely to compulsively redose to prolong the high and avoid the crash. At least, that's how Amphetamine worked for me, and therefore gave me a huge tolerance that sticks with me today.
>>82820074
>Over threshold to low therapeutic levels meth is directly neurotoxic to mid-brain dopa neurons
>Meth damages certain serotonergic systems
>Risk and Reward anon, so your choice.
I am aware of the higher risk of Meth, and hope my strict usage regimen mitigates the toxic effecs a bit. But yeah, Meth has a bad risk profile, compared to Amphetamine, and is much harsher on the body.
I my eyes, all drugs have their pluses and minuses, and you just have to take the good with the bad. I accept the risk of developing brain/heart disease later in my life, not without worry, but still; with awareness. Maybe if I had access to better quality speed I'll switch again, but chances are low.
>Meth is more addictive because of the increased dopamine release
For me, Amphetamine is more addictive for the reasons I pointed out above. I was definitely chasing the high with speed moreso than with Meth; which lasts longer and you can just get to a satisfying level of high and stay on it for a long while. The Dopamine releasing properties are lessened for me, imo cus of the APs I take, which limit Dopamine release in the brain. APs also are used with benzos (I also use) in Meth poisoning cases to limit its immidiate effects.
>Meth seems to carry a higher risk of causing psychosis
I am diagnosed with schizophrania, and doing Meth (or LSD) never gave me psychosis. Maybe I'm built different or lucky or something.

So is phenibut like a benzo? or simlar to alcohol? Not looking for a benzo high, just something simlar to a energetic drunk

Holy shit, no. Fuck Clonazepam. I cannot quit this shit, and I've been taking Rivotril (Roche) every day since 2019. In 2023, I made the mistake of mixing it with cocaine (taking a pill, waiting a bit, then doing lines through the night until 5 a.m., sleeping all day, and repeating for about two months -- ~$6,000 lost). It felt good, but things got worse, and my 0.5-1 mg dose jumped to 2-8 mg (sometimes 10 mg a day).

What is "microdot" called in the States?

>>82820800
Oh, yeah. I'm diagnosed with bipolar (I). And I get bored easily, maybe that explains the "cocaine phase" since I was around criminals and being friends with them, hanging out with shady people and throwing money away quite literally.

im on mephedrone but my friend went home so now im so lonely;...
i also need to buy more. maybe get some weed or not. what should i do should i just get more mephedrone and talk to random people in bars if i dont want to be lonely? eurofag btw

>>82819637
There is a problem with the antidepressant class of meds in which newer, "shinier" drugs (SSRIs, supposed SNRIs like venlafaxine or duloxetine) tend to be less effective than older drugs (tricyclics like Clomipramine, and MAOIs), despite being widely more used. Big pharma are to blame for this, as they are only interested in shilling the latest drugs so they can make more money. I recommend reading about experiences of patients on phenelzine and tranylcypromine. You'll find that most of them rate them as highly effective.

>>82820965
I have read about MAOIs. They sound scary, like you have to watch what you eat and shit.

>>82821362
Yes, there are dietary restrictions but they are overblown. Food nowadays has less tyramine than it did in the past due to changes on conservation techniques. They do take a bit more work and knlowledge to use than other antidepressants, but like I said they also tend to be highly more effective, especially for treatment resistant depression. And in my opinion they are worth trying if you've failed everything else, you really don't have anything to lose

>>82818581
does fapping on meth actually feel good or is it just compulsion?

I've got a bad circumcision and sensitive skin on my dick, to the point it doesn't feel that pleasurable to fap (no idea how I'd manage with sex, if i ever get that chance kek). but then I have an edible and all the pain goes away and the pleasure increases by 10x. i-is meth even s-stronger than this???

>>82821420
I have tried ecitalopram 5 and 10mg (baby doses but first antidepressant I tried).
Venlafaxine, currently up to 150mg/day in incremental doses.
Mirtazapine 15, 30, and 45mg (kept doing 30 with ecitalopram and venlafaxine for sleep).
And Quetiapine 25mg after I still dont feel rested after sleep (anxious sleep, much interruptions, etc).
And now Bupropion since I sleep ALOT just bad, so Im so fucking tired during the days.

The only pill I have felt doing anything at all is the mirtazapine, makes me sleepy, but not actually sleeping.

>>82821505
Yeah, quetiapine and mirtazapine will make you feel tired because their main pharmacological action is H1 antagonism, which causes sedation (and therefore kind of reduces anxiety as well) and weight gain. They are not really very effective for depression though, I prefer to think of them as sedatives more than anything

>>82821610
Quetiapine and mirtazapine were both prescribed as sleep aids yeah. Still dont feel rested any morning, choppy sleep etc. I would say mirtazapine perhaps a bit more effective. Quetiapine does fuckall.

im high as fuck rn watching pacific rim and absolutely loving it this movie is so fucking good

>>82821661
If you feel tired/sleepy during the day you may want to look at something more stimulating. Bupropion can help in that regard but will not be as effective as say a proper stimulant. I take 150 mg Armodafinil and it works really well for me, it allows me to go to work and focus on stuff, no side effects either.

>>82821742
I'm gonna check with doctor what they think. Thanks for tips bro.

>>82820714
Because it's functionality is GABA B agonism and gabapentinoid blockage, I've heard it subjectively put closer to alcohol than benzos, but it depends on the person.

WHAT ARE LEGAL HIGHS IN CALIFORNIA BESIDES WEED? I AM A HEROIN AND METH ADDICT THAT WILL NOT DO MORE TIME IN PRISON FOR GETTING HIGH. I TRIED KRATOM I WILL GET SOME LATER. FEELING LIKE A STIMULANT.

DO I REALLY HAVE TO GET A ADDERALL PERSCRIPTION? KRATOM IS AS GOOD AS COEDINE.

is there a list of every single drug that is/was prescribed in the united states since the start of the 20th century and their purpose?

>>82821661
NTA.
>Quetiapine and mirtazapine were both prescribed as sleep aids
Why not use benzos? Work for my insomnia, with full night sleep and no grogginesss in the morning. Something short-lasting and fast-acting like Lorazepam or Brotizolam? Quetiapine would just make my body hard to carry without making me sleepy at all.

>>82821486
>does fapping on meth actually feel good or is it just compulsion?
NTA. It may be only me, but Meth takes away all of my libido for 3 or so days after use. And when I tried to stimfap I got overheated and soft.

>>82821929
Getting that shit prescribed aint easy where I live.

>>82821709
>im high as fuck rn watching pacific rim and absolutely loving it this movie is so fucking good
Sounds like a lot of fun! Heard good things about the movie.

>>82821960
You've gone through a lot of meds, I'm sure the doctor would consider it an option if all else failed and you asked. Or go to a private psychiatrist and get prescribed benzos like it was sugar pills.

I'm gonna DIY ketamine therapy, anyone has any tips n tricks on how to go about it?

>>82821420
You got it anon. The whole you'll eat a cocktail cube of cheese and keel over and die is also outdated since the 1970s. Today's foods have a have such lower Tyramine content that ate pork and drank some red wine on parnate and I didn't give up the ghost But DO TREAT WITH CAUTION first and gradually go up in case. The one thing not to do is take them with something like MDMA.
I had a bad experience in UK with RNHS trying to get MAOI (parnate) after other drugs all not... cutting the mustard I guess anon. So now I'm obviously going want to regale the these rather prosaic events via my last wall of text credit left

S-so yeah. It took me 14 months to get an appointment with a specialist . I went in with printed out psychotropical reports from the website, a few leaves of scientific papers, and a few drug factoids show I was at least a dilettantes. I was obviously waiting in the wings... waiting in the waiting room, whipping up a bombshells or two for insertion into working memory ready, for my imminent bout of cerebral crossing of swords. That's all bullshit obv.
>not a single word

>>82822056
When you use, I recommend either drinking green tea (or directly supplementing EGCG) to offset the risk of bladder damage.

>>82822128
>>82822128
>>82822128
So the saga began in earnest when he goes with a flippancy only got 20 minutes so get going. This mnotherfucker then refused at all times to even look or discuss muh printouts and maois. He even tried asking why I had life insurance after reading my notes (I was on that suicide ideation, better now). It fairly clear I was dealing with a confirmed bell en by now bit I still said Life insurance in case I happen to check out. A smart ass to boot for scoff and said that no companies for my suicide.(they mostly do, after a waiting period usually 1-2 years). He still said I was lieing but said should just kill myself if you really believe it. I was a pussy though, and depressed..
Then he said I saw 10 months ago on the notes it was reported I drank some beers over Christmas and so I didn't give these pills a "fair crack of the whip"

Therefore you get nothing at all and then said "I am tosser" in coded language: wait 2 weeks it will clear (I'd waited 14 months for this med acquisition).

In the end I purchased parnate myself from a euro pharmacy and it did work fairly well no bs. But it was too late and I failed my job probation due to going outside and blubbering and shit like that. I had impotent fantasies later of going back and slicing him with a kartana. Or violently putting this chumps head in a desk draw and given him an almighty slamming Or slicing him up with a katana or something. . I wished I recorded him tho. I did fuck all obviously but he did leave that office.

End of excerpt of my journal. And no more walls todday.

>>82822128
Yeah, NEVER mix MAOIs with any SRI or serotonin releasing drug, it'll kill you.

>>82822174
>muh printouts and maois.
>muh printouts googled pdfs of maois

>>82822128 (You)

Walked and he goes you only got 20 minutes now not 60 like we said so I better get started. This motherfucker then refused at all times to even look or discuss muh printouts and maois pdfs. He even tried asking why I had life insurance after reading my notes (was on that suicide ideation at the time).
Natch I replied none of ur fooking business,,,,,,not really I said was I-I got life insurance in case I happen to check out. A Smart Ass in front of me scoffed and hazarded a guess that no companies will pay out my suicide.(they mostly do, after a waiting period usually 1-2 years). He said I was still leing and said kill yourself then was a pussy though, and depressed

Now then, he goes to me I see 10 months on the file ago you drank some beers around Christmas, so you didn't give these pills a "fair crack of the whip". Which means no meds no nothing for you. Lastly he said, now with a visible penis protruding flush from his forehead, instead just think positive for 2 weeks and it resolve (waited 14 month)

In the end I purchased parnate myself from a euro pharmacy and it did actually work fairly well . But it was too late and I failed my job probation due to going outside and being a wreck and so on. I had impotent fantasies later of going back to his office and slicing him up with a kartana. Or violently trapping his head in a desk draw and given it a series of almighty slams. I did fuck all obviously but he did leave that office. .Wish it was recorded.

End of excerpt of my journal, no more walls of bullshit
>not a single letter

psych-chads how are we feeling this autumn season??
>dried magic truffles in the fridge
>1 gram of DMT and bark material for another 5 g, 3 types of vapes to smoke it
>went hunting for liberty caps, shit weather so only a handfull found
>plenty of harmine, harmaline, tetrahydroharmine
>dried caps of amanita muscaria also in the fridge
>spores for 10 species of psylocibe, have to fire up my liquid cultures again
>want also to plant some mescaline cactus for the first time

I trip about once every 3 months
god-tier hobby desu, you learn obscure chemistry/botany and it is somehow related to the most mind-bending trips

>>82822723
i fucking wish i had psychs
only weed for me :(
its not so bad tho :)

>>82762939
Thursday and I'm doing the same thing again.
You guys ever heard about Yoshie Shiratori? Google him.

>>82820714
Physically like a weak stimulant, mentally like a mix of alcohol and some soft entactogen. A little caffeine is also a great addition to it. It's really nice.

>>82821486
Fapping on meth, especially smoked or IV is almost like a spiritual experience. It felt like entering an alternate dimension. The chicks in the video would become more into it than the video sober and look flawless, surreal, perfect. Like I could watch a 360p video but peaking on smoking ice the video is 4k HD. I have never been aroused to that level that it took me. I couldn't even imagine it being that good. I could focus on the porn to such a degree it almost felt like i was in the porno feeling every bit of sexual energy going on. Just the way a chick would move her hips teasing the guy in front of her you could feel the raw primal sexual tension through the screen it was the most addictive thing i have ever experienced on the planet. I would describe it like imagine what heaven would be like, but now put it in the theme of sex. How free and aroused you'd feel, how sexy you feel and find your partner etc. I could focus on a chicks ass to levels of arousal that felt infinitely better than cumming sober.

>>82810925 (OP)
I scored myself quite the nodd anons... heheh

>>82823869
might aswell link some music to my shit, this what I'm listening to right now anons
https://youtu.be/ItrpvCYJzyg

Just switched my gabapentin script for a pregabalin one. You can take the whole dose at once to get high instead of spending all day dosing like with gabapentin right?

Starting with 300mg, is that a good dose for a high tolerance gabapentin user?

>>82822714
I'm sorry about what you've been through anon, doctors' ignorance and refusal to prescribe MAOIs even when you've tried everything else is incredibly frustrating.

>>82810925 (OP)
Doing amanita regalis this shit got me more fucked trouble thinking than benzos

>>82824455
How? I am planning on buying gummies with Amanita Muscaria in them.

>>82824485
Don't buy those gummies and shit it's not legit. You need to buy from a trusted vendor and buy capsules.

A lot of these vendors are illegitimate or not processed right, I get mine from Sweden.

>>82824529
Whats wrong with them? I have a criminal record I cant risk more drugs with out jail no more months or years of legal punishment. All thats legal here is beer and weed and smokes.

>>82810925 (OP)
How much of an effect does grapefruit juice actually have on benzos? Does it noticeably potentiate them, or is it just subtle?

>>82824529
>A lot of these vendors are illegitimate or not processed right
NTA but I see a lot of those kind of gummies sold at gas stations, specifically the "road trip" brand. Do you know if they're legit?

>>82824540
Those gummies and stuff aren't legit, it's just marketing, selling foods like chocolate or gummies is a scam.

They can sell you these without actually using pure amanitas and they're processed mixed and stuff. Weed edibles might be legit but these amanita ones are garbage

what does it mean if caffeine does literally nothing for me? I drank almost a liter last night and still fell asleep, I didnt even add milk or anything

>>82824657
I've heard if caffeine calms you rather than stimulates you it's a symptom of ADHD.
No idea how true it is thoughever.

>>82824608
I dont live in America but I know those gummies are trash, just get them pure from a good source

>>82824657
It doesn't mean anything, you just aren't sensitive to caffeine. I have the same problem

>>82824800
why though, would it affect anything else?

>>82821486
Don't stim fap, thats addict behaviour stick with weed or even a shroom goon sesh

>>82824831
For better or worse stimfapping is an experience. Doesn't change if you are addicted or not, it's the drugs that's the issue. Crank your hog all night if you want, just be careful with what you are taking.

>>82811729
I spent 30k in two months on guitar tab books, music production software, and Nazi militatria. Worth every penny. Luckily I have a good job and live at home so no expenses. Will take me maybe 5 months to make it back.

Did all the substances I could do this week and now I'm painfully sober for what's the rest of it.
Even went for a professional massage while under the influence again, wasn't bad but too short.

>>82821486
>bad circumcision
Sue your parents, the hospital, the doctor, and the nurses for child abuse, sexual assault, battery resulting in a handicap, and willful infliction of mental distress.

You can even file prose or as a poor so it's free.

>>82823457
You're pathetic, originallyfaggotnigger.

>>82825869
i quit gear years ago and am sober. You're still a drug addict

>>82825775
>Sue
You can't sue for things that far back in the past.

>>82825916
My dad works at Nintendo too. Loser.

>>82825942
If i'm a loser cause I used to goon to porn for hours smoking ice, sure. Idc. I'm glad it happened cause I finally quit drugs cause of ice. You sound unhappy and will probably be dependant on drugs for the rest of your life.

2mg clonazepam and now i'm comfy k-holing. this is the life.

>>82825979

Nice projection. Must be meth psychosis. Keep desperately trying to redeem yourself after writing a paragraph of the most insidious, pathetic gooner freak shit. You're a loser, and you won't change. Enjoy relapsing, you fucking faggot.

>>82826002
It's been 5 years and i'm fine hah. I'm an anonymous person, there's nothing to really redeem. Yeah it does sound pathetic cause it was. But the high beat all of the other 100 drugs i tried back when I used them. If i described the rush from one of the strongest drugs on the planet as it just felt nice it'd be a bit of an understatement. As good as the high was it never beat just being consistently happy, healthy and stress free like life slowly does become when you take care of yourself.

>>82826095
Fair enough, good luck to you my guy.

>>82825940
Yes you can. You can sue for absolutely anything under the sun.
They'll dismiss it after a while, and after making the other parties bear the cost of defending themselves.

Also most child abuse torts do not expire because people don't sue for being raped until they become an adult usually.

>>82826095
>If i described the rush from one of the strongest drugs on the planet as it just felt nice it'd be a bit of an understatement.
This is a good point. There is an intensity to these kinds of drugs that starts to sound deranged when put into words.

>>82826160
yeah i mean like just take one of the things i experienced. Like look at any shitty porno filmed in 360p or any youtube video from 20 years ago. The quality is so blurry and shit. I was able to see everything in what felt like 8k quality but it didn't feel like hallucinating on drugs like acid or shit where it felt like i'm seeing a distortion of reality. It felt more like I was able to hyperfocus on stuff to superhuman levels to the point i could insert myself into the video. It did feel slightly schizo cause the video was almost like a different video compared to sober. Like the people in the porn was as into it as horny as i felt while high, like their facial expressions would be more into it and countless other things like that. It felt like it unlocked a different level of reality unlocked through crystal clear focus compared to schizo hallucination type shit though. I never really touched my dick much i'd just get so high it became like dissociating and experiencing what was going on in the screen at the same time. The drug was insane.

>>82826255
You sick, fucking faggot.

>>82826268
What's sick about it? The fact I smoked ice and watched porn? Or the screen looked better or something lol?

>>82826275
The way you slobberingly gush over how good it felt even years after, thereby showing how your addiction still lives rent free in your pea brain. You do know meth changes the structure of your brain, as well as potentiates a higher likelihood of addiction, whether to drugs in the future or just pornography as it is?

I got robotabs on the way in the mail. how long should the high last on the 2nd plateau for my first time? ive been paranoid because i knew a dude in high school who drank a whole bottle of delsym and was tripping and shit

>>82826361
Yeah. I feel like it permanently changed me. I had sex on it too. It was amazing. I just feel like the way it changed me was it showed me what I was really capable of experiencing just it's trapped beyond layers of stress, trauma, insecurity etc. In fact it's how I was able to quit, it felt like reference point therapy in a way. It gave me something to aim for which i put the energy i put into being an addict into calisthenics, diet, self development, meditation, cardio etc. I stopped watching porn when I stopped being a drug addict. I quit in a moment where i felt that I want to get as close to this feeling as human that I love because I felt so physically and mentally destroyed. It made me better at sober sex because I'm more able to just be present with my partner and connect with them instead of focusing on anxiety or what if i cum quickly or what if she doesn't like this or that. Bruh It sounds like i'm gushing over it perhaps, the high was great, but it just came at the price of everything else turning to shit. Idk you're projecting heaps onto someone you have no real idea about, at all.

>>82826255
Had similar experience but with pictures instead of videos, I honestly miss that specific feeling over anything else but I also know I'll never reach it again without destroying myself and even then it's no guarantee it won't be slightly different and just feel off from how I remember it. It's simply not worth it. I also believe it's at least a partial psychosis, looking back at it I was definitely starting to lose my mind.

>>82826420
Gonna make it
>>82826361
Not gonna make it

>>82826533
Interesting you got a similar sort of effect. I always wondered if the experience was what most other users felt they just rarely go into detail in experience stories. Yeah it did feel at least like a partial psychosis. But at the same time it's hard because you're rapidly transported into such a superhuman state of being that coming back to reality makes it feel so foreign like a dream like psychedelics. IV/smoked ice peak highs did feel like psychedlic experiences or sorta like nang highs in a way but also very different because it felt like being in this world not seing trippy shit, just the more you feel the rush and focus on something the more you're able to see beyond the veil that your brain just isn't processing. It's like if you have a blocked nose you can't smell much and that just seems like reality then suddenly your entire sinuses are clean beyond belief and you can smell like what a dog probably can. It felt more like experiencing a deeper truth to reality through the senses. I think with exercise/meditation diet you can work towards that realm sober, albeit slowly but it's a much more controlled, safer journey at the cost of sacrificing vices and facing fear/pain/trauma

>>82826420
>I had sex
REEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>82826420
>my partner
>them
Are you a faggot or bad at grammar?

>>82826361
NTA.
>thereby showing how your addiction still lives rent free in your pea brain
The guy can reminisce about some mind-blasting drug experiences witgout being an addict. Don't clutch your paerls.

>>82825980
>2mg clonazepam and now i'm comfy k-holing. this is the life.
Planning on doing this (maybe 3mg) later. Have fun, anon.

>>82824657
You might have a tolerance to it if you're drinking it regularily.

>>82825638
You found a massage parlor that accepts clients under the influence?

>>82810925 (OP)
I wish I never did drugs I did so much depressants my brain is fucked. To think I was smart once, schizophrenia and benzos sure don't help my case

>>82828237
I'm likely going to end up like you, but intellect isn't all that useful when you're a shut-in NEET with no ambitions anyways.

>>82828242
I wish I never did drugs I did so much depressants my brain is fucked. To think I was smart once, schizophrenia and benzos sure don't help my case.,poop trip

>>82828242
I don't agree intelligence is always useful even if you're just a neet. You can study and read lots of books instead of drooling and doing nothing all day

>>82828199
No, but it's not like they test you when you go lol.

Rediscovering my love for Lorazepam. Used to think it was weak and never took it. Now I have boxes of the stuff, and ran out of my sleeping pills. This drops me like a rock, though I wake up at night once or twice. 6/10 benzo.

>>82828248
>To think I was smart once
Me too, but self isolation has atrophied my brain beyond (re)cognition. Now I can't remember words and am slow in general. Stims help.
>schizophrenia and benzos sure don't help my case
Same but benzos do actually help.

My bottle of liquid LSD is nearly out and instead of getting another in thinking of swapping to something a bit shorter lasting. Only available option in the UK currently seems to be metocin which sounds fairly up my street, like mushrooms but a bit less heady and a bit more visual, leaning towards 2cb.

Think I'll get that as a special treat for myself. Any of the drugfeelers got experience or advice on the stuff?

>>82828254
NTA.
>You can study and read lots of books instead of drooling and doing nothing all day
Not really. When I was smart, before the self-isolation, I occupied my time with nonesense like vidya and anime and porn. Now, when I'm a stupid NEET for over 7 years, I started reading lots of fiction books instead those other activities to re-ignite my cognitive abilities; to a mild susccess. Although I did used to study cyber-sec and solve computer puzzles more, back than; as opposed to now, where I'm on 4chan a lot of the time I'm not reading or eating. Now I don't even have the capacity or drive to code a simple brute-force tool on Python (which was a hobby to do at the time; see how I can maximize its efficacy in a target-specific, case-by-case basis, while keeping it a simple and compact widget; instead of using the already-made, general-use, tools found in Kali-Linux/ParrotOS). I still have retained some of the information from experience, ig; doing it for 3 years, almost daily. I could solve a basic "Hack-the-Box" blackbox challange with simple logic and already-made tools while fallowing the hacking kill-chain principle, but the lateral problem solving abilities and system-holistic (big picture) thinking are gone for now. Hope I still can go back, but idk if I can.

Got my hand on some IV Propofol, Ketamine and Midazolam,

Tonights a good night lads

I can't wait for my ketamine to arrive I can't wait I can't wait I can't waaaaaait oh my goddd it'll be so good It'll be the best thing ever.

>>82828189
no I don't drink coffee at all, I hate coffee, I was out of ritalin and wanted something to keep me awake so I could study but it didn't help

drugs are gay and will turn you gay, here this image will make it better

>>82828814
>My bottle of liquid LSD is nearly out
My guy sells bottles of LSD. It's expensive, though supposed to last a long while in proper conditions. How do they work? The listing says "1,000 drops, 250ug, 250$" do the bottles have an adjusted dropper cap for messuerd doses?
Isn't it hard to dose right without a risk of tripping harder than wanted by mistake?
>Only available option in the UK currently seems to be metocin which sounds fairly up my street
Heard mostly good things about 4-OH-MET on here. Same with other Psilocin analogues, esp 4-HO-MiPT, which some anons swear by; claiming it to be very awesome, so be on the lookout for it.
You prolly like LSD a lot to buy a bottle of it; LSD is one of my favorite drugs too!
Only psychs I did are Weed and MDMA, so I can't compare my experience to Psilocin, DMT, 2cb, or any RC out there.
My guy sells 2cb, so I'll prolly experiment at some point.

If you're buying to replace your bottle, how much you're planing on buying, to last as long?
How long did the bottled LSD last?
How often would you trip?
At what doses?

Afaik from local anons who've done it, frequent (once a week or two) LSD usage will eventually "get to you" and yield bad psychological reactions.
They used LSD regularly for 6-12 months, prior to noticing any bad side-effects.
They commonly reported deperonalization, cognitive-dissonance, depression, and feeling a degradation of the mind (to name a few), on sober days long after tripping. They quit LSD for a while as a result, and I'd assume to have recovered fully since.
Longest I did it was 3 weeks in a row, with 2 day breaks in between trips. Wasn't as bad as reported and good at the start, but not recommended or fun as I had hoped it to be. My tolerance skyrocketed fast, as is with LSD; eventually needing +8 250ug tabs just in order to keep-up/get some visuals, if at all. It wasn't worth the price and time.

Hope you're using reasonably and are having fun!

>>82830204
one such anon here (~8 months of regular use (= weekly or every 2 weeks). problem is also restarted weed at the same time so I can't say if my issues now were caused by the combination, or largely by the weed, or largely by the acid. I do think to myself now that LSD opens your eyes, but you don't want them too open. I'm just hyper aware of my misery now.
I never exceeded 300ug though, and when I did that I still had tolerance from the previous week.

>>82825549
Originally and enthusaistically: Based

>>82829280
>IV Propofol
Michael Jackson?
Is that you?

>>82810925 (OP)
Finna take some amanita regalis and stop benzos tapering

>>82810925 (OP)
Need to get more precursor for benzo synth desu